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The Kutchie's Key Lime Pie Mystery Part 1: Overview, Theories and Leads

2020.09.11 00:04 CaptKutchiesTA The Kutchie's Key Lime Pie Mystery Part 1: Overview, Theories and Leads

The mystery of Captain Kutchie and his key lime pie has haunted the internet for over a decade now.It’s been extensively written on elsewhere, so I won’t spend long on the details I assume many already know, so check this link for some more in-depth info (https://www.reddit.com/UnresolvedMysteries/comments/9wo93c/other_an_indepth_look_at_kutchies_key_lime_pies/ )
The basis of the mystery though, is that since 2010, an individual or group has been writing cryptic, bizarrely written rants on various websites about a restaurant called Captain Kutchie’s Key West Cafe, usually focusing on either the key lime pies served at this restaurant, or the owner, Oswald “Kutchie” Paleaz. For a long time, it was unclear that Kutchie’s actually existed, but it was eventually discovered that the restaurant did exist, and was open from the 1970s until 2009, at the address 2227-2201 Asheville Hwy, Hendersonville, NC 2879. The messages about Kutchie’s have turned up in various places throughout the internet, but they usually share a common format. Here is one sample:
“I Tried The Captain Kutchie’s Key Lime Pies And Those PieGasams Healed All My Symptoms Within The First 4-Weeks! I highly Recommend Captain Kutchie’s Key Lime Pies For Anything That Ails You!….(“They’re Great”!!!.).. .. …Kobe Bryant May Be Retiring From Basket Ball But Captain Kutchie’s Is Still His Pie Of Choice!… …Can’t Get Enough Of That Key Lime Pie, Key Lime Pie, Key Lime Pie. Can’t Get Enough Of That Key Lime Pie Or I’ll Just Cry Until I Die, I Don’t Know Why I Just Love My Key Lime Pies!…. .\ .”
So, this is a typical example of what the posts look like, showing many of the common hallmarks: non-syntactic sentences, Capitalization Of Every Word, references to celebrities or politicians liking the pies and an odd radio-announcer like tone are some hallmarks of the writing style, though it can vary. It isn’t hard to see why, after finding these messages strewn across the internet like litter by the side of a freeway, people have gotten sucked into the investigation, and become suspicious of deeper meanings.
This 2-part longpost is going to be looking through the various writings of the mysterious poster over the years and the theories surrounding them, eventually leading up to my own personal quest to solve the mystery, and the findings I’ve made. I do not have a true wrap-up to this case, but I believe I have done the most in-depth research of anyone up until now, and I have discovered some hitherto unexplored leads. First, a look at the theories surrounding the case posited by other investigators over the years:
A Bot- This is a common theory due to the connection to a business, and the fact that the poster seems to respond to certain keywords (topics involving pie, sex, politics, and baby boomer pop culture). However, I think this one can be dismissed out of hand, the reason being that accounts connected to Kutchie’s have engaged and responded to people in a non-botlike way. More on that later. Beyond that, I can’t see any reason for someone to program such a bot, since there’s nothing to be gained from having a bot spend a decade posting nonsense about a defunct restaurant.
Oswald Pelaez himself- This is another one I’ve seen a few times, the assumption being that the posts are the Captain having a senior moment, or just fucking around in his old age. A visit to Pelaez’s Facebook page shows that he did indeed have a word-salad writing style, albeit not the exact same as the Kutchie's poster. However, it seems unlikely that this was the case, as a Redditor reported having contacted one of Pelaez’s sons, and finding that the Pelaez family appeared equally baffled.
An autistic or schizophrenic individual with a fixation on the restaurant: This suggestion derives from the unique writing style and monomaniacal interest of the poster. I have seen mental health professionals weighing in saying that the stream-of-conscious nature of the posts recalls their patients. I think people are drawn to this explanation because it puts something of a wholesome spin on the mystery- an individual with social/cognitive difficulties had a good experience at the restaurant while growing up in Asheville all those years ago, and now he wants to tell the internet about it in his one way. However, as again shown through communications with the poster, they are able to switch out of their “posting voice” and become more lucid, which may put this theory into doubt, or at least implies that the individual behind the posts is more high-functioning and calculating.
Coded messages or communications- This is a natural theory- the idea is that these posts are the modern equivalent of the Cold War number’s stations, broadcasting messages which can be read by the public, but are incomprehensible except to those privy to the info on how to decode it. The immediate problem with this theory is that the slow pace, repetitious nature, and semi-random web addresses of the postings would seem to make it hard to hide code in them. How would the recipients of the code even know where to look? However, there is also the possibility that it’s simply an individual screaming his coded messages into the void, to taunt people or conceal his intentions from all but a skilled codebreaker, rather like the Zodiac Killer or the Duclod Man. Why would this individual choose to hide his messages in the form of posts about a defunct restaurant? Who can say?
So, those are the major theories floating around out there regarding who the poster is. As we can see, a few of these theories can be dismissed out of hand, and one can potentially poke holes in all of them. Now that we’ve looked at the theories, it’s time for an overview of the posts themselves, as they have appeared over the past 10 years:
Foodio54- (http://foodio54.com/restaurant/South-Asheville-Arden-NC/c2e5c/Kutchies-Key-West-Kutcharitaville-Cafe) This restaurant review site hosts four separate reviews of Kutchie’s Key West Cafe. All four of these reviews are clearly written in the same style, and they were written over the course of several years. The oldest one here is by a user named VinnyGambini, after the character in My Cousin Vinny. Dating from December 2009, this may be the single oldest Kutchie’s post.
“Kutch Makes All Those Key Lime Pies From Real Ingredients, Including Real Key Lime Juice. "Anita" Kutchie's Lovely Wife Helps Him Now Making All Those Pies. She Also Runs The Front Too, As Well As The Office. Yea, Keep It All In The Family. Now That's How You Get Quality Control. "Pop", Kutchie's Dad Has Always Been There To Help From The Beginning. Kutchie's Mom Even Helped Out Until She Passed Away Several Years Ago. Threw The 80's Kutch and Anita Had Three Sons, Carlo, Santino and Joseph. Kutch Calls Them His Three Amigo's. All Three Sons Were Raised There In The Restaurant And Have Learned All Aspects Of The Business, From The Dish Tank, Mopping Floors, Cutting Meats, Serving Tables, Cooking And Tending Bar. Kutch Said That His First Road Sign Listed At The Bottom, "Family Restaurant". Kutch Said, "At That Time He Had No Idea That Someday His Whole Family Would Be The Ones Working There". Well I Guess, That's Life. Sometimes I Call Kutch and Ask Him How Are Things Going, He Says "Just Another Day In Paradise". Shit, I Can Tell That He Is Sick And Tired Of Doing The Same Old Thing Day-In And Day-Out. Kutch Would Never Admit That, He'll Probably Keep That Place Open To Train His Grand Kids The Business. Kutch Has Many People Calling, All The Time, Wanting Him To Start An On-Line Business To Sell His Key Lime Pies Country Wide. I Don't Know If He Can Bake That Many. He Seems Pretty Pushed As It Is. He Says That Maybe Someday He Will Throw Up Another Building And Put A Key Lime Pie Factory In It, And Start A Web-Site. May-Be He Will, May-Be He Wont, Who Knows. Just Don't Tell Him, That He Can't. “
Here, the poster refers to Oswald’s wife, Anita. He also accurately names Oswald’s three sons. I don’t know how many records about Oswald Pelaez were online in 2009, so I’m not sure whether the poster would have needed to know the family to have this information. The next oldest post is from 2012, and curiously, does not capitalize every word like most Kutchie’s posts. This poster signs their name as “Betty Joe Walker''. A Google search shows that there was one person with that name (there are a few other Betty Jo Walkers, but only one spelled J-o-e). Walker was a native of central North Carolina. And she died at the age of 67, one year before the post was made. This was the finding that made me start thinking of this mystery as something sinister. Why would a bot, or an individual simply sharing his happy memories, steal a dead person’s name? Two more Restaurant54 reviews of Kutchies’s date to 2013, and contain pretty standard content for the poster. One of them uses the name “Jake Carson'', which is used by this poster in other places as well.
Ozgold.com- Around 2012, the poster began writing posts claiming that Captain Kutchie was giving aways millions of dollars in prizes, and linking to a now defunct site called Ozgold.com. All of these posts can be found in a Pastebin here: https://pastebin.com/bT1z5ywT. He even links to Pelaez’s phone number in one of these. Oddly, he takes a negative tone towards Pelaez in some of these posts, writing in one “Please, Please, Please warn everyone about about ozsgold.com and Mr. OZ, That SOB has to be a crook or just plume loco. Maybe another Bernie Madoff, who the hell knows? It just ain't right.” Of course, this gold giveaway never existed either way as far as I can tell.
The copy-paste messages-
In 2013, the frequency of Kutchie’s posting really skyrocketed. IMDB, cooking sites, Fanfiction.net, Google Books reviews- nowhere was safe. Of course, the poster was mainly drawn in by particular key-topics: Pie, restaurants in genera, sex, politics, baby-boomer celebrities such as Johnny Carson. A few usernames were commonly employed for these posts: Roger Ramjet, Willie Jordan and Jake Carson. Most of these messages would be exact or near-exact copy pastes of one another. Some common topics of these posts included:
Key Lime Pies and Goody-goody Cheeseburgers- As far as can be gleaned from surviving ads, the restaurant prided itself on serving a variety of steaks and seafoods, but the key lime pies and burgers (which the poster always refers to as “goody-goody cheeseburgers”) seem to have been what made an impression to this person/bot/secret cabal. Occasionally, the poster will also reference Kutchie’s “prime ribs of beef with swamp water”. What does that mean- who knows?
Oswald’s wife, Anita Pelaez- generally refers to her as “lovely” or “hot”. "It just doesn't get any better than seeing her," as it appears.
The proximity of the restaurant to the Biltmore Estate- The Biltmore Estate was the home of George Vanderbilt II, and is by far the largest private residence ever built in America. It also happens to be located in Asheville. It seems as though the poster is trying to advertise the restaurant’s proximity to a major tourist attraction- heedless of the fact that the restaurant is closed.
Orgasms- Describing food as “better than sex” isn’t too weird, but our poster really likes to stretch out this saying. He refers to the food as giving him “piegasms” which he implies restored his sexual vitality. Here’s an excerpt of an example from the Google Books reviews of a book called “Incredible Orgasms”, by Marcelle Perks:
“.I Do Know First Hand That The Pelaez’s Famous Key Lime Pies Have The Ability To Turn Small Stream Squirters Into Major League Gushers Or Some Might Call Them “Niagara Falls”. Holly Molly, Let Those Good Times Flow, Baby! ….It’s No Wonder Everyone Believes That Kutchie Pelaez Is The Most Interesting Man In The World…..”Damn He Really Is” For Sure! …..That “Kutchie”, He Looks Marvelous Dahling!… ….”Hemingway”, Had Nothing On The “KutchMan”… ….Someone Overheard The “Kutchman” Say One Day That He Thought That He Was A Lesbian!… We Don’t Want To see Him Coming Out Of The Toilet With Just His Dick In His Hands”
Older Facebook Posts-
To my knowledge, at least three Facebook accounts have been linked to Kutchie's poster over the years. The oldest, operated from 2013-2016 is Jake Carson: https://www.facebook.com/jake.carson.98284/friends. The “Jake Carson” previously showed up as one of the reviewer names on Foodio54. The name bears resemblance to Johnny Carson, another obsession of the poster. This account had no friends, no photos or video uploaded, and never deviated from copy pasting the same few messages over and over. The Carson account was prolific in 2014, often posting 3-5 times/day. The frequency of posts eventually tapered, the last one being made in 2016. 2016 was also the year that the copy-pasted comments on various websites stopped appearing with regularity. Some people believe that the real Kutchie’s poster stopped at this point, and everything after 2016 has been trolls appropriating the role. As we will see, however, the post-2016 posts indicate an equally bizarre and committed writer, which makes it seem unlikely that it’s a different person.
The second Kutchie’s Facebook account appears in 2017. This is another personal account, which goes by the name Kutchie Pelaez. This is one of the main reasons some people think it isn’t operated by the same person- because the poster never previously claimed to be Captain Kutchie (though he did claim to have worked there in some posts). Unlike Jake Carson, Kutchie Pelaez doesn’t post copypasted messages. He does, however, have a variety of artists and musicians liked, including this band, The Ritards, with whom he has the following interaction: https://www.facebook.com/theritards/reviews/?ref=page_internal. What’s curious though, is that beyond this Facebook page, there is little indication that The Ritards actually exist. They have no music uploaded anywhere online, nor are there concert dates. Their posts do have a few likes though, most from people in the Eastern Pennsylvania area. When I messaged the Facebook page to ask what they knew about Captain Kutchie, my post was marked as “seen” almost immediately, even though the page has not been updated in two years. I received no response, however. While The Ritards seemed to be a dead-end, the Eastern PA music scene will prove to be important.
Also notable re: the Kutchie Pelaez Facebook page is the encounter Reddit user u/carinhabsburg had with the account, documented here: https://www.reddit.com/UnresolvedMysteries/comments/5c7g4m/what_the_captain_kutchie_of_the_key_lime_pies/. They messaged the account to ask who Kutchie was. He replied by sending a paragraph of text from a demo version of Silent Hill, which was in Swedish. While u/carinhapsburg was Swedish, they were adamant that there was no way Kutchie should have known that. Referencing a modern video game is certainly out of character for the boomer-persona the Kutchie’s poster had built up, so you can certainly see why some think the post-2016 poster is a different person. However, the vaguely sinister tone of this interaction is not exactly without precedent, given that the poster was already stealing a dead woman’s name in 2012.
Deviantart- The same year that the Kutchie Pelaez Facebook debuted, a Devientart with the same profile picture debuted- https://www.deviantart.com/captainkutchie. The bio of this account ascribes a variety of odd attributes to Captain Kutchie- His favorite gaming platform? “A sidewalk large enough for a heated round of hopscotch or marbles.”
His favourite books? “Epidemically overrated teen paperback novels. Ikea instruction manuals.”
His “Tools of the Trade?” “My fists. Spells and potions.”
The accounts gallery posts are now deleted, and I unfortunately did not take any screenshots. There were three paragraphs that they copypsted over and over- one about Anita Pelaez and Kutchie’s prime rib, one excerpt from a Longmont Potion Castle bit, and one Charles Manson quote. Longmont Potion Castle is an anonymous individual who has recorded their prank calls since the early 90s. Since anonymity and the adoption of absurd personas are LPC’s hallmarks, it’s not hard to see why the Kutchie’s poster chooses to quote them. The Manson quote, while tying in to the poster’s obsession with famous people of the 60s and 70s, adds another deeply sinister element to the mystery.
Patti Salmon-
In 2018, the poster begins writing about Captain Kutchie’s under the name Patti Salmon (a pun on salmon patties?) These posts are differentiated from the past ones by their explicit political anger. While politics were already noted as one of the poster’s obsessions, Patti Salmon goes on disparaging rants, only loosely tied back to the restaurant, against liberal political figures.
This is an excerpt from a comment under a blog post about the Kutchie’s mystery (also indicating that the poster is self-aware of the mystery community’s interest in them):
“That Rep. Jerry Nadler (D) NY, Rag Head llhan Omar (D) Minn, Alex Ocasio-Horetez (D) NY, Ayanna Lesbo Pressley (D) Mass.., Rashida Tlaib (D) Mich., Al Green (D) Tx., Pocahantas Vermont Tribe with Bernie Sanders, Nervous Nancy Cookville Calf., Rachel Madnow (MSNBC), Robert De Negro (NY), Shifty Schiff Cookvill Calf., El Chapo, Bozo O’ Rourke (Who Cares)., Maxine Impeach Waters Cookville Calf., Woopi Goldbrick (ABC)., Joy Blowhard (ABC)., Rainny Hostin (ABC)., Juan Williams (FOX NEWS)., Adoff Hilter (HELL)., Hell-They’re All really some kind of Commie’s ? Impeach Them NOW!!! Oh, I forgot one, The Rev. Al Not-So-Sharpton, very interesting butt Stupid! Let’s Send them all to the moon for the next 50 Years! What would Chef Captain Kutchie Pelaez Say? Well, He would probably say something like “No Soup For You!!!”. “Come Back 50 years”. Or something like for all those “Politicos” “Stay Away From Those Manholes” and he would say “Don’t Get None On Ya!”. Anyway, we sure-do still agree with all those “Kutcharitaville and Chef Captain Kutchie Pelaez Reports that everyone has been posting for the last 25 years or however long this internet thing has been going on. Captain Kutchie has been World Famous way longer than this stupid internet for damn sure. You can take that to the bank, Thats’ GOLD Jerry it’s GOLD! Or put it in your pipe and smoke it. He would also say, All of today’s Anti Trumpers are mad because, they were promised by The Dragon Lady HerSelf “Hillary Clinton” a leading Membership in Hillary’s 666 New World Order! What makes all these Racist, Commie Leftest Liberal Wannabee everything for nothing AssHoles and they’re Scum Sucking Pig, Fake News Chicken-Shit, Ass Licking Fake Reporters think that they can outsmart our “Lord Christ Jesus”? Hillary, your lord Satan was defeated way back on The Cross and yet, YOU, continue to deceive and recruit all those weak souls that you can fool too follow you back home straight too HELL!”
Note the interest in conspiracy theories here.
Newer Facebook Posts-
Finally, we come to the newest Facebook account, this one a page for a business rather than a personal account- Kutchie’s Key West Kutcharitaville Cafe (not linked here, gonna go ahead and say Do Not Interact). This page debuted in July 2020, just weeks before I fell down the Kutchie’s rabbithole and began this investigation. Unsurprisingly given its recency, it does not appear to have been discovered by anyone else in the mystery community.
The earliest posts from this page are simply shares of Jake Carson’s posts from several years prior. On July 12th, the Kutcharitaville page began posting longer messages, at a rate of 5+ every day. These posts are nonsensical jumbles of words that appear in other Kutchie’s posts, and appear to have been created by either a bot, or one of those story generators where you feed paragraphs in and it tries to rearrange them syntactically. Here’s a sample from a much longer post.
“BILTMORE HOUSE AND WE LOVELY ANITA PELAEZ IS THE PELAEZ IS THE WORLD THEY EVERYONE S KEY WEST FAME LOCATED NEAR THE BEST AND GRILL WHERE THE BILLED AS THE LOVELY COUPLE S KEY WEST FAME LOCATED NEAR THE MEL FISHER HE THOSE GOOD NEWS NOT A LESBIAN ANITA S BEST AND GRILL WHERE THE LOVELY COUPLE S BEST AND GRILL WHERE THE LOVELY COUPLE HOUSE AND THEY EVERYONE S SEX RATES BY KUTCHIE S BEST AND WE LOVELY COUPLE S SEX RATES BY NO LESS THAN HIS FATHER THEY EVERYONE S GOOD NEWS NOT A WIN WIN WIN FOR ANYTHING ON THE DOG ATE YOURS DICK IN THE PELAEZ OVER AND TREASURE MUCH MORE ANITA PELAEZ AND HER FAMOUS DEEP SEA UNDERWATER AND HER FAMOUS KEY WEST FAME MAY”
Interspersed with these posts are excerpts from North Carolinian newspapers that reference the restaurant, and photos of the exterior and interior of the abandoned building. What’s interesting is that the photos of the building don’t appear to be from anywhere on the internet. In other words, that means the poster must have actually gone to the building, and either broken in or been let in. This is the reason why I, as stated earlier, think that the post-2016 posts do come from the same individual as the older ones. The level of obsession indicated here is not that of a troll or a LARPer. It’s that of someone truly devoted to an inscrutable cause. Interestingly, one of these posts received a like from the Kutchie Pelaez account, indicating it was still active too in July 2020.
More recently, the account began posting coherent sentences that bear no relation to Captain Kutchie or key lime pies. In a post from July 28th, the poster copypastes the phrase “mail dropped to Rhode Island” 35 times, and below that “From Delaware.” Another post copies the phrase “My brother was eaten by wolves on the Connecticut turnpike,” which is a line from the Stephen King story “1408”.
On July 31st, the poster writes “Carrie Lam is not nice with China. She will end floating in a water tank”, copying this phrase dozens of times. This appears to be a macabre pun on the shared surnames of Carrie Lam, controversial mayor of Hong-Kong, and Elisa Lam, a woman who drowned in a water tank under circumstances that have made her story a fixture in the online unsolved-mysteries community. At the time of writing, the most recent post is from August 25th, and reads
“USE [master] Mexico. Mexico. Mexico. Soon we are in Mexico. (+14) and in we go. GO”
Screencaps of some posts, for posterity: https://imgur.com/gallery/R8ssLw6
This is the current status of the Kutchie’s poster. Dark, cryptic phrases, repeated on a Facebook page to 69 followers. Next, I’m going to be posting about the results of my personal investigation into the Kutchie’s mystery, featuring my interactions with this account, among others.
Edit
I have made a significant error in my post. The owner of the restaurant was Oswald Pelaez Jr, nor senior, and Anita was his wife, while Polly was his father's wife. So Captain Kutchie is still alive, I believe
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2020.09.10 23:04 CaptKutchiesTA The Kutchie's Key Lime Pie Mystery Part 1: Overview, Theories and Leads

The mystery of Captain Kutchie and his key lime pie has haunted the internet for over a decade now.It’s been extensively written on elsewhere, so I won’t spend long on the details I assume many already know, so check this link for some more in-depth info (https://www.reddit.com/UnresolvedMysteries/comments/9wo93c/other_an_indepth_look_at_kutchies_key_lime_pies/ )
The basis of the mystery though, is that since 2010, an individual or group has been writing cryptic, bizarrely written rants on various websites about a restaurant called Captain Kutchie’s Key West Cafe, usually focusing on either the key lime pies served at this restaurant, or the owner, Oswald “Kutchie” Paleaz. For a long time, it was unclear that Kutchie’s actually existed, but it was eventually discovered that the restaurant did exist, and was open from the 1970s until 2009, at the address 2227-2201 Asheville Hwy, Hendersonville, NC 2879. The messages about Kutchie’s have turned up in various places throughout the internet, but they usually share a common format. Here is one sample:
“I Tried The Captain Kutchie’s Key Lime Pies And Those PieGasams Healed All My Symptoms Within The First 4-Weeks! I highly Recommend Captain Kutchie’s Key Lime Pies For Anything That Ails You!….(“They’re Great”!!!.).. .. …Kobe Bryant May Be Retiring From Basket Ball But Captain Kutchie’s Is Still His Pie Of Choice!… …Can’t Get Enough Of That Key Lime Pie, Key Lime Pie, Key Lime Pie. Can’t Get Enough Of That Key Lime Pie Or I’ll Just Cry Until I Die, I Don’t Know Why I Just Love My Key Lime Pies!…. .\ .”
So, this is a typical example of what the posts look like, showing many of the common hallmarks: non-syntactic sentences, Capitalization Of Every Word, references to celebrities or politicians liking the pies and an odd radio-announcer like tone are some hallmarks of the writing style, though it can vary. It isn’t hard to see why, after finding these messages strewn across the internet like litter by the side of a freeway, people have gotten sucked into the investigation, and become suspicious of deeper meanings.
This 2-part longpost is going to be looking through the various writings of the mysterious poster over the years and the theories surrounding them, eventually leading up to my own personal quest to solve the mystery, and the findings I’ve made. I do not have a true wrap-up to this case, but I believe I have done the most in-depth research of anyone up until now, and I have discovered some hitherto unexplored leads. First, a look at the theories surrounding the case posited by other investigators over the years:
A Bot- This is a common theory due to the connection to a business, and the fact that the poster seems to respond to certain keywords (topics involving pie, sex, politics, and baby boomer pop culture). However, I think this one can be dismissed out of hand, the reason being that accounts connected to Kutchie’s have engaged and responded to people in a non-botlike way. More on that later. Beyond that, I can’t see any reason for someone to program such a bot, since there’s nothing to be gained from having a bot spend a decade posting nonsense about a defunct restaurant.
Oswald Pelaez himself- This is another one I’ve seen a few times, the assumption being that the posts are the Captain having a senior moment, or just fucking around in his old age. A visit to Pelaez’s Facebook page shows that he did indeed have a word-salad writing style, albeit not the exact same as the Kutchie's poster. However, it seems unlikely that this was the case, as a Redditor reported having contacted one of Pelaez’s sons, and finding that the Pelaez family appeared equally baffled.
An autistic or schizophrenic individual with a fixation on the restaurant: This suggestion derives from the unique writing style and monomaniacal interest of the poster. I have seen mental health professionals weighing in saying that the stream-of-conscious nature of the posts recalls their patients. I think people are drawn to this explanation because it puts something of a wholesome spin on the mystery- an individual with social/cognitive difficulties had a good experience at the restaurant while growing up in Asheville all those years ago, and now he wants to tell the internet about it in his one way. However, as again shown through communications with the poster, they are able to switch out of their “posting voice” and become more lucid, which may put this theory into doubt, or at least implies that the individual behind the posts is more high-functioning and calculating.
Coded messages or communications- This is a natural theory- the idea is that these posts are the modern equivalent of the Cold War number’s stations, broadcasting messages which can be read by the public, but are incomprehensible except to those privy to the info on how to decode it. The immediate problem with this theory is that the slow pace, repetitious nature, and semi-random web addresses of the postings would seem to make it hard to hide code in them. How would the recipients of the code even know where to look? However, there is also the possibility that it’s simply an individual screaming his coded messages into the void, to taunt people or conceal his intentions from all but a skilled codebreaker, rather like the Zodiac Killer or the Duclod Man. Why would this individual choose to hide his messages in the form of posts about a defunct restaurant? Who can say?
So, those are the major theories floating around out there regarding who the poster is. As we can see, a few of these theories can be dismissed out of hand, and one can potentially poke holes in all of them. Now that we’ve looked at the theories, it’s time for an overview of the posts themselves, as they have appeared over the past 10 years:
Foodio54- (http://foodio54.com/restaurant/South-Asheville-Arden-NC/c2e5c/Kutchies-Key-West-Kutcharitaville-Cafe) This restaurant review site hosts four separate reviews of Kutchie’s Key West Cafe. All four of these reviews are clearly written in the same style, and they were written over the course of several years. The oldest one here is by a user named VinnyGambini, after the character in My Cousin Vinny. Dating from December 2009, this may be the single oldest Kutchie’s post.
“Kutch Makes All Those Key Lime Pies From Real Ingredients, Including Real Key Lime Juice. "Anita" Kutchie's Lovely Wife Helps Him Now Making All Those Pies. She Also Runs The Front Too, As Well As The Office. Yea, Keep It All In The Family. Now That's How You Get Quality Control. "Pop", Kutchie's Dad Has Always Been There To Help From The Beginning. Kutchie's Mom Even Helped Out Until She Passed Away Several Years Ago. Threw The 80's Kutch and Anita Had Three Sons, Carlo, Santino and Joseph. Kutch Calls Them His Three Amigo's. All Three Sons Were Raised There In The Restaurant And Have Learned All Aspects Of The Business, From The Dish Tank, Mopping Floors, Cutting Meats, Serving Tables, Cooking And Tending Bar. Kutch Said That His First Road Sign Listed At The Bottom, "Family Restaurant". Kutch Said, "At That Time He Had No Idea That Someday His Whole Family Would Be The Ones Working There". Well I Guess, That's Life. Sometimes I Call Kutch and Ask Him How Are Things Going, He Says "Just Another Day In Paradise". Shit, I Can Tell That He Is Sick And Tired Of Doing The Same Old Thing Day-In And Day-Out. Kutch Would Never Admit That, He'll Probably Keep That Place Open To Train His Grand Kids The Business. Kutch Has Many People Calling, All The Time, Wanting Him To Start An On-Line Business To Sell His Key Lime Pies Country Wide. I Don't Know If He Can Bake That Many. He Seems Pretty Pushed As It Is. He Says That Maybe Someday He Will Throw Up Another Building And Put A Key Lime Pie Factory In It, And Start A Web-Site. May-Be He Will, May-Be He Wont, Who Knows. Just Don't Tell Him, That He Can't. “
Here, the poster refers to Oswald’s wife, Anita. He also accurately names Oswald’s three sons. I don’t know how many records about Oswald Pelaez were online in 2009, so I’m not sure whether the poster would have needed to know the family to have this information. The next oldest post is from 2012, and curiously, does not capitalize every word like most Kutchie’s posts. This poster signs their name as “Betty Joe Walker''. A Google search shows that there was one person with that name (there are a few other Betty Jo Walkers, but only one spelled J-o-e). Walker was a native of central North Carolina. And she died at the age of 67, one year before the post was made. This was the finding that made me start thinking of this mystery as something sinister. Why would a bot, or an individual simply sharing his happy memories, steal a dead person’s name? Two more Restaurant54 reviews of Kutchies’s date to 2013, and contain pretty standard content for the poster. One of them uses the name “Jake Carson'', which is used by this poster in other places as well.
Ozgold.com- Around 2012, the poster began writing posts claiming that Captain Kutchie was giving aways millions of dollars in prizes, and linking to a now defunct site called Ozgold.com. All of these posts can be found in a Pastebin here: https://pastebin.com/bT1z5ywT. He even links to Pelaez’s phone number in one of these. Oddly, he takes a negative tone towards Pelaez in some of these posts, writing in one “Please, Please, Please warn everyone about about ozsgold.com and Mr. OZ, That SOB has to be a crook or just plume loco. Maybe another Bernie Madoff, who the hell knows? It just ain't right.” Of course, this gold giveaway never existed either way as far as I can tell.
The copy-paste messages-
In 2013, the frequency of Kutchie’s posting really skyrocketed. IMDB, cooking sites, Fanfiction.net, Google Books reviews- nowhere was safe. Of course, the poster was mainly drawn in by particular key-topics: Pie, restaurants in genera, sex, politics, baby-boomer celebrities such as Johnny Carson. A few usernames were commonly employed for these posts: Roger Ramjet, Willie Jordan and Jake Carson. Most of these messages would be exact or near-exact copy pastes of one another. Some common topics of these posts included:
Key Lime Pies and Goody-goody Cheeseburgers- As far as can be gleaned from surviving ads, the restaurant prided itself on serving a variety of steaks and seafoods, but the key lime pies and burgers (which the poster always refers to as “goody-goody cheeseburgers”) seem to have been what made an impression to this person/bot/secret cabal. Occasionally, the poster will also reference Kutchie’s “prime ribs of beef with swamp water”. What does that mean- who knows?
Oswald’s wife, Anita Pelaez- generally refers to her as “lovely” or “hot”. "It just doesn't get any better than seeing her," as it appears.
The proximity of the restaurant to the Biltmore Estate- The Biltmore Estate was the home of George Vanderbilt II, and is by far the largest private residence ever built in America. It also happens to be located in Asheville. It seems as though the poster is trying to advertise the restaurant’s proximity to a major tourist attraction- heedless of the fact that the restaurant is closed.
Orgasms- Describing food as “better than sex” isn’t too weird, but our poster really likes to stretch out this saying. He refers to the food as giving him “piegasms” which he implies restored his sexual vitality. Here’s an excerpt of an example from the Google Books reviews of a book called “Incredible Orgasms”, by Marcelle Perks:
“.I Do Know First Hand That The Pelaez’s Famous Key Lime Pies Have The Ability To Turn Small Stream Squirters Into Major League Gushers Or Some Might Call Them “Niagara Falls”. Holly Molly, Let Those Good Times Flow, Baby! ….It’s No Wonder Everyone Believes That Kutchie Pelaez Is The Most Interesting Man In The World…..”Damn He Really Is” For Sure! …..That “Kutchie”, He Looks Marvelous Dahling!… ….”Hemingway”, Had Nothing On The “KutchMan”… ….Someone Overheard The “Kutchman” Say One Day That He Thought That He Was A Lesbian!… We Don’t Want To see Him Coming Out Of The Toilet With Just His Dick In His Hands”
Older Facebook Posts-
To my knowledge, at least three Facebook accounts have been linked to Kutchie's poster over the years. The oldest, operated from 2013-2016 is Jake Carson: https://www.facebook.com/jake.carson.98284/friends. The “Jake Carson” previously showed up as one of the reviewer names on Foodio54. The name bears resemblance to Johnny Carson, another obsession of the poster. This account had no friends, no photos or video uploaded, and never deviated from copy pasting the same few messages over and over. The Carson account was prolific in 2014, often posting 3-5 times/day. The frequency of posts eventually tapered, the last one being made in 2016. 2016 was also the year that the copy-pasted comments on various websites stopped appearing with regularity. Some people believe that the real Kutchie’s poster stopped at this point, and everything after 2016 has been trolls appropriating the role. As we will see, however, the post-2016 posts indicate an equally bizarre and committed writer, which makes it seem unlikely that it’s a different person.
The second Kutchie’s Facebook account appears in 2017. This is another personal account, which goes by the name Kutchie Pelaez. This is one of the main reasons some people think it isn’t operated by the same person- because the poster never previously claimed to be Captain Kutchie (though he did claim to have worked there in some posts). Unlike Jake Carson, Kutchie Pelaez doesn’t post copypasted messages. He does, however, have a variety of artists and musicians liked, including this band, The Ritards, with whom he has the following interaction: https://www.facebook.com/theritards/reviews/?ref=page_internal. What’s curious though, is that beyond this Facebook page, there is little indication that The Ritards actually exist. They have no music uploaded anywhere online, nor are there concert dates. Their posts do have a few likes though, most from people in the Eastern Pennsylvania area. When I messaged the Facebook page to ask what they knew about Captain Kutchie, my post was marked as “seen” almost immediately, even though the page has not been updated in two years. I received no response, however. While The Ritards seemed to be a dead-end, the Eastern PA music scene will prove to be important.
Also notable re: the Kutchie Pelaez Facebook page is the encounter Reddit user u/carinhabsburg had with the account, documented here: https://www.reddit.com/UnresolvedMysteries/comments/5c7g4m/what_the_captain_kutchie_of_the_key_lime_pies/. They messaged the account to ask who Kutchie was. He replied by sending a paragraph of text from a demo version of Silent Hill, which was in Swedish. While u/carinhapsburg was Swedish, they were adamant that there was no way Kutchie should have known that. Referencing a modern video game is certainly out of character for the boomer-persona the Kutchie’s poster had built up, so you can certainly see why some think the post-2016 poster is a different person. However, the vaguely sinister tone of this interaction is not exactly without precedent, given that the poster was already stealing a dead woman’s name in 2012.
Deviantart- The same year that the Kutchie Pelaez Facebook debuted, a Devientart with the same profile picture debuted- https://www.deviantart.com/captainkutchie. The bio of this account ascribes a variety of odd attributes to Captain Kutchie- His favorite gaming platform? “A sidewalk large enough for a heated round of hopscotch or marbles.”
His favourite books? “Epidemically overrated teen paperback novels. Ikea instruction manuals.”
His “Tools of the Trade?” “My fists. Spells and potions.”
The accounts gallery posts are now deleted, and I unfortunately did not take any screenshots. There were three paragraphs that they copypsted over and over- one about Anita Pelaez and Kutchie’s prime rib, one excerpt from a Longmont Potion Castle bit, and one Charles Manson quote. Longmont Potion Castle is an anonymous individual who has recorded their prank calls since the early 90s. Since anonymity and the adoption of absurd personas are LPC’s hallmarks, it’s not hard to see why the Kutchie’s poster chooses to quote them. The Manson quote, while tying in to the poster’s obsession with famous people of the 60s and 70s, adds another deeply sinister element to the mystery.
Patti Salmon-
In 2018, the poster begins writing about Captain Kutchie’s under the name Patti Salmon (a pun on salmon patties?) These posts are differentiated from the past ones by their explicit political anger. While politics were already noted as one of the poster’s obsessions, Patti Salmon goes on disparaging rants, only loosely tied back to the restaurant, against liberal political figures.
This is an excerpt from a comment under a blog post about the Kutchie’s mystery (also indicating that the poster is self-aware of the mystery community’s interest in them):
“That Rep. Jerry Nadler (D) NY, Rag Head llhan Omar (D) Minn, Alex Ocasio-Horetez (D) NY, Ayanna Lesbo Pressley (D) Mass.., Rashida Tlaib (D) Mich., Al Green (D) Tx., Pocahantas Vermont Tribe with Bernie Sanders, Nervous Nancy Cookville Calf., Rachel Madnow (MSNBC), Robert De Negro (NY), Shifty Schiff Cookvill Calf., El Chapo, Bozo O’ Rourke (Who Cares)., Maxine Impeach Waters Cookville Calf., Woopi Goldbrick (ABC)., Joy Blowhard (ABC)., Rainny Hostin (ABC)., Juan Williams (FOX NEWS)., Adoff Hilter (HELL)., Hell-They’re All really some kind of Commie’s ? Impeach Them NOW!!! Oh, I forgot one, The Rev. Al Not-So-Sharpton, very interesting butt Stupid! Let’s Send them all to the moon for the next 50 Years! What would Chef Captain Kutchie Pelaez Say? Well, He would probably say something like “No Soup For You!!!”. “Come Back 50 years”. Or something like for all those “Politicos” “Stay Away From Those Manholes” and he would say “Don’t Get None On Ya!”. Anyway, we sure-do still agree with all those “Kutcharitaville and Chef Captain Kutchie Pelaez Reports that everyone has been posting for the last 25 years or however long this internet thing has been going on. Captain Kutchie has been World Famous way longer than this stupid internet for damn sure. You can take that to the bank, Thats’ GOLD Jerry it’s GOLD! Or put it in your pipe and smoke it. He would also say, All of today’s Anti Trumpers are mad because, they were promised by The Dragon Lady HerSelf “Hillary Clinton” a leading Membership in Hillary’s 666 New World Order! What makes all these Racist, Commie Leftest Liberal Wannabee everything for nothing AssHoles and they’re Scum Sucking Pig, Fake News Chicken-Shit, Ass Licking Fake Reporters think that they can outsmart our “Lord Christ Jesus”? Hillary, your lord Satan was defeated way back on The Cross and yet, YOU, continue to deceive and recruit all those weak souls that you can fool too follow you back home straight too HELL!”
Note the interest in conspiracy theories here.
Newer Facebook Posts-
Finally, we come to the newest Facebook account, this one a page for a business rather than a personal account- Kutchie’s Key West Kutcharitaville Cafe (not linked here, gonna go ahead and say Do Not Interact). This page debuted in July 2020, just weeks before I fell down the Kutchie’s rabbithole and began this investigation. Unsurprisingly given its recency, it does not appear to have been discovered by anyone else in the mystery community.
The earliest posts from this page are simply shares of Jake Carson’s posts from several years prior. On July 12th, the Kutcharitaville page began posting longer messages, at a rate of 5+ every day. These posts are nonsensical jumbles of words that appear in other Kutchie’s posts, and appear to have been created by either a bot, or one of those story generators where you feed paragraphs in and it tries to rearrange them syntactically. Here’s a sample from a much longer post.
“BILTMORE HOUSE AND WE LOVELY ANITA PELAEZ IS THE PELAEZ IS THE WORLD THEY EVERYONE S KEY WEST FAME LOCATED NEAR THE BEST AND GRILL WHERE THE BILLED AS THE LOVELY COUPLE S KEY WEST FAME LOCATED NEAR THE MEL FISHER HE THOSE GOOD NEWS NOT A LESBIAN ANITA S BEST AND GRILL WHERE THE LOVELY COUPLE S BEST AND GRILL WHERE THE LOVELY COUPLE HOUSE AND THEY EVERYONE S SEX RATES BY KUTCHIE S BEST AND WE LOVELY COUPLE S SEX RATES BY NO LESS THAN HIS FATHER THEY EVERYONE S GOOD NEWS NOT A WIN WIN WIN FOR ANYTHING ON THE DOG ATE YOURS DICK IN THE PELAEZ OVER AND TREASURE MUCH MORE ANITA PELAEZ AND HER FAMOUS DEEP SEA UNDERWATER AND HER FAMOUS KEY WEST FAME MAY”
Interspersed with these posts are excerpts from North Carolinian newspapers that reference the restaurant, and photos of the exterior and interior of the abandoned building. What’s interesting is that the photos of the building don’t appear to be from anywhere on the internet. In other words, that means the poster must have actually gone to the building, and either broken in or been let in. This is the reason why I, as stated earlier, think that the post-2016 posts do come from the same individual as the older ones. The level of obsession indicated here is not that of a troll or a LARPer. It’s that of someone truly devoted to an inscrutable cause. Interestingly, one of these posts received a like from the Kutchie Pelaez account, indicating it was still active too in July 2020.
More recently, the account began posting coherent sentences that bear no relation to Captain Kutchie or key lime pies. In a post from July 28th, the poster copypastes the phrase “mail dropped to Rhode Island” 35 times, and below that “From Delaware.” Another post copies the phrase “My brother was eaten by wolves on the Connecticut turnpike,” which is a line from the Stephen King story “1408”.
On July 31st, the poster writes “Carrie Lam is not nice with China. She will end floating in a water tank”, copying this phrase dozens of times. This appears to be a macabre pun on the shared surnames of Carrie Lam, controversial mayor of Hong-Kong, and Elisa Lam, a woman who drowned in a water tank under circumstances that have made her story a fixture in the online unsolved-mysteries community. At the time of writing, the most recent post is from August 25th, and reads
“USE [master] Mexico. Mexico. Mexico. Soon we are in Mexico. (+14) and in we go. GO”
Screencaps of some posts, for posterity: https://imgur.com/gallery/R8ssLw6
This is the current status of the Kutchie’s poster. Dark, cryptic phrases, repeated on a Facebook page to 69 followers. Next, I’m going to be posting about the results of my personal investigation into the Kutchie’s mystery, featuring my interactions with this account, among others.
Edit
I have made a significant error in my post. The owner of the restaurant was Oswald Pelaez Jr, nor senior, and Anita was his wife, while Polly was his father's wife. So Captain Kutchie is still alive, I believe
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2020.08.26 22:20 CindyMorrisonwatts1 {Discussion} Understanding the Templaric Witch Dark Sable; the Moth.

{Discussion} Understanding the Templaric Witch Dark Sable; the Moth.

Understanding the Templaric Witch Dark Sable; the Moth.

Multiple Identities
Dark Sable’s real name is Leonora Djuric, but she is known by many other legal names, including, Leonora Delgado and Leonora Contreras. She is also known to use the name Gloria Contreras and Sasha Sauvé. She is regarded as a beautiful art model of liberal feminist galleries and as an Alchemic Mind Witch.
Photo submitted by Aaron Klein_which Sable is Sable?.---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
Birth Rites
She was born in Chicago in Mount Sinai hospital on November 5th in 1975, during a Solstice blood-moon. She shares the same birthday date as her 5 year-older brother, because her mother the infamous witch Phantasma Djuric recklessly induced her birth two weeks earlier to purposely fall on that date. This premature birth might also have added to her immature sexual formation.
Sable was born with a preplanned mission by her mother – this was to continue her feminist witchcraft and to mediate for her species, to bond and breed with her older brother (yes, she was born to become incestuous) and to rule and act as grand mediator to all of the Wikkani, Templar, Rosicrucian, Beldorian and Sylvan covens.
Photo submitted by Suzy Tamarind_art of.---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.) Dark Sable by her brother Riddle.
Amazingly, she seems to have achieved all of this with pride, fervor and excellence.
However as an Intersex NIO Orchid, she failed in being able to reproduce more of her kind, as she was unable to mother children, due to her being born with the genetic defect of having no functional sexual organs.
This however did not stop her in having a major role in raising all of her brother’s daughters, probably a major effort on her part to redeem herself in this one reproductive failure of her’s. She also helped raise a much younger and un-blood-related foster sister, Lisa Shedd, a distant cousin to Andligian Witch Liz Shedd to whom she still helps to this day.
Photo gif by Miziak INC__Dark Sable is considered a Templaric Witch and runs seven covens.
Adult Consensual incest and the reasoning behind it
In the freakish tradition and culture of the Wikkani High Circle, the ability to breed incestuously from time to time is highly revered and her inability to do so has been a major embarrassment and deficit in her cultural beliefs and values.
‘This had probably led to the control issues she has with her older brother,’ says Dr. Levy Brooks, a leading psychologists from Connecticut.
Brooks states; ‘Leonora has a compulsion to possess her brother as a husband and mate, this was also the case with her own mother and father, (Viridian Cruz and Phantasma Djuric) to whom married and produced three children. This is a very serious and quite despicable mental condition that all so called Hexanic sisters unfortunately harbor. Sable’s inability to produce children leads to a fear of disconnection with him, so in response, she manipulates him in ways that obligate and tie him to her. Like a cunning spider spinning a web, she constantly creates situations to keep her brother close and obligated to her. – or else!
This is of utmost importance in regards to Hexanic sisters, but is especially manifested in Leonora, who’s infertile condition compels her to possess him more. It is assumed by Brooks, that her deep love for her own brother if manipulated regularly, can make her feel ‘whole’ and redeem her of her status as an infertile Wikkani female, despite her inability to reproduce more Wikkani.
‘It is a sad and inhuman biological/psychological ailment. And quite frankly, people like this should be forced into study groups and institutions, where they can be helped and advised to steer away from their biological incest compulsions and milked of their specially evolved genes to help society and pharmaceutical companies in creating new drugs and therapies to treat deviant sexual disorders. This is their real value to society!’ Brooks explained.
Photo submitted by Aaron Klein_ Dark Sable is a nearly invisible presence in the occult world, but she holds great power over much of it in America..---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
As a Polyglot
Sable has a ‘jumbled accent’, as psychologist Susan Stern claims. This is caused by Sable actually thinking in several different languages and thus the accent formed is jumbled, meaning she developed a unique accent derived from the several languages she commonly speaks. This is also a common condition for many polyglots. She can also hide her accent quite well, while switching her identity modes.
However despite not being Hispanic, Sable adopted a Mexican staple-identity and speaks and writes Spanish during most of her public outings. The reasoning behind this is because she was raised in Mexican Neighborhoods for much of her life, as well as being close to Mexican culture and people, to whom Sable has admitted as being her favorite culture.
Photo submitted by Aaron Klein_ Sable's father is Viridian Cruz, the same Templar explorer that died in Centralia, Pennsylvania's mysterious ghost-town..---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
As a biological wonder
Dark Sable was born a ‘Neotenous Inter-sexed Orchid’, one out of just 92 people that have this bizarre condition on the planet.
What this means to the layman, is that she was born with both female and male genes, and has no real sexual organs externally.
In physicality, she looks like a Barbie doll when stripped of its clothing, no sexual organs can be seen from the outside. But as with all people with NIO, she does have remnants of sexual organs on the inside of her body, vestigial partial organs that can feel sexual pleasure and like all NIO Orchids, she can excrete a pink sexual fluid during climax, though no one is sure what this fluid is.
Photo submitted by Kelly Mitoulkus__ Sable has the dreaded ability to project Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Tourettes syndrome 'tics' temporarily into people's minds if she see's fit..---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
In all NIO people, this sexual fluid appears to be a semen-like ejaculation similar to what is seen from normal males, but only in appearance as it is composed of an entirely different makeup. In the early 70’s, researchers kiddingly coined this semen-like fluid, ‘Cherry-Drop’, because of its very strong and distinct smell of chocolate-covered cherries.
This is not harmful at all, but doctors are still undetermined as to just what this pink sexual excretion actually is, but it seems to be the equivalent to a normal male ejaculation, but instead coming from a female and delivered from a simple slit that acts as her private parts. This is in accordance with all people, who have this extraordinarily rare NIO condition.
So unlike most inter-sexed people, who have a mix of both sexual organs, Sable has none at all.
She was born with no real womb, but instead has a primitive slit as a vagina, and what doctor’s refer to as a ‘Cloaca’.
I don’t know what a Cloaca is, but here is a definition from Wikipedia;
(in vertebrates, a common chamber and outlet into which the intestinal, urinary, and genital tracts open. It is present in amphibians, reptiles, birds, elasmobranch fishes (such as sharks), and monotremes. A cloaca is not present in placental mammals or in most bony fishes.)
This seems to be an evolutionary ‘throwback’ condition, meaning it is a genetic defect that stops people from forming normal reproductive organs and is almost always a product of being born out of incest.
Although NIO (Neotenous Intersex Orchids} have no sexual organs externally, they do feel intense sexual pleasure when stimulated.
The major defect in the NIO condition is the reversion to prepubescent states. Because those who have NIO do not have sexual organs, they do not have the hormones to regulate their body into adult forms either.
This is why the condition is termed ‘Neotenous’. Neoteny is often found in lower life forms, such as amphibians and reptiles, like the famed Mexican Axolotl, a salamander that stays in its juvenile larval form, even into adulthood.

Photo submitted by Lilly MacBride_ Sable during a 'Dromedary Solstice' ritual in Wisconsin's Black forest..---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
Dark Sable has a condition that is much like this and it can have some cruel social and psychological effects on human beings afflicted with it.
Unwillingly, Dark Sable has reverted form into prepubescence many times during her life. Without the ingestion of regular hormone therapy, her body will revert back into a child-like state.
In short, without her hormone pills, she will basically turn back into an androgynous sexless body form.
Photo submitted by Levalore86__ In a truly fascinating biological process, when Sable misses her hormone therapy, she can revert into a Neotenous state and becomes a genderless, childlike figure. Sable seen here in 1990 at 14 years of age after full-blown reversion and neoteny. .---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
Because of this fear of reversion, Sable has had breast implants, so that if she falls into prepubescent remission, she will still retain the image of a female and not a genderless child.
This is also the reason why the 44 year-old woman-boy, looks as if she is in her twenties, the only real advantage of this freakish ailment. And of course she takes great advantage of this in her identity camouflaging as well, often having websites or pages that claim she is in her twenties, to which people easily believe, and no one disputes, due to this peculiar genetic abnormality.
The Master of Mirror Blurring
Dark Sable is a Templaric Witch and one of the most powerful of the ‘Clever-girl’ witches, being able to mask her identity several times over and in plain sight.
This amazing ability is done through a Wikkani identification-mixing skill called ‘mirror blurring’.
In combination with her ability to fluently speak 5 languages, including French, Spanish, English, Serbian and Romanian, she can adopt multiple identities with ease.
Sable is a virtual expert in physical makeup, digital photo-manipulations and body-morphing and uses all three tactics at the same time, to produce photos, videos and real-life images of herself to confuse the public.
This strategic mix of image altering elements is so refined and strong, that even when talking to her up-close and in broad daylight, she can camouflage the way her appearance is actually perceived.
According to Dr. Alyssa Lorn and David Sale, she is quite literally one of the best self-image illusionists on earth!
Although this may sound melodramatic, many others have agreed. Sable does this clever-girl trickery with ease, all the while stabilizing one particular look, and she does this for a very good reason.
Because Sable is the top matriarch of seven different covens, she is highly sought after, so the ability to change her appearance at will like a chameleon is a very advantageous talent.
Though not sought after for any harmful purposes, without her ability to ‘shape-shift’ she would be constantly hounded by various organizations that plead with her to participate in studies and experimentation, not an illogical notion, being as how Sable is such a unique biological wonder.
Sable, despite being able to change her appearance and perception, does adopt one very stable and iconic look.
This is her real life appearance – it is of a thin but curvy female with light skin and short hair, almost always in some sort of ‘Bob-haircut’.
The Bob-Haircut she is famous for is probably an ode to Cybil Carnate, a long dead Templar-Wikkani saint from the 1920’s, to which she bases much of her feminist and Latina activism on.
Dark Sable will sometimes dye her short hair blonde or shave her head bald or nearly bald for certain seasons, according to solstice moon schedules and Wikkani traditional rites.
Sable also uses makeup in ways unheard of before, such as the use of makeup to make her lips seem thinner, or make her eyes seem smaller when in camouflage mode, as Sable is mostly known for having naturally wide green eyes.
Photo submitted by Aaron Klein_ Sable owns a popular alternative thrift-shop on Chicago's north-side in Wicker Park..---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
Raw power
Dark Sable has a multitude of talents and witchcraft tactics. Among these are skills three-fold, physical, psychological and paranormal.
Sable is a master of Talon Bleau, and as a devout Yoga instructor and jogger, she stays fit and healthy. This helped her boost a particularly bloody martial art called Talon Bleau, a fighting defense method that purposely uses freehand techniques to break open veins on the face and body of the opponent, causing the attacker to ‘bleed-out’.
Photo submitted by Lamgy455_ an art depiction of Sable as the Moth.
She also has the dreaded ability of OCD, Tourette’s and Remote Projection, being able to tap into the involuntary reflexes of people.
Sable is also said to have a skill no other Wikkani has called ‘prompting’, an ability of some sort to greatly magnify a person’s emotions.
Brother & sister union
Despite being his younger sister, Sable is the ‘cultic wife’ of her brother Dark Riddle. She was raised by him since she was twelve and had gone with him during most of his arduous training under Dark Ripper. Because of this, she learned much of what was being taught to her older brother, simply by being present during his teachings.
Photo submitted by Peter Tusan_ an art photo of Riddle and Sable in 1995. Courtesy of the Museum of Occult Lore Connecticut..---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
In Riddle's normal life, he is partnered with Medical Organizer Belinda Cardenas, this union has been in excess of 10 years, far longer than Fiona Guzman, Leticia Barbados and Clair Reno, all 'normie' hosts to similar powerful Templars.
Belinda appears to occupy the role of wife during his mostly normal living conditions and acts as the sole 'host' to Riddle and also his access to the normal world and its respective communities.
Miraculously, Belinda even as a 'normie', has some authority over other women in his life, including his witch daughters and Sable to some degree, as she is in essence sharing the same man.
It would seem, according to Susan Stern And Brigitte Leachmen that Belinda is married to one personalty of Riddle, while Sable is married to the other personalty. (Dark Riddle being split into two distinct personalities, (as diagnosed by the IBOH).
She also contends both have strong control over his domestic life and psychological well being.
It is often asked why Sable doesn't just simply 'remove' Belinda from his life and take the role as primary wife. This has to do with Belinda being 'Neophodan' a serbio-Romanian term meaning indispensable.
Dr. Lebow believes Belinda is a 'Neophodont' clock-clog in the Wikkani culture, meaning a very rare normal person with 'untouchable' status.
This is probably because if anything happened to Belinda, it would expose Riddle to the legal social world and this would leave a major breach in Wikkani Templar secrecy.
This, among other domestic reasons, is why Dark Sable tolerates Belinda's role and share-status.
It is not known if the two get along or not. Or if they even speak to one another, but considering the longevity of their closely connected lives, it is unlikely that they do not speak. It would be more likely that the two have some sort of pact or agreement with one another.
Whatever the case, Sable must respect Belinda greatly to have allowed this situation to last for so long. Brooks even suggested slightly that the two may even have some attraction to one another, as Sable, like all Wikkani are also natural lesbians by nature.
Belinda is probably seen as a hybrid of cult-normie schismatics in their world and Sable is smart enough to understand and realize her importance to her and her enclave.
This is proven further by the fact that Belinda and Dark Riddle have been together for almost 16 years now! Had Belinda not been a respected Neophodont, this would never have occurred.
Social worker, Marian Defalco believes Belinda has stood with Riddle for such a long time probably due to his financial ties with wealthy organizations such as BP Oil, Monsanto GMO and the Macarthur Foundation to which he holds great sway.
As for Sable as a child, it was during this time that she must have seen Riddle as a father figure, since her host parents left her during her teen years. Somehow this father figure became an object of her affections and Sable eventually got a ‘cultic wife status’ through sheer persistence.
Obviously, they are exceptionally close and Sable does receive most of the wealth and properties awarded to him from various mediation missions.
In this way, she is treated much like a wife. It is also clear she is very important in his life, raising his children and handling nearly all of his business affairs.
Riddle also seems very amorous with her in behavior and this, along with Sable’s own admitted deep feelings for him, suggests the two are abnormally close.
Riddle also refers to her as ‘Good-sister’, which is a typical feminist greeting, but also in Romanian translates to ‘Sora Buna’ – an age-old Wallachian slang term for wife. It is logically concluded that Sable has a great influence over Dark Riddle.
Photo submitted by Peter Tusan__ an art photo of Riddle and Sable in 1994. Courtesy of the Museum of Occult Lore Connecticut..---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
What we do know about the two from their past, is that they both support each other, especially in tough times. And many believe Sable as a child, saved her brother from death during the brutal war with the rival Sabbat cult.
Dr. Dana Nibal says of this; ‘when Sable was a pre-teen, she cooked, cared and cleaned for him when the two lived together in the early 90’s.
Riddle was often beaten or came home from the cult war with broken bones and severe injuries and it was Sable who took him to the hospitals and cared for him at home.
She was like a miniature wife for him. She also had to endure much of her brother’s harsh Templar field training along with him, so I personally feel that Sable is entitled to everything she gets from him.’
She doesn’t seem dangerous, but she is!
Dark Sable has a perky bubbly fun attitude most of the time and is quite a lovable character, but she has stabbed people with swords, literally ripped apart the skin of some of her attackers with her fingernail-like claws to the point that they needed stitches and even set one of her stalkers on fire in a public train station. These incidents and many more suggest Dark Sable is no stranger to violence, despite her harmless looking exterior.
Photo submitted by Levalore86__Sable is often featured in feminist oriented art books.
As an art model and business owner
Sable took over the feminist nude figure model position that her mother Phantasma Djuric once held at the prestigious Chicago Art Institute and is a nude figure model for an all-female feminist’s body-imaging group.
She also works as an artist and owns an alternative oriented thrift shop on Chicago’s North-side.
Her role as ‘The Moth’
Dark Sable is called the Moth for many different reasons, but is mainly called this due to her transformations of both mental and physical extremes.
Photo submitted by Arturo Diaz__ Sable as the Moth
This is symbolic as in a caterpillar turning into a moth. As a youth she was raised as a boy until her mid-teen years when she decided to adopt a female identity, which was unavoidable, since she had no male private parts.
She is also somewhat obsessed with Butterflies and Moths and often takes on the form of ‘Sirte’s Malka’; a demon-like moth entity that she imitates during ritual art performances.
As Tuner of the Fork
This section is hard to write about. since we understand very little of this mysterious ‘Chromium resonator’ thing, or even if its a physical thing in the real world.
From what we know, somewhere near a deeply forested bog in Wisconsin is an odd natural phenomenon. A series of phallic shaped rock formations that protrude through the peat moss ground. Near the center is a queer monument which appears to be a petrified tree.
Photo submitted by Ggotutu__The Petrified 'Tuning Fork' Tree is rumored to be near Gilian Pond Wisconsin, near a pond and bog that is not on any of the standard maps. It is situated between a series of erect rock pillars.
This prehistoric tree, though dead, still emanates a strange cinnamon like powder. This powdery substance is similar to the ‘Shadow Candy’ that Lauren the Red and Dark Riddle ventured for in 1995 in an Alton Illinois rock quarry, but were ‘relieved’ of their samples by the CDC.
It also matched the unidentified powdery material from an uncanny meteorite called the ‘Acorn’ which is now held in the basement of the Field Museum of Natural history in Chicago.
Photo submitted by Symara14__Gillian bog is rumored to be haunted by the extradimensional moth entity ‘Sirte’s Malka’.
Author Jane Pittman, believes, because the Templar have a division that specializes in metaphysics, this is why they send Templaric agents to research and guard these enigmatic relics.
Although this sounds like a crazy conspiracy, it is in fact true. No one knows where the secreted place is, except the Sabbat, the Knights Templar and the Wikkani. But it has been suggested that the Wisconsin Park and Forest conservation already know where it is, but are banned from going there. They refer to it as the Chromium resonator.
Even so, a few high-ranking Freemasons mentioned a similar tree in a ‘tuning fork’ shape.
Photo submitted by Gleebyglee 2__ Artist depiction of the nest of ‘Sirte’s Malka’ the great Moth Goddess..---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
Dark Sable is titled as the ‘Păstrătoarea Porții’ of this place. This roughly translates in old Romanian to ‘Gate Keeper’. But archaeologist Tim Murdock says it is better translated as ‘Cloud Gardner’ due to the much older Romanian tongue. Yet, no one is sure of its meaning.
During the 1998 interview of Frederick Garibaldi, he states; ‘I was told by an old Beldorian witch that 'Sable the Moth' sings and dances nude to this tuning-fork-shaped tree. It is an ominous thing with bark as hard as marble with similar patterns. And Sable seems to gather some sort of substance from it after offering her ritual dance and song’.
Photo submitted by Nomansland INC. Sable is said to act as a medium for the ghost saints Dara Nikto and Cybil Carnate. Courtesy of the Museum of Occult Lore Connecticut.
Dark Sable is a very mysterious and fascinating figure in the occult genera. In my opinion, she is easily one of the most powerful and unique figures in all of modern occult lore.
These days, Sable is still very hard to trace and prefers a life of privacy, where she can continue to manipulate and alter the world around her.
Photo submitted by Levalore86__ Sable's identity is still confusing to trace as she continues using 'mirror blurring' to trick potential stalkers and admirers. Courtesy of the Museum of Occult Lore Connecticut..---(Legal Photo Disclaimer: The photos and art posted here are taken from the Internet Public Domain and Google Images. They are submitted by fans and strangers and are used solely for dramatization. They may not actually be the people, places, and things they are referred to. If there is a complaint regarding any permission of photos or art here, inbox me and I will promptly delete them.)
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2020.06.12 21:14 Expert-Spend How can I escape the chains I’m in?

I’m 23, turning 24 years old in August. My ex is 27. He battled addiction for 16 years, and got sober last year. He did every drug in the book (he’s admitted that to me), pills, alcohol, cigarettes and even had a caffeine addiction. He told me he’s completely sober. My stepcousin (who introduced me to my ex in 2013) referred to my ex as “a pathological liar” (which I think is debatable) because my ex was in the grocery store with my stepcousin and a few of their friends from their Sober Living house in Florida. My ex blurted out, “I like boys!” and then when my stepcousin called him out on it, my ex said “What?” as a way to divert the focus away from him. My stepcousin would purposefully pass the phone to my ex (and my ex would say sarcastic and rude remarks, even before we started dating, when we barely knew each other), and I’d call, only to talk to my stepcousin to see how he was doing. I felt like my stepcousin betrayed me by violating our closeness, and to add my ex into the mix, was shocking. My ex and I have known each other for almost 7 years (we met on September 24, 2013). I’ve known him so long that I don’t even remember when either of us fell in love with each other. My ex told me that he always used to moan my name when he’d cm, and his roommates at his Sober Living house would yell, “Shut the fck up!” every time. We met in person when he lived in New Jersey (He’d lived in New York and Puerto Rico before that), and two months after we met, my cousin asked him to move to Florida to live with him and his roommates, under the guise of bonding through their rehab experience. My ex later told me my “step” (which I’ll call my stepcousin in shorthand) is addicted to coke, and that my step is bisexual himself—of which my ex knows because “he (my step) was getting f*ked by a guy. He was screaming at the top of his lungs, and everyone in the building heard him.” My step and all my young cousins (who I grew up with) used to bully me harshly as a child, and they even pinned me to a light post when I was 9 years old, in a hauntingly similar way to how Jesus was nailed on the Cross (it looked the same way, and I didn’t know any other metaphor to use). Based off that, it doesn’t shock me that my step is LGBT himself. At the time my ex and I met, he was dating my former friend (who later introduced me to my ex fiancé - she’s a pathological liar as well, who lied twice about being rped and even lied to the cops about my ex - and even threatened to have me arrested ‘because my aunt is a judge; she’ll arrest you for cyberbullying!’ when we fought all the time, even though I only told her the truth about her using men and discarding of them when she’s finished with them). My ex and I dated on and off for the last 5 years of his addiction process. He even got completely sober right before I dumped him. The same day he confessed he got sober, he also confessed to cheating on me 21 times with his now 23 year old roommate (she was 19 and he was 24 when they first had affairs), and also cheated on me 5 additional times “because you weren’t here”—keep in mind that he consented to moving back to Jersey to live with me, then was adamant about staying in Pennsylvania (He’s lived in Jersey, North & South Carolina, Florida, Pennsylvania and California since we met), and now lives in California, to which he wrote me one day, saying “I visited the rich part of Cali” (which is actually Beverly Hills, and I didn’t want to spoil his dream—he’s admitted he dropped out of school in the 8th grade, which I only know is true because my former friend told me and my ex verified it). Couple all this with the fact that he posted my sex tape online (that I sent to him in confidence, and he still asked for my FB password, and I stupidly gave it to him - which is why I’ve never pressed charges + there is no revenge porn law in Jersey as of late, and it happened in November 2016). My step also told me my ex leaked his tapes on my step’s FB as well. After finding all this out, my former friend was furious with me - “Now I have to watch out!” she said to me. The night before he posted my tape (along with three photos of himself - and made many shocking remarks, saying my former friend’s mother is a porn actress, and sending threats to my friends in Spanish - which I’m only vaguely fluent in), my former friend was on the phone with him at my apartment, and she later brought her friend (another random person she was using as a friend, and the random admitted to me, ‘Me and _______ (my former friend) talk so much sit about you all the time!’, which I know because I still have the texts - after awhile, I’d reach out to the random and she’d tell me repeatedly ‘I don’t know you. Lose my number.’), yet the random admitted to me that my former friend would flirt with her and that “she’s a lesbian!” It’s a lot. As all that was happening, my ex would talk to her for 5 minutes and then hang up on her, and would call her a few minutes afterward, talking to her for the same amount of time and then it happened at least 25 times. All of us started telling my former friend to report him to the cops - which she didn’t do. She probably loved “the thrill of the chase” as they say; having many men in her conquest. She tried and tried to keep my ex and I apart, even though he reached out to her to finally break up with her some time before. She’d tell me “He’s crazy” and “He’s the type to make fake numbers”. I later discovered she was entirely correct - although anytime she and I fell out, she’d call me two days later and boasted “I called because you don’t know how to block people on your phone”. My mom’s boyfriend (who she’s dated for 10 years now, who’s also a narcissist like my mother, who has a rpe case which was ‘never proven’, which my mom said while yelling at me when we argued last year) has referred to me as the F word 3 times in less than 30 seconds, my mom calls trans women “wannabe women” and says “they like to dress up”—and when I tell her trans women are women too, she screams, “If they don’t dress up, what do they do?” Let’s add the fact that my mom was in a 7 month abusive relationship, which started the month after my dad died (which my school counselor said ‘is her form of grief’, which I think is quite toxic to say, because my mom’s now abusive ex later choked me twice and threatened to kill me 7 separate times, 6 of which I blatantly admitted under oath in court - He’s now serving a 15 year prison sentence - my mom didn’t even want to get a restraining order against him, and my cousin drove over an hour away to where we live to escort my mom to the courthouse to have her sign it - my cousin also passed away in 2016 from her abusive relationship - her now ex punched her so bad that he killed her and has a 25 year prison sentence).
I don’t take my experiences for granted. I simply try to move forward. My mom has factitious disorder imposed on another, which I know because she’s taken me to 20 psychiatrists + admitted “he’s never had a proper diagnosis” about me + we’ve seen 5 therapists (and she insists on being at all my therapy and psychiatry sessions, and even lied to me in front of my ex therapist - my ex therapist even admitted to me ‘When it comes to him being married, your mother defends that.’ And then my ex therapist asked ‘Have you ever been in a healthy relationship?’ in a snide tone.
I’m currently desperate to move out. I can’t take my mom’s abuse any longer. My mom and her boyfriend have admitted “You have to act crazy for that check!” My mom has me on Social Security payments, and she controls my money (which I allow because I don’t get along with either side of my family, and my mom an I have the closest relationship - I’ve wanted to have me be the payee, however I’d have to consult my psychs and therapists and have them provide written consent, which I don’t want because I’m trying to get off medication). My mom is the type who has sat in front of my psychs (in front of me as well) and watched my psych admit “I’m not scheduling any more appointments with him”, then four days later she called him and scheduled more appointments. Nobody ever believes my story is the truth because she trains everyone to defend her. My ex is the only person who truly knows how my mom is; my mom hates him and so does my cousin who lives with me (that’s a different story - my mom and my cousin are both racist, manipulative, narcissistic and homophobic).
I don’t know how to escape my mom due to quarantine. I was told by a friend of mine (who’s a landlord) I can’t move until quarantine ends. She helped her daughter move away from another friend of mine (who I met through my ex’s ex girlfriend), and she and her daughter are both angels in my life. My landlord friend even screamed (about my mom, to me) “What is wrong with her?” after I told her even a fraction of the relationship my mom and I have as mother and son. I’m sorry this story is so, so long. I have nobody to talk to about this. Everyone I think I can talk to has either blocked me, only says “I’m sorry” every time I mention it, or they say they want to help and then refuse later on, and then blame me for getting them “into family drama”. I need a lot of help to escape. My house feels like an abusive prison, where I’m the slave; and my mom and I constructed our house we live in, from scratch, and she even put on a fake cry to get sympathy from the charity and sponsors (who are all homophobic and very affluent, business owners).
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2020.06.11 16:05 Fighterguy69 Sex facts

Sex facts cuz, why not
According to a survey of adults aged 20 to 59, women have an average of four sex partners during their lifetime; men have an average of seven. Source: National Center for Health Statistics
According to sex researchers William Masters and Virginia Johnson, during female orgasm, the body experiences a period of myotonia, or muscle spasms, due to the activation of vaginal muscles. This causes the muscles of the legs, arms, neck, abdomen, and face to contract while involuntary vaginal contractions occur at regular intervals. On average, American teenagers lose their virginity at age 17. Source: Guttmacher Institute
84 percent of women have sex to get their guy to do more around the house. Source: Woman's Day survey compiled by Sarah Jio in December, 2011
While 75 percent of men always reach orgasm during sex, only 29 percent of women report the same. In addition, most women are unable to climax through vaginal intercourse, instead needing clitoral stimulation. Source: National Health and Social Life Survey
Americans spend 57 minutes per week having sex. That's 14 minutes below the global average. Source: Durex
Approximately 5 percent of 40-year-old men and between 15 to 25 percent of 65-year-old men experience erectile dysfunction. Source: National Institute of Diabetes and Digestive and Kidney Diseases
Among sexually active American teens, 70 percent of females and 56 percent of males report their first sexual experience was with a steady partner. Source: Guttmacher Institute
The average person has sex 103 times per year. Source: Woman's Day survey compiled by Sarah Jio in December, 2011
About one out of 10 married adults - 12 percent - say that they typically sleep alone. Source: National Sleep Foundation
At least 50 percent of sexually active men and women will have a genital HPV infection at some point in their lives. HPV, or human papillomavirus, comes in both low and high-risk forms; low-risk HPV can cause genital warts and high-risk can cause cervical and other cancers. In 90 percent of cases, the body's immune system will fight off the disease within two years. Source: Centers for Disease Control and Prevention
34: Number of times per day women fantasizes about sex during the workday. Source: DatingDirect.com
The average erect penis is five to seven inches long, and four to six inches in circumference. Source: Kinsey Institute
The average male loses his virginity at age 16.9; females average slightly older, at 17.4. And a new study shows that genetics may be a factor: inherited traits, such as impulsivity, can make a person more or less willing to have sex at an earlier age. Sources: Kinsey Institute; California State University
33% of British women that think that they can prevent pregnancy by jumping up and down immediately after sex. Source: Family Planning Association
People who are more open to talking about sex are actually happier with their sex lives. Source: Live Science Women in stable relationships have better quality sleep than singles according to the University of Pennsylvania 43% of women consider it cheating when their husband fantasizes about someone else. Source: Are you normal about Sex, Love and Relationships
A woman who is sexually active and not using contraception has an 85 percent chance of becoming pregnant within one year. Source: Guttmacher Institute
Adults over the age of 40 have the lowest rates of condom use. Source: National Survey of Sexual Health and Behavior
48% of women have faked an orgasm. Source: Woman's Day survey compiled by Sarah Jio in December, 2011
A national sex study found, with the except of the 71+ age group, at least 60 percent of men have masturbated within the past year, and an impressive 84 percent of men between 25 and 29 are taking matters into their own hands. In contrast, women are masturbating in much smaller numbers, consistently 10 to 30 percent lower than men in the same age group. Source: Indiana University's Center for Sexual Health Promotion
43% of golfers would trade sex for the perfect swing. Source: National Survey by Lexus
For the ultimate orgasm, abstain from all sexual activity for three weeks. That is the amount of time it takes for your testosterone levels to peak and boost your libido. Source: World Journal of Urology
Semen contains citric acid, amino acids, fructose, enzymes, phosphorychloine, prostaglandin, potassium and zinc. The average ejaculation contains 2 to 5 milliliters of semen, which may contain between 40 million and 600 million sperm. Source: About.com Guide
By the age of 15, only 13 percent of American teens have had sex, but by their 19th birthday, 7 in 10 teenagers have had intercourse. Source: Guttmacher Institute
48% of Americans report being satisfied with their sex lives. Source: Woman's Day survey compiled by Sarah Jio in December, 2011
76% of men that think it is physically harmful not to have sex. Source: Journal of Sexual Medicine
There are 500-1,000 deaths per year due to autoerotic asphyxiation. This number equals the number of murders in New York City each year. Source: "Autoerotic Fatalities" When you are aroused, you're less likely to find something, or someone, disgusting. Source: POLS ONE
21% of men admit to watching porn at work. Source: Journal of Sex Research
Sex tones a woman's pelvic muscles that also support her bowel, bladder and uterus, therefore resulting in better control of urination.
1 of 4 acts of vaginal intercourse are condom protected in the U.S. (1 in 3 among singles). Source: National Survey of Sexual Health and Behavior
18% of women ages 25-34 think their sexual peak has passed. Source: Durex Global Survey
In 2006-2010, the most common reason for abstaining from sex given by teenagers was that it was against their religion or morals (38 percent among females and 31 percent among males). The second and third reasons given by teenage females was they didn't want to get pregnant and they haven't found the right person yet. Source: Guttmacher Institute
What country produces the best lovers? Spain, Brazil, and Italy. Source: Onepoll.com
37% of men fantasize more about money than sex. Source: Indiana University's Center for Sexual Health Promotion
Men are more likely to orgasm when sex includes vaginal intercourse, while women are more likely to orgasm when sex includes multiple sex acts. Source: National Survey of Sexual Health and Behavior
10% of sexually active adults use a vibrator or other sex toy during partner sex. Source: National Sexual Health Survey A small study of obese women found that those that accepted their bodies had better sex. Source: Live Science The way your brain is wired might influence the number of sexual partners you have. Those whose brains showed more activity when shown a sexual image tended to have had the most sexual partners. Sexual motivation varies from individual to individual. Source: Journal of Social Cognitive and Affective Neuroscience 34% of men ages 25-34 that think their sexual peak has passed. Source: Durex Global Sex Survey
7% of adult females and 8% of adult males identify themselves as gay, lesbian or bisexual however the proportion of adults reporting having had a same-sex sexual experience at some point in their lives is higher. Source: National Survey of Sexual Health and Behavior
Adult men and women rarely engage in just one sex act when they have sex. There were more than 40 combinations of sexual activity described as the adult respondents' most recent sexual event. Source: National Survey of Sexual Health and Behavior
200: The average number of calories burned after 30 minutes of sexual intercourse. Source: Woman's Day survey compiled by Sarah Jio in December, 2011
Masturbating in the presence of a partner is a less popular activity than going solo with only 49 percent of men aged 25 to 29 engaging in it. Source: Indiana University's Center for Sexual Health Promotion
2% of men think that a satisfying sex life is a top priority.
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2020.06.11 16:04 reddit_pinapple Sex facts cuz, why not

According to a survey of adults aged 20 to 59, women have an average of four sex partners during their lifetime; men have an average of seven. Source: National Center for Health Statistics
According to sex researchers William Masters and Virginia Johnson, during female orgasm, the body experiences a period of myotonia, or muscle spasms, due to the activation of vaginal muscles. This causes the muscles of the legs, arms, neck, abdomen, and face to contract while involuntary vaginal contractions occur at regular intervals. On average, American teenagers lose their virginity at age 17. Source: Guttmacher Institute
84 percent of women have sex to get their guy to do more around the house. Source: Woman's Day survey compiled by Sarah Jio in December, 2011
While 75 percent of men always reach orgasm during sex, only 29 percent of women report the same. In addition, most women are unable to climax through vaginal intercourse, instead needing clitoral stimulation. Source: National Health and Social Life Survey
Americans spend 57 minutes per week having sex. That's 14 minutes below the global average. Source: Durex
Approximately 5 percent of 40-year-old men and between 15 to 25 percent of 65-year-old men experience erectile dysfunction. Source: National Institute of Diabetes and Digestive and Kidney Diseases
Among sexually active American teens, 70 percent of females and 56 percent of males report their first sexual experience was with a steady partner. Source: Guttmacher Institute
The average person has sex 103 times per year. Source: Woman's Day survey compiled by Sarah Jio in December, 2011
About one out of 10 married adults - 12 percent - say that they typically sleep alone. Source: National Sleep Foundation
At least 50 percent of sexually active men and women will have a genital HPV infection at some point in their lives. HPV, or human papillomavirus, comes in both low and high-risk forms; low-risk HPV can cause genital warts and high-risk can cause cervical and other cancers. In 90 percent of cases, the body's immune system will fight off the disease within two years. Source: Centers for Disease Control and Prevention
34: Number of times per day women fantasizes about sex during the workday. Source: DatingDirect.com
The average erect penis is five to seven inches long, and four to six inches in circumference. Source: Kinsey Institute
The average male loses his virginity at age 16.9; females average slightly older, at 17.4. And a new study shows that genetics may be a factor: inherited traits, such as impulsivity, can make a person more or less willing to have sex at an earlier age. Sources: Kinsey Institute; California State University
33% of British women that think that they can prevent pregnancy by jumping up and down immediately after sex. Source: Family Planning Association
People who are more open to talking about sex are actually happier with their sex lives. Source: Live Science Women in stable relationships have better quality sleep than singles according to the University of Pennsylvania 43% of women consider it cheating when their husband fantasizes about someone else. Source: Are you normal about Sex, Love and Relationships
A woman who is sexually active and not using contraception has an 85 percent chance of becoming pregnant within one year. Source: Guttmacher Institute
Adults over the age of 40 have the lowest rates of condom use. Source: National Survey of Sexual Health and Behavior
48% of women have faked an orgasm. Source: Woman's Day survey compiled by Sarah Jio in December, 2011
A national sex study found, with the except of the 71+ age group, at least 60 percent of men have masturbated within the past year, and an impressive 84 percent of men between 25 and 29 are taking matters into their own hands. In contrast, women are masturbating in much smaller numbers, consistently 10 to 30 percent lower than men in the same age group. Source: Indiana University's Center for Sexual Health Promotion
43% of golfers would trade sex for the perfect swing. Source: National Survey by Lexus
For the ultimate orgasm, abstain from all sexual activity for three weeks. That is the amount of time it takes for your testosterone levels to peak and boost your libido. Source: World Journal of Urology
Semen contains citric acid, amino acids, fructose, enzymes, phosphorychloine, prostaglandin, potassium and zinc. The average ejaculation contains 2 to 5 milliliters of semen, which may contain between 40 million and 600 million sperm. Source: About.com Guide
By the age of 15, only 13 percent of American teens have had sex, but by their 19th birthday, 7 in 10 teenagers have had intercourse. Source: Guttmacher Institute
48% of Americans report being satisfied with their sex lives. Source: Woman's Day survey compiled by Sarah Jio in December, 2011
76% of men that think it is physically harmful not to have sex. Source: Journal of Sexual Medicine
There are 500-1,000 deaths per year due to autoerotic asphyxiation. This number equals the number of murders in New York City each year. Source: "Autoerotic Fatalities" When you are aroused, you're less likely to find something, or someone, disgusting. Source: POLS ONE
21% of men admit to watching porn at work. Source: Journal of Sex Research
Sex tones a woman's pelvic muscles that also support her bowel, bladder and uterus, therefore resulting in better control of urination.
1 of 4 acts of vaginal intercourse are condom protected in the U.S. (1 in 3 among singles). Source: National Survey of Sexual Health and Behavior
18% of women ages 25-34 think their sexual peak has passed. Source: Durex Global Survey
In 2006-2010, the most common reason for abstaining from sex given by teenagers was that it was against their religion or morals (38 percent among females and 31 percent among males). The second and third reasons given by teenage females was they didn't want to get pregnant and they haven't found the right person yet. Source: Guttmacher Institute
What country produces the best lovers? Spain, Brazil, and Italy. Source: Onepoll.com
37% of men fantasize more about money than sex. Source: Indiana University's Center for Sexual Health Promotion
Men are more likely to orgasm when sex includes vaginal intercourse, while women are more likely to orgasm when sex includes multiple sex acts. Source: National Survey of Sexual Health and Behavior
10% of sexually active adults use a vibrator or other sex toy during partner sex. Source: National Sexual Health Survey A small study of obese women found that those that accepted their bodies had better sex. Source: Live Science The way your brain is wired might influence the number of sexual partners you have. Those whose brains showed more activity when shown a sexual image tended to have had the most sexual partners. Sexual motivation varies from individual to individual. Source: Journal of Social Cognitive and Affective Neuroscience 34% of men ages 25-34 that think their sexual peak has passed. Source: Durex Global Sex Survey
7% of adult females and 8% of adult males identify themselves as gay, lesbian or bisexual however the proportion of adults reporting having had a same-sex sexual experience at some point in their lives is higher. Source: National Survey of Sexual Health and Behavior
Adult men and women rarely engage in just one sex act when they have sex. There were more than 40 combinations of sexual activity described as the adult respondents' most recent sexual event. Source: National Survey of Sexual Health and Behavior
200: The average number of calories burned after 30 minutes of sexual intercourse. Source: Woman's Day survey compiled by Sarah Jio in December, 2011
Masturbating in the presence of a partner is a less popular activity than going solo with only 49 percent of men aged 25 to 29 engaging in it. Source: Indiana University's Center for Sexual Health Promotion
2% of men think that a satisfying sex life is a top priority.
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2020.06.10 08:17 youto2 House Party 06/08/2020 - Part Three

Baker looks shocked for a moment, but immediately shoves Harrison out of the ring and lifts West up for a powerbomb instead! West manages to shift his weight, though, and catches Baker with the Billy Kidman Special! Baker hits the mat face-first, and West scrambles for the tag! He’s inches away from it -
Paisner: West looking for the tag! He’s almost there! Ironblood is HYPED to come into this match!
Crowd: BOOOOOOOOOOOO!
-when Harrison comes out of nowhere and scythes the feet out from under Ironblood, leaving West to fend for himself! West desperately gets back to vertical, but is obviously feeling the effects of the slams from earlier! Baker looks to take advantage of this with a corner clothesline, but West stops him with a corner-assisted big boot! Baker staggers back, and West pushes himself out of the corner, and follows up with some strong-style chops that send Baker to the mat!
Crowd: YAAAAAAAAAY!
On the outside of the ring, it’s big boy central as Harrison and Ironblood just fucking punch each other in the mouth repeatedly! Harrison isn’t damaged, per-se, but he’s definitely more tired from throwing 180 pounds of Cam’Ron around, and Ironblood lays him out with a running shoulder tackle! Cam’Ron sees this, and he goes to Ironblood for the tag! Ironblood comes into the ring right as Baker starts to get up!
Paisner: If I was Jim Baker, I wouldn’t get up right now, but I don’t think he’s aware of the trouble he’s in!
Woodbridge: Ironblood is directing traffic, and it looks like Baker is about to have a really bad time!
West gets a running start and hits the ropes right as Baker stands up. Baker’s eyes widen as he sees a Ironblood train chugging at him, but he doesn’t have time to react before both West and Ironblood turn him inside out with DUAL burning lariats! Baker is absolutely nonexistent after the crash, and West charges forward, catching the rising Hank with a baseball slide through the ropes as Hugo goes for the cover!
1!
2!
3!
DING DING DING
Javier: And your winner, at a time of 9:56.... The team of Cam’Ron West and Hugo Ironblood!
Paisner: Ironblood came in like a freight train, and perhaps shaved a few years off Baker’s life with that dual lariat, but we already knew Ironblood was dangerous.
Woodbridge: Yeah, what we didn’t know was how much of an unbridled beating Cam’Ron West could take and still keep on fighting!
Hugo and Cam’Ron raise each others’ arms in celebration, before walking to the back, leaving an absolutely unconscious Baker and a frustrated Harrison behind them!
We open to a new scene, as we see Stephen Romero and backstage hands continuing to set up the pride party. We now see 4 boxes of rainbow cookies set up on a table, the cookies being in the style of those very sweet lofthouse frosted cookies. With both the base cookies and the frosting being rainbow designed. We see Romero and backstage hands painting the table set ups rainbow. Romero just completing the center table where the cake will later be set. He takes off the painters apron he was wearing for the purpose, putting it into a basket to be took away later. As he then begins to speak.
Romero: Alright, that’ll set by the time we open up. I swear man, pride month actually does make me gayer. Since like, I wanna say february, i’ve been having a noticeable preference for feminine people. I tend to have preferences, but it’s not consistent, it operates in cycles. A bi-cycle if you will. And this preference for feminine people lasted quite a lot longer than my preferences usually last. But you know what happens as soon as it turns June? I start really liking masculine people again. I re-downloaded grindr for god sakes! I don’t even do that everytime I have a preference for men, so you know i’m fuckin’ desperate right now! Now, I haven’t actually checked my notifications in a moment, lets see what I have…
Romero then brings out his phone, checking through his grindr messages.
Romero: Alright, I got like 12 messages in just like, an hour or so. When you’re tall and you work out I swear it’s so fuckin’ easy. I never have to be the one to make the first move when it comes to dating other men. Alright, lets see what these say…...we got one message fetishizing my penis because i’m black……..we got a second message fetishizing my penis because i’m black………..a third message fetishizing my penis because i’m black………..a fourth message fetishizing my penis because i’m black…...Oh hey! We actually just got a normal message saying hi! I’ll actually respond to this one, alrigh-oh nevermind, followed it with an unsolicited dick pic, nevermind. Blocked. Alright, lets see the next message……………..a fifth message fetishizing my penis because i’m black. Jesus christ, do white dudes think i’ll like that? Hell, why are they even messaging me about my penis? It clearly states in my bio i’m a bo-
TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES
We come back from the brief interruption, where we see Romero now decorating the cupcakes with frosting, we see that he had already frosted two cupcakes with the pink, purple, and blue design of the bisexual flag, and one cupcake with the orange stripe lesbian flag, as he seems to be working on frosting the other two lesbian cupcakes.
Romero: Got these out not too long ago, frost ‘em while they won’t burn me when I work with them, but still warm enough for the frosting to adhere…
Romero continues to apply the frosting to the cupcakes, as we see backstage hands bring in extra refreshments. Two different two-liters of generic brand cola, three bottles of vodka, and of course, two gallons of milk. Romero finishes making the lesbian cupcakes, as he moves on to making a pansexual cupcake, as we hear the cameraman converse with him.
Cameraman: Now, sorry if this is rude, but I was kinda wondering, with your previous history of being in a tag team with Robert Warlock-
Romero: Hey! I know what you’re gonna ask you know, just because i’m a man who can be attracted to other men does not mean I cannot have strong relationships with other men that are simply platonic! To answer, he did know, he was one of the first people I told, and he was very supportive……..and true he was very kind…..and I did find him very handsome…….but he was straight as hell! Even if that’s what I wanted, it couldn’t have happened.
Cameraman: Did you ever ask him? Or was that just an assumption?
Romero: …..uh…….um…….well it’s been years okay! I kept in contact for a bit after he retired, but it fizzled out, he was just very solidly done with the wrestler’s life. He got very busy with his new professions, I was struggling with how to adapt to being a singles wrestler and all the mental health shit that came with it. Then we never got back in touch following that. Even if i’m wrong, it’s bygones by now. I like….open up our text convos and begin to type sometimes, I always end up erasing it though, it’s just at this point-
We then hear Romero’s phone buzzing again to interrupt this. Which he quickly whips out of his pocket, a quick mood shift coming alongside it, as he answers.
Romero: Hello?.....Oh shit the cake’s here?! Wonderful! I’ll be out there to get it in a moment! Thank you so much!
Romero then turns to three idling backstage hands, conversing amongst themselves as most of the prep work is done, leaving them with little to do.
Romero: Hey lads, you able to help me with somethin’?
The backstage crew all nod, as Romero motions them to come over.
Romero: Well, we got a big ass cake being delivered, I could probably lift the weight myself, but not way i’d be able to balance it, y’all mind helping me with that?
The crew all respond saying they wouldn’t mind, as Romero and the crew head out to retrieve the cake.
We then return to the ring, where we yet again see Jaiver standing in the middle, ready to make some more announcements.
Babaganoush: The following contest is scheduled for ONE FALL, with a 30-minute time limit! Refereeing is Harry Undersach!
Crowd: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! WE’RE WILD ABOUT HARRY! WE’RE WILD ABOUT HARRY!
Babaganoush: Introducing first…
“Prisoner of Society” plays and Dick Dover walks out as the music begins to intensify, laughing off the boos and gives Fat Fan with Beer an earful when he notices he’s in the audience! When he hits the ring, he stands in the center and pulls on his wrist tape, and pretends it’s a winch that is lifting his middle finger into the bird. Naturally, everyone boos much harder at this.
Babaganoush: From Toronto, Ontario, weighing in at 220 pounds - DICK! DOVER!
Crowd: BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! FUCK YOU DOVER! FUCK YOU DOVER!
Paisner: Dick Dover has all but threatened to use his patented, metal detector-proof ceramic knuckles tonight. Let’s see if Undersach finds anything suspicious on him during the pre-match.
Babaganoush: And his opponent…
Rain’s cover of “Enter Sandman” plays, already causing a reflexive reaction of cheers from the WiR crowd, and Tony Stevens, The Son of the Milkman, comes out accompanied by two dirndl-clad and rather male Bavarian milkmaids. They show him off like he’s the prize on The Price is Right as he stomps to the ring, pounding a bottle of milk as he does so and spilling the remainder all over himself, then stripping off his tearaway pants and suspendies to reveal milk-white tights. And now he is ready for battle.
Babaganoush: ...from Aberdeen, Scotland, weighing in at 12 stone and 13… TONY… EL HIJO DEL MILKMAN… STEVENS!
Crowd: MILK! MILK! MILK! MILK! MILK!
Woodbridge: Well, you can say one thing - ain’t nobody quite like El Hijo del Milkman.
Paisner: You mean except for when Ty--
Woodbridge: Shut it, Pais, all due respect.
Dick Dover does not look impressed with the Milkman and snickers and points as if to say “would you fuckin’ look at THIS goof,” but Stevens stares death at him. Harry Undersach pats down both men for weapons and finds… something on Dover! He reluctantly takes out the knucks and gives them up to the timekeeper, who pockets them.
Crowd: WOOOOOOOOOOO!
Paisner: And nothing slipping past Harry Undersach! Now that the weapon is out of play, we should be getting a solid technical bout from these two workhorses.
Woodbridge: You don’t think Dover will find SOME bullshit to pull? Bit naive of you, Big Al.
DING DING DING!
The match begins with the two men circling and eyeing each other up, and they go in for a pretty intense lockup, practically clawing at each other as they get into the folkstyle collar-and-elbow clinch! It’s Milkman who gets the advantage first and puts on a front facelock, looking perhaps for an early vertical suplex, but Dover counters out by kicking Stevens’s legs out from under him! Stevens kips up right away and retorts by whipping Dover into the corner - he charges in with an uppercut, but Dover ducks and gets to the side. As Stevens steps back out of the corner the crouching Dover reaches up between his legs and rolls him backwards into a schoolboy clutch
1!
2!
NO!
Crowd: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
Woodbridge: Dover wanting to make this a fast one…
Paisner: Stevens too fast for that to happen, though.
Stevens kicks out but Dover immediately slaps on a side headlock and raises Stevens’s neck, intending to turn this into some kind of neckbreaker - Stevens shakes out and gives Dover a big forehand slap to the chest just to let him know what he thinks of that! Dover puts up his dukes and the two get to punching! Both men are throwing wild jabs until Dover sneaks a body hook that winds Stevens and pounds him into the corner!
Crowd: BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Dover won’t let up on Stevens and Harry goes to count…
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2!
3!
4!
5!
At the last moment Dover steps away and physically pulls Stevens out of the corner. “I BROKE ON FIVE, YOU SAW IT!” he loudly says to Harry, who isn’t amused, but has to concede that. Stevens staggers but shakes himself out, rubbing his chest and neck as Dover has his moment with the ref. Stevens moves to grab Dover, who responds with another flurry of punches!
Crowd: BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Woodbridge: Dover’s strategy right now - and I’m not saying it ain’t a tried and true, working one - is to turn Stevens into chicken scallopini.
Indeed, Dover grabs Stevens by the back of the head and pulls him in and down, aiming short knee strikes into the smaller man’s forehead - in trying to have a clear path for his strikes, though, Dover isn’t holding Stevens very strongly, who ducks in and gives Dover a single-leg takedown! It’s enough to grab onto Dover for a cross press!
1!
2!
NO!
Crowd: AWWWWWWWWWWWWW...
Paisner: A really crisp double leg by Stevens there, fighting through those short-range but VERY high knees!
Woodbridge: I think both of these men may have to be worried about surprise pins this whole match.
Dover pops out of the pin and scrambles to his feet just as Stevens does the same - a knee to the gut from Dover forces Stevens to hunch over for just a second, and Dover then gutwrenches Stevens! He flips him over for a suplex and holds on for the pin!
Crowd: BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Paisner: Oh, and there’s a more FORCEFUL one!
1!
2!
NO!
Crowd: YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! STEVENS! STEVENS! STEVENS!
Paisner: Stevens out of Dover’s snap gutwrench suplex at 2.5, and the crowd are trying to get Hijo del Milkman to rally!
Tony Stevens struggles to his feet and dares Dover to come at him again! The grinning Dover lunges for him once again - Stevens sidesteps and puts on a headlock! Quick as a flash he repositions Dover and gives him an Irish whip, and as Dover runs back off the ropes Stevens knocks him over with a shoulder tackle! It merely knocks Dover off his feet, not really damaging him, but that’s all Stevens needs - He gets down, wincing as he strains his somewhat damaged neck, and tries his best to turn Dover onto his belly!
Crowd: YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Woodbridge: HE’S TRYIN’ FOR THE FULL CHURN!
Dover, however, is not having it - but before Dover can get back to his feet Stevens catches one of his legs in the crook of his arm and pulls it to his chest, then secures it near the ankle with the other arm as he moves his first arm further up the trapped leg, settling for a kneeling kneebar of sorts as he shuffles into the position that’ll let him pull the joint into full hyperextension.
Woodbridge: Oh, he ain’t getting it, but look at Stevens improvise!
Crowd: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! TAP DOVER TAP! TAP DOVER TAP!
Dover struggles mightily in the hold and eventually his flailing takes Stevens off-balance and Dover can rock himself towards the ropes, enough so that he can get his hand on the bottom rope. Stevens obligingly releases him from the hold.
Crowd: AWWWWWWWWWW…
Paisner: Dick Dover should be thanking his lucky stars he got the ropes when he did.
Woodbridge: Too damn right. Just a little bit longer and he would have either had to tap, or have something real important get torn in half.
Dick Dover gets back up with the aid of the ropes and Stevens nods at him and gives him the come-at-me again, waiting for him to be back in a legal part of the ring - Dover nods back but then suddenly leaps out and elbows Stevens in the neck! Stevens stumbles backwards into the opposite ropes and when he comes running back Dover catches and lifts him, looking for his jawbreaker - Stevens blocks by getting his feet under him in time! They begin to trade blows once again, Dover favoring one leg, but this time Stevens has the advantage, and he tries a wild haymaker to Dover’s head - Dover ducks under it and suddenly lifts Stevens straight upwards parallel to his own body! He slams him down into a sitout spinebuster!
Crowd: OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! / BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Woodbridge: JESUS DOVER WITH THE SKY HIGH!
Paisner: And it could be over! The sitout pin is in, even if Dover looks like he wants to collapse!
1!
2!
3 - NO!
Crowd: YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Tony Stevens lifts his shoulder up just in time, and is still in it - but Dick Dover falls onto his back, clearly not able to sit up yet! Stevens himself remains somewhat limp on the mat, and Harry Undersach begins the standing 10-count - Dover beats it, although he falls to one knee after putting weight on his damaged leg, and then soon afterwards Stevens does as well, although he falls back onto his ass again and has to will himself back to his feet a second time!
Crowd: STEVENS! STEVENS! STEVENS! STEVENS!
Paisner: Just listen to the people chant for El Hijo del Milkman!
Woodbridge: He has calcium in his bones but more importantly, their love in his heart!
Dover makes another lunge to strike hard at Stevens’s neck, but it’s Stevens who dodges just in time, and he gets down to the ground to try to sweep up Dover in a schoolboy of his own, but instead of pinning he gets into a side grapevine leglock, hoping to make Dick submit!
Woodbridge: OH SHIT A SCHOOLBOY TAKEDOWN AND STEVENS TWISTS THE LEG!
Crowd: YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! TAP! TAP! TAP! TAP! TAP! TAP!
Harry Undersach hits the deck to look for a submission and a panicking, practically screaming Dick Dover reaches for the ropes as best he can as he flails, and does eventually get them! Dover now counts the DQ as Stevens keeps holding on…
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2!
3!
4!
5!
Stevens lets go right away before he can be disqualified and Dover gasps from pain, but immediately begins berating the ref as he pulls himself back to his feet!
Dover: HE DIDN’T BREAK BEFORE FIVE! DISQUALIFY THAT PIECE OF SHIT!
Crowd: BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
As Dover rants at Harry, the referee yells at him back, but unintentionally physically separates the two wrestlers!
Woodbridge: Lookit Dover buying recovery time with the ref in the way, that snake!
Dover: AND ANOTHER THING…
Feeling more confident and getting the adrenaline from arguing to ignore the pain in his leg, Dover leaps at Stevens and positions his jaw over Dover’s shoulder… Stevens falls on him as if in a crossbody! He puts enough weight on Dover’s legs to make Dover collapse onto his back - and then he turns him over!
Crowd: YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Paisner: OH THAT REVERSAL!
Woodbridge: AND HE’S LOCKIN’ THE FULL CHURN!
Indeed, Stevens hooks one of Dover’s legs while he’s face-down and puts the ankle into his armpit, grabbing the calf and cranking the hip joint up, down, and around as he rotates the knee!
Crowd: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
Woodbridge: FULL CHURN! FULL CHURN! LOOKIT THE TORQUE!
An agonized Dover has absolutely no choice but to tap!
DING DING DING!
Crowd: YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Babaganoush: Here is your winner, by submission, at a time of 9 minutes 12 seconds… TONY! STEVENS!
Woodbridge: Milk DOES do a body good!
Paisner: Dover pulling out all sorts of technically legal chicanery, but it was Stevens’s heart and devastating hold that prevailed today. Still… it’s just a matter of time before Dick screws someone like he’s used to doing.
“Enter SandMilkman” plays yet again and Stevens smiles broadly after dropping Dover’s leg; he now knows he’ll be on the road to better opportunities in WiR! He takes a celebratory milk drink and slaps hands as he leaves; Dover, meanwhile, has an obvious and very painful limp as he sourly recovers his knux from the timekeeper and heads sullenly to the back.
We fade to the scene of Big Money Maverick, finishing up a phone call, sitting in a private room in the arena. It looks as if it's a storage room, as there are many event tables and chair racks in the room, as well as different event posters and other miscellaneous items.
Big Money Mav(on the phone): Yes sir….pleasure doing business with you…….take care.
Mav hangs up the phone, as we hear a knock on the door of the room.
Big Money Mav: What in the goddamn?
Suddenly none other than Chad Hammocks steps in through the door, as Maverick looks flabbergasted, popping up out of his seat.
Big Money Mav: What the- How the- I should kick your fuckin ass, how did you find me?!
Chad Hammocks: Well, I checked every other room in the place before I found you in this one.
Big Money Mav: Yeah, the whole point of me being in the last place you'd look was that you WOULDN'T find me. I guess I shouldn't have underestimated how long you'd look for me….
Chad Hammocks: Well, I like my job, and I was told to keep following you to try and get some info from you.
Mav throws his hands up in an act of frustration.
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Chad facepalms and sighs.
Hammocks:...Just get it out of your system…..
Mav smiles as he turns to the camera.
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Mav turns to Hammocks, who waits more patiently than he probably should at this point.
Chad Hammocks: Are you done now?.....
Mav walks over to Chad, and puts his arm around him.
Big Money Maverick: You know, Chad. You may be a cretin, and a nincompoop, and a slapnut, but you're not too bad.
Hammock stands there not knowing whether that was a compliment or an insult.
Big Money Maverick: The world's been waiting, and I know you've been waiting, so here it is. My Announcement…….is that I've officially been signed on for in-ring action next week!
Hammock's eyes widen as he listens.
Hammocks:.......
Big Money Mav:......
Hammocks:.....go on……
Big Money Mav:.....come again?....
Hammocks:....so…..who are you in action against?
Big Money Mav: Slow down, partner, one big announcement at a time! All I know is that it's gonna be teaming with 2 others, and we're gonna beat the crap out of 3 other pissants in a 6-Man Tag.
Mav pats Hammocks on the shoulder.
Big Money Mav: There you go Hammocks, you got what you wanted. Now, if you'd like to stick around I'd love to talk to you about how easy it is to listen to Audiobooks with Audible.
Hammocks quickly yells.
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Right in the middle of Mav's speech, we cut directly to Paisner and Woodbridge at the broadcast booth.
Woodbridge: Thank god we cut him off there.
Paisner: So Mav has declared that next week he's in a 6 man tag team bout! We don't know his allies, we don't know his enemies, but Big Money Mav will be there, and if he's to be believed, it'll be must-see!
We cut to ringside, as Javier now enters the ring, microphone in hand as he prepares to announce the match-up.
Javier: The following matchup is to one fall, and has a 30 minute time limit, refereed by Ivan Itchicock.
GFY by Amyl and the Sniffers plays and the blunt vocals kick in as Kaitlyn Casey Jones saunters out to the ring, and raises one arm to the sky, showing off a Black Lives Matter armband.
Paisner: A show of solidarity by KCJ for BLM.
Javier: Making her way to the ring, from Cardiff, Wales, weighing 200 pounds, Kaaaitlyn Caasey Jones!!!
Crowd: WOOOOOO! K-C-J! K-C-J!
Before entering the ring, Jones takes a knee next to the apron, then gets to her feet and hops on the apron and slides into the ring.
Paisner: She does seem to be less lethargic, I guess KCJ is feeling motivated today by recent events!
Woodbridge: She better be ready for her opponent, because he hasn’t been slowed down by a streak of indifference at any point in his career.
Death to the Hypocrite plays now as Alex Perilmorde now makes his way towards the ring with his eyes set on the ring and on Kaitlyn.
Javier: Now making his way to the ring, from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, weighing 213 pounds, Alllexx Perrilllmorde!!
Crowd: WOOO!!!
Peril slides into the ring and is face to face with an unflinching Kaitlyn, and the two don’t budge an inch before Ivan the referee gets in between them and moves them to their respective corners. Now that both competitors have entered the ring and are ready to compete, Javier exits the ring and the ref calls for the bell.
DING DING DING
Perilmorde and Kaitlyn approach each other, Perilmorde with caution, and Kaitlyn without caution as she calmly walks up and the two engage in a lockup that Peril quickly transitions into a wristlock, but Kaitlyn twists the arm and goes behind Peril, now gaining control by wrenching Peril’s arm behind his back. Kaitlyn maintains a grip on Peril’s arm and turns him around while pushing him away, and before pulling him back and throwing him into the air for a Pop Up Spinebuster but Peril manages to leapfrog Kaitlyn and he retreats to the corner stunned!
Paisner: Kaitlyn almost got him with the G.I.A Spinebuster! That would have PLANTED Peril with the sudden elevation he got but somehow he was able to avoid a sudden end by landing behind Kait.
Woodbridge: Peril looks stunned that she pulled that out of nowhere, I’m sure a 10 second victory is what the recently underachieving Kaitlyn was hoping to get but she has a lot to go before she can put down her dangerous opponent.
Perilmorde has regained focus after a moment of recollection against the ropes, and now approaches Kait again as Kait now follows suit with her nonchalant approach before Peril now aggressively lunges and wraps his arms from behind Kait and is able to throw her with a German Suplex that folds her in half!
Crowd: OHHH!!!
Kait now tries to back up into the opposite corner to recollect herself but Perilmorde doesn’t let up and charges with a shoulder block to the gut into the corner! Peril launches a LOUD chop to the chest of Kaitlyn!
Crowd: WOO!!
And another!
Crowd: WOOOO!!
And ANOTHER!
Crowd: WOOOOOOO!!
But Kaitlyn blocks the next chop, grabs the arm, and pulls in Perilmorde with a Short-Arm Lariat! The crowd winces but then begins to stir and get loud as Kaitlyn climbs up to the top rope! She puts up a metal salute, and the crowd gets loud as she now balances herself, focuses on the grounded Perilmorde, and leaps forward but launches the rest of her body backwards into a Shooting Star Press! BUT PERIL GOT HIS KNEES UP!
Crowd: OOOHHHHH!!!
Peril now is up and grabs the legs of Kaitlyn but not to pin, as instead he flips Kaitlyn over and puts her in a Boston crab! Kaitlyn yells out in immediate pain from the submission being wrenched in! But she notices the nearby ropes and attempts to reach out, just within fingertips reach, and can’t quite extend her arm enough! Peril quickly tries to drag Kaitlyn to the middle of the ring while holding onto the legs, but Kaitlyn is able to power her legs and tuck her head under her body and reverse the hold so Perilmorde falls back onto his back and is now pinned by Kait’s legs! The ref drops down!
1!
2!
NO! Kickout!
Peril and Kaitlyn both roll away from each other and then are up to their feet, and Kaitlyn now dashes towards Perilmorde and swings with a wild lariat, but Perilmorde ducks it and is able to, in a one swift motion, hook Kaitlyn’s arm around his shoulders, and lift her legs attempting to drop her back into a suplex but when she is lifted she flips back and lands on her feet! Kaitlyn now backs up into the ropes and picks up speed, now coming off the ropes and Peril leapfrogs the charging Kait, who comes off the opposite ropes now and is almost met with a lifting knee, but Kait slides under the lifted leg of Peril, and speedily jumps up on the shoulders of Peril with a reverse hurricanrana position, but Peril grabs Kait’s legs and swings her around into a powerbomb position!
Perilmorde: KYRIE!...
Paisner: Alex Perilmorde has Kaitlyn in the position for a Kyrie Bomb! Dangerous place to be for Kaitlyn!
Perilmorde gets a running start, but Kait punches Perilmorde and pushes off the shoulders of Peril, lands on her feet, and as Peril turns around he is nailed with a spear!!!
Crowd: OHHHHHH!!!
Woodbridge: OUTTA NOWHERE!
Paisner: Kaitlyn charged with so much quickness but it took a lot out of her to muster that strength, as she now is on the ground next to Peril instead of going for the cover!
Kaitlyn is slowly making it to her feet, and she now sees the grounded Perilmorde and scrambles for the top of the rope again! She declines any theatrics as she comes off the ropes with a shooting star press through the air, but lands on her feet correctly anticipating the knees up again from Perilmorde and now kicks the side of Perilmorde repeatedly! Perilmorde is reeling on the canvass and eventually is against the ropes as Kaitlyn now picks him up by the head and picks him up to his feet! Kaitlyn kicks the midsection again of Perilmorde, but one more kick without her guard up and Peril grabs the leg and dragon whips Kaitlyn through the ropes and out of the ring!
Crowd: OHHH!
Woodbridge Kaitlyn landing on the ground on the outside with a thump! Perilmorde takes a moment to recover in the ring as the referee begins the count. Kaitlyn is also recovering on the outside from the sudden bump and is pulling herself up on the outside of the ring as the count reaches 8. By the time she has lifted herself up to the apron the count is 12 and Perilmorde now attempts to get out of the ring and grab her to bring her back in the ring. But Kaitlyn throws a right hand at Perilmorde! And another, before Peril launches a palm to the face of Kaitlyn! Kaitlyn launches a chop now to Perilmorde, and Perilmorde replies with a chop right back! Kaitlyn chops him back as the ref’s reset count reaches 6 and Peril spins and goes for a discus chop but Kaitlyn ducks and pushes Perilmorde up into the air and delivers a BRUTAL spinebuster on the outside of the ring!
Crowd OOOOHHHHHHHH! HOLY SHIT! HOLY SHIT!
Kaitlyn looks exhausted leaning against the ring, but Perilmorde is motionless in the ring as now the count of the referee reaches 11! Kait musters all shes got to roll under the ropes and get in the ring, and a count now reaches 13. It escalates to 14, 15, 16 and Perilmorde is still on the ground, but at 17 he finally moves a muscle but only in his right arm as he clutches at his head.The count reaches 18 now, and the crowd is getting louder and yelling at Perilmorde to get up to his feet but Perilmorde only is able to turn onto his stomach!
Woodbridge: He doesn’t have a clue where he is right now! Give It All from Kaitlyn left him absolutely flattened on the outside!
Perilmorde isn’t able to even get to his hands and knees by the count of 19 and the count reaches 20 as the ref rings for the bell.
DING DING DING
Crowd AWWWWW!
Javier: Your winner, at a time of 6:45, Kaitlyn Casey Jones!
The crowd cheers for Kaitlyn but is disappointed in the ending of the match, but Kaitlyn raises one arm into the air and the crowd cheers for her victory more decisively now.
Woodbridge: It wasn’t the longest match, but it was a swift display from two dangerous individuals of how strong and how capable of punishment the competitors of WiR are.
Paisner: Kaitlyn came fast and hard, and her desire to end the match paid off as she was able to incapacitate Perilmorde for the 20 count on the outside.
Perilmorde has finally came to but is visibly shaken from the impact of the spinebuster. He looks on at Kaitlyn, arm raised in victory, and runs his hands through his hair as he leans against the apron and catches his breath.
Paisner: Kaitlyn ends a recent streak of underachievement here, and Perilmorde unfortunately suffers another loss after his coming up short at Pyramid of Blood against Eddie Skelter. It has yet to be seen how the recently turned good Perilmorde will bounce back.
Woodbridge: There’s no doubt he will, but Kaitlyn came out tonight more determined and headstrong than we’ve seen in a minute. We’ll be back soon, folks.
COMMERCIAL
We return from break, as “Young Cardinals” by Alexisonfire loudly echoes throughout the McMorran Place and boos immediately follow in even louder volume.
Paisner: And there’s the sounds that signal the arrival of some of the most notorious troublemakers in the business. They failed to bring home any gold as a group at Pyramid of Blood, Joey failing his triple threat match for the Independent Championship and Alpha and Nova failing their tag team championship match.
Woodbridge: They definitely did not leave the night without making an impact however, as the WiR Championship Match was heavily interfered with near the end by damn near the entire roster it seemed, including The Young Cards.
Miles Alpha bursts out into the venue with vigor as he hand motions for the crowd to bring on the boos and the crowd obliges and boos them even louder. Alpha turns around only to notice Nova isn’t behind him, and a few seconds pass by before Dalidus Nova walks into the venue holding a half-empty box of local pizza in his hands as he nonchalantly saunters past Miles, looking around at the raucously booing crowd as if it were just another Monday. He begins walking to the ring, followed by Alpha.
Woodbridge: Well, he just doesn’t really seem to give a shit, huh?
Paisner: Not at all.
Alpha eventually outspeeds Nova’s walking pace and Miles jumps to the apron and jumps over the ropes, and he reaches over the opposite ropes and tells a ringside crew to give him 2 mics. Nova now reaches the apron and slowly rolls under, taking great care to keep the box of pizza off the ground as he now rises to his feet. Miles hands Nova a Mic in his free hand and Miles brings his own mic up to his mouth.
Miles: First of all, Joey is banged up right now, so unfortunately, we cannot bless you with his presence in this moment.
Crowd: BOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! FUCK THE CARDS! FUCK THE CARDS!
Miles: I know, I know, you hate the card this week because there’s no Miles or Nova in action. I do too, guys.
Crowd: BOOOOOO!!!!!
Miles: But I figured we owe y’all an explanation as to why The Young Cardinals would interfere in the world title match and come to the aid of Kyle and The Red Army.
Crowd: BBBOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Nova now speaks up on the microphone, a mouthful of pizza obstructing his speech.
Nova: FFK U GFYS TFOO!!
Miles: Here’s the deal. As you can clearly tell, we weren’t the only group to form after our previous shows… incident. But what I can tell you is that we are the only group formed who stands for something true, something righteous and worthy.
Nova: THEF FFCKIN WORFKINF FCLAFSS, FBIFTCHES!!!!
Miles: The Working Class is damn right. We, perhaps better than anyone else in this company, understand the plight of the average man-
Crowd: BOOOOOOO! NO YOU DON’T! NO YOU DON’T! NO YOU DON’T!
Miles: And maybe the people would be more sympathetic if they understood what exactly we were able to get done at Pyramid of Blood. Thanks to us, us Working People have a champion that truly represents our struggle, our pain, and our hard hard work!
Nova: swallowing another bite of pizza Yea, Our Hard Work!!!
Crowd: BOOOOO!
Miles: Well, leave it up to Michigan to boo hard work.
Crowd: BBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
Dalidus hands the box over to Miles, who looks at the overly-greasy pizza with a hint of disgust. Nova finishes chewing, before raising the microphone.
Nova: Listen up, fucksticks, and look around you! Everywhere in this company, the authorities go out of their way to make life harder for people like Miles and I!
Crowd: BOOOOOOOOO!
Nova: It’s true! It’s true! We deserved a championship rematch against The Stargazers. Team against team, plain and simple. Y’know what we got?
Crowd: WHAT?
Nova: We got SCREWED! Paisner, this disgusting little freak who sees himself as the almighty god of pro wrestling, decided to put Fat Boy and Mason Suckers in our match! And you know what happened?
Crowd: WHAT?
Paisner: Jesus Christ…
Nova: THEY GOT PINNED! We lost our rightful chance at the titles because they lost! We would be the tag team champions right now if it weren’t for Paisner at the rest of the shitty shareholders in this equally shitty company!
Dalidus takes his pizza box back from Miles, as his compatriot begins to speak.
Miles: But it’s not just us! Kyle almost got screwed the exact same way! Why do you think Tyler Dylan, that insufferable little prick, got a shot at the world title? Because Paisner realized that Kyle is a threat to his authority, and decided that anyone, anyone would be a better little lapdog! He’s scared of us, plain and simple. And he SHOULD be, because he knows that we’re going to -
However, before Miles can finish his emphatic statement, Freaky Black Greetings hits the soundsystem!
Woodbridge: Is that…?
Paisner: It is. And for once, I couldn’t be happier.
Buster Braggadocio has arrived in a white suit with red accents, a pick in his hair and a microphone in hand, and a marker tucked behind his ear.
Buster: Would you Young Caucasians shut the HELL up?
Crowd: YEAAAA!!!!
Buster: Oh, you whiteys aren’t off the hook either, believe me. But let’s keep our eye on the prize.
Buster is now making his way towards the ring.
Buster: This company was ROBBED of a non-white champion at Pyramid of Blood! Robbed of our first Brown world champion in this White Supremacist company, because yet again, the fucking hWhite man had to colonialize, pillage, and SCREW over a BoC! That’s a Brotha of Colour, for those clueless white folx at home.
Buster now reaches the apron and hops onto it, turns to the crowd and puts up a black power fist, before turning back to the ring and entering through the second and third rope.
Nova: Woah, woah woah, maybe you didn’t understand what I just said, maybe you’re being an obtuse dickwad on purpose, but the Young Cardinals are the ones being screw-
Buster slaps the pizza box out of Nova’s hand and sends it flying into the crowd!
Crowd: OHHHH!!
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2020.05.03 13:35 Maythewriter May 2020 24 Hour Writing Contest Theme: Hope

Hey u/nuclearpoweredstick! Hope you enjoy! (Sorry it's so long, I had way too much caffeine)
Coding These to Diaz
-Forever.
Forever it seems as Marco stares at the ceiling, waiting for forever to end. Marco knows he has stuff to do on Earth today, but the only thing he is thinking about is the call he has to make to a 297 number later today. He stares up, looking at the obligatory Heckapoo poster that Henna had put up back when she was still around. (He still enjoys it)
Ever since the end of magic two or so years ago Marco has seen things move on. Star was on the Mewni side of the planet, helping Eclipsa raise Meteora. Marco had been worried relentlessly if Star would be alright in the past, but now she was gone and would be safe. Without him. Because of this, Marco had been too anxious to answer her calls. It was degrading himself and was the crux for his relationship with Jackie after she left. Janna had be touring with a new heavy metal band (the she honestly just joined for the cool lesbian haircuts) for the past few months.
Just recently Jackie and her family decided to move to Pennsylvania. Yesterday, Jackie had given him a new number from her new phone. She wanted to talk to him today. Marco hoped that she would be able to be happy out east. Things had been rough between the two (even before the Kellco incident). He had been acting off since Star left. They haven't seen each other in over a month going on now Marco gets out of bed, going to the closet to find an old memory of his. He finds, next to the unopened Weiss cosplay Janna bought him last year. (with the $650 Marco had in his wallet) "Found it!" He got his old faded red hoodie that he had worn for over 5 years. It was almost too small for him to fit in, and it smelt worse than Tomco, he still loved the memories it brought. He wanted to wear it to talk to Jackie as a kind of gift to himself. He got the number out of his sock drawer. Hoping that it would work, swiftly put it in his phone. Ringing He hoped to be able to reconcile the last month of gap with Jackie, and wanted to see if he could come at some time.
Jackie: "hello?"
Marco was overly excited to hear Jackie's voice at the other end.
"Hey... Jackie! how's Philly?"
"It's pretty great over here, though it has been hard not being able to see…" not being able to mention her ex Chloe.
"Yeah."
"Hey, listen. I wanted to talk to you and ask if you're doing alright. Star told me you haven't called in awhile, is everything ok?" She asked in a worried tone.
"Well-" he paused for a second.
"No. Not really" Marco admitted
"Oh, what's wrong?"
He dreaded having to share with Jackie how he felt. He only hoped to find a solution, but instead he found the nerve to say what had been going on.
"Ever since Star left, things have been different. I feel like everything is drifting away again. I'm now a Sophomore, Janna is out of town and you're leaving. I am hopeful that, this is the right path. I'm hopeful for you all, but I feel like the last 6 years of permanence was a lie."
"Marco, we all enjoy your company, but unfortunately I have to move on."
"Why though? Why do you want to leave me behind?" Marco asked
"It's because not everything in life is permanent Marco. Change can be unexpected, me leaving isn't your fault."
"How much do you value our friendship if you didn't even tell me you were leaving until 3 days prior?"
"Because I-" she gets cut off
"Do you even care?" Marco blurts out, continuing "Back 4 years ago, when we were dating, did you ever love me? Did you mean it at Brittas and do you mean it now? Now when you leave half way across the country?" He hoped to finally find a truth to this. It had been bottled up for 5 years and it was his source of anxiety for the longest time.
"Marco I-" she stutters
"I miss you dearly." She concedes
"How do I know?"
"Because, you should know by now that feelings change and people can and will move on. I did love you and I really meant it. Even after Star, after Brittas, even after we all were together for the last time last February." She paused for a moment. "You're one of the most attractive guys I know, and I'm gay. You've been able to get Star, me, Kelly, JeepDave, hell at one point Tom even liked you." She admitted to lighten the mood.
"You can't just expect everyone to stay forever, because life moves on Marco. We all have to move on and we all need to hold on to hope that we can get through this."
"I understand." Marco said.
He hung up.
He had hope that Star would help.
Cornshakes, I Don't Mind
Marco Diaz had spent the last few days lying in bed. He had hoped that Jackie would call him back, but now he was setting his mind to find a way to get to Star.
It had been around a month since they talked. The longest gap in their diverging relationship since Jarco was a viable ship. He wanted to call her and ask about his worries. About Jackie moving cross country, and about Janna not sending him texts (which honestly just boiled down to stale memes, Kellco, and her new band.)
He continued to hope that, somehow he wouldn't be left behind. He still had hope. Sitting in room, staring at the obligatory Heckapoo poster, covered in custard and cookies and cream. Pissed off he had to leave. He knew this all had to end.
Getting in his car, he got the heart to text Star about his plans to drive to Mewni. "Hey Star, I'm sorry for not calling you. I'm in a tough spot. Going to try to drive to Mewni. See you then." He then added on the end, almost as the most crucial afterthought for a sentence.
"We need to talk." He put down his phone, and hoped for the best.
Knowing the pretext from "Coding These To Diaz" I don't believe that it would be a good use of space to fill the page with "deep inner thoughts" on a 40 hour ride to Mewni (hell this story is over 200 words!) So grab some popcorn and a cornshake and pretend there's something you like to fill the 3 minute gap that this is filling. Of course, of course, we all know your ship is the best. Now shut up, because this isn't starco or PoeZander. This is Mewni! And he's underage! Now. Back to the story.
After driving for almost 40 hours, Marco had to take a break, he knew that the Monster Temple was only a few miles away, but he knew that Star wasn't probably going to be excited to see him at 3 in the morning. He had gotten out to get a cornshake from a local stop before getting back in the stopped car it was near midnight when he got a text from Jackie.
"Marco, please. Don't go to Mewni"
He had to reply. He hoped whatever he could muster would be enough to convince her that he needed this.
"I'm hoping for something from her, you can't stop me."
She couldn't reply before Marco passed out from exhaustion.
The next morning, he woke up with a voicemail from Star, he dreaded to answer it. So he kept driving. The thought of it clung to the back of his head as he finally made it to the Monster Temple. Arriving, he got out of his car, as he wouldn't be able to drive up the mountain. As he stood there, he looked out. Seeing the temple that had been trama in his past. Meteora and Mina became fresh in his mind as he slowly made his way up the narrow path towards the temple. As he approached the top he saw a character too familiar to him but yet different. It was Star.
Still dressed in her classic Mewni attire, fitting to the fact that Marco had brought his old hoodie from those years ago.
"Marco…" she said with a distorted awe in her tone.
"Star…" he replied back.
"How did you get here?" She gasped
"Did you drive here?!?! Marco! Why?"
"Star, please I-"
"You drove all the way to Mewni to talk?"
"Why the trunk haven't you answered my calls? I've been worried sick over you!" She went on,
"Jackie told me about what happened…"
"Can we talk inside?" Marco asked with a rustic crack in his voice.
"I just hoped to talk to you."
"Yes… Eclipsa, Globgor and Meteora are down stairs. Please come in." Star led him through the old stone doors into the temple. As Marco walks in he notices all the new renovations that they had done to the Monster Temple. It now looked as if they had taken wallpaper from Earth and decorated it with stars and little portraits of monsters. He saw pictures and portraits of the presumed Butterfly family. Small drawings by the now toddler aged Meteora dotted the walls in worn gold laid of frames presumably from Butterfly Castle. He looked over at Star, she looked older, almost more mature for a change, her old clothes looked different on her. She led him into a guest bedroom with a small sitting table with 2 old wooden chairs.
"Come have a seat, please."
Marco sits down, hopeful that Star will understand all the stuff he's gone through in the last week. His hope is the only thing holding him back from a break down.
"So…." He muttered out.
"Marco, what happened with Jackie? Why are you questioning our friendship over the fact that I'm here and you're still living in Echo Creek."
"I miss you Star, I miss our nights out, I miss all the times we spent after all this shit we went through for Mewni. I even miss Janna's pranks!" Marco poured out.
"I… just hoped you'd understand. I hope you would come back."
"Marco, I completely understand. I miss you too. We all do. I hope you understand when I say that I was planning on coming back to talk to you." Marco is stunned by her last phrase and almost breaks down.
"Star I-"
"Marco, I was hoping to create a better future for the both of us. That's why I combined Mewni and Earth. So I can see you again. I love our relationship Marco. I hope you know how much we really need you." Stars eyes start to water Marco hugs her.
"I hope this is forever." He asked with tears in his eyes
"Marco I-."
"Tell me this is forever. Tell me this is real. Tell me this is-
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2020.04.30 16:00 Charliethegayboi I'm bisexual but I'm like a lesbian

I'm dating a guy and we've been dating since January. We have a full 6 years before we can meet. He lives in Florida and I live in Pennsylvania. And we both want to go to Tokyo Japan. His favorite jewel is emerald. I want to go to Tokyo in the future with him and propose there..... I'm only 13...... I'm like a lesbian in mind......
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2020.01.16 12:09 Holiday-Affect I [29F] dumped a guy I was dating [34M] who I found out had been lying about seeing other people. He was in fact dating a polyamorous bisexual girl [26F]. Wondering if I'm feeling the effects of a trauma bond. Advice?

Last week, I (29F) dumped a guy (34M) I had been dating (since November 2018) because I found out he lied about dating other people. He had in fact been dating a polyamorous bisexual girl (26F) since June 2019. Let's call him "Augustus." We had been dating casually and seeing each other once every two to four weeks. I, being super naive and trusting, didn't mind the time gaps because I was taking classes everyday and I thought he was focusing on his career (stand-up comedy) and open mic nights each night. I trusted him, and I thought he was charming, attractive, and a good listener who also responded quickly to my text messages so I stuck around. (I know, my standards should have been a lot higher. This is embarrassing in retrospect, aha.)
In October 2019, I had told him that I wasn't seeing anyone else, and he told me that he wasn't seeing other people either. I told him (again, my mistake, and also partly because I didn't want to scare him off) that I was okay with not putting a label on our relationship. However, since November 2019, I felt like I was the one initiating most of our text conversations, which was a red flag.
Last month, I did some Instagram snooping and noticed that there was a girl (let's call her "Teresa") who had Augustus in some of her pictures on trips to other states (Pennsylvania, Wisconsin, etc.). I didn't really use Instagram at all last year (which he knew), but in December, I found his Instagram via Facebook (we are Facebook friends) and was curious about his profile (I know, another huge mistake.. He wasn't connected to me on Instagram and didn't have me anywhere on his social media profile.) At first I thought Teresa was maybe his cousin because their pictures didn't seem very romantic and more friendship-y, and she had short hair and more of a "lesbian" vibe.
After NYE 2020, I noticed on Augustus's brother's Instagram that Teresa had met the family. She was in a photo with Augustus, his parents, and the brother at a rooftop lounge. I decided to text Augustus about it and he admitted that he had been seeing Teresa for a while and that she was a polyamorous bisexual who was dating other women. He said that Teresa even already knew who I was because he had mentioned me to her as part of their polyamory deal. He never previously told me about her though, and I feel like it's because he felt guilty that I told him that I wasn't seeing anyone else. He said he didn't want to mention her because he didn't want to hurt me. He also admitted that he had been sleeping with her twice a week since last summer.
When I met him, I originally thought he was a good guy because he was a good listener, conversationalist, and seemed to really care about you. He did stand-up and hosted his own weekly stand-up show, and I think that charmed me into thinking that he was an upright, honest dude (because I felt like stand-up comedians have to be honest in their sets if they want to actually be funny). However, he did ghost me for one full month during July 2019 (probably when he started hanging out with Teresa), and he messaged me again in August. I took him back because I admittedly liked him way too much to see the red flags.
I don't have hard feelings toward Teresa because I feel like she must have been honest with him about polyamory and how it works. (I know most people are anti-polyamory, but I'm not going to demonize polyamorists and say they're terrible people since I feel like some of them have to at least be relatively good communicators to make their situations work.) In ethical polyamory, all parties involved have to agree, consent, and respect the other parties' wishes. She was honest with him about her other paramours, he was honest with her but he wasn't with me. I don't think he had any poly experience in the past, so that's partly how he screwed up this situation up by omitting the truth from me and looking like a cheater.
I dumped Augustus last Wednesday with a harsh text message right after I found out because I was reacting to the situation at the time and didn't know how to handle it. I pointed out that he lied all this time until last week about seeing/sleeping with another girl and I wanted someone who was honest and upfront and actually cared about me. Weirdly, and I don't know if it's because of trauma bonding (where I'm empathizing with him), I feel like maybe he didn't want to tell me because he didn't want to hurt me. Also, possibly he was feeling a little embarrassed about the whole polyamorous situation where he is the sub and the female is more dominant than him. What are your thoughts on this? I feel so weirdly confused and I cut him off last week, but part of me wonders if maybe I should have talked to him to learn more about the situation.
Ironically I think Teresa is the dominant, "masculine" one in their relationship because she isn't very emotionally involved with him and already has a female primary partner. (Part of me thinks that that's why he was very attracted to her in the first place.) She also seems like a high-value woman because she has her own start-up company, apartment, etc. while he does odd jobs here and there and moonlights primarily with stand-up. The vibe I get is that Teresa sees Augustus as a secondary paramour but likes his attention. (Also, on a tangential side note, he mentioned last summer that he was working on a screenplay where a couple is in an open relationship, and the guy is unhappy but obsessed with getting pegged by a sex doll. I feel like this might have been unconsciously about Teresa?)
Some stuff that I'm wondering about:
- I feel like Teresa is the fem-dom in their relationship and he is the sub. She seems to have more "masculine," go-getter energy than him. I feel like this maybe affects how I see the situation; like this isn't your standard cheating situation where a guy cheats on another girl for the sake of womanizing a bunch of docile girls. Rather, he cheated because he wanted someone more dominant than him.
- I don't hate him; in fact, I feel oddly sorry for him. Since he seems to be attracted to more dominant women and also wanted non-monogamy, I guess we weren't really very compatible. I just feel emotionally weird about it; I miss him a little bit, even though I know he's toxic for me and emotionally unavailable. I have started dating again and met some new people this weekend; but because I dated this guy for over a year, I still feel oddly emotionally connected.
- After my harsh break-up message, he messaged "I respect that. Take care." The situation has been on my mind all week though and I wonder if it's a really thick trauma bond that is emotionally tying me back to him. I feel emotionally unsettled about it and it's making me want to message him, even though most people would probably say that I should definitely forget about him and delete all contact.
**TL;DR; : I dumped a guy via text message last week because I found out that he had been lying about not seeing other people and was in fact seeing a polyamorous bisexual girl. Feeling weirdly emotionally unsettled and wondering if I'm experiencing a trauma bond. How would you deal with this? **.
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2020.01.16 11:28 Holiday-Affect Dumped guy I was dating who I found out had been lying about seeing other people. He was in fact dating a polyamorous bisexual girl. Wondering if I'm feeling the effects of a trauma bond.

Last week, I dumped a guy I had been dating (since November 2018) because I found out he lied about dating other people. He had in fact been dating a polyamorous bisexual girl since June 2019. Let's call him "Augustus." We had been dating casually and seeing each other once every two to four weeks. I, being a Pickmeisha/"cool girl," didn't mind the time gaps because I was taking classes everyday and I thought he was focusing on his career (stand-up comedy) and open mic nights each night. I trusted him, and I thought he was charming, attractive, and a good listener who also responded quickly to my text messages so I stuck around. (I know, Pickmeisha standards! This is embarrassing in retrospect.)
In October 2019, I had told him that I wasn't seeing anyone else, and he told me that he wasn't seeing other people either. I told him (again, my mistake, and also partly because I didn't want to scare him off) that I was okay with not putting a label on our relationship. However, since November 2019, I felt like I was the one initiating most of our text conversations, which was a red flag.
Last month, I did some Instagram snooping and noticed that there was a girl (let's call her "Teresa") who had Augustus in some of her pictures on trips to other states (Pennsylvania, Wisconsin, etc.). I didn't really use Instagram at all last year (which he knew), but in December, I found his Instagram via Facebook (we are Facebook friends) and was curious about his profile (I know, another huge FDS mistake! He wasn't connected to me on Instagram and didn't have me anywhere on his social media pictures.) At first I thought Teresa was maybe his cousin because their pictures didn't seem very romantic and more friendship-y, and she had short hair and more of a "lesbian" vibe.
After NYE 2020, I noticed on Augustus's brother's Instagram that Teresa had met the family. She was in a photo with Augustus, his parents, and the brother at a rooftop lounge. I decided to text him about it and he admitted that he had been seeing Teresa for a while and that she was a polyamorous bisexual who was dating other women. He said that Teresa even already knew who I was because he had mentioned me to her as part of their polyamory deal. He never previously told me about her though, and I feel like it's because he felt guilty that I told him that I wasn't seeing anyone else. He said he didn't want to mention her because he didn't want to hurt me. He also admitted that he had been sleeping with her twice a week since last summer.
When I met him, I originally thought he was a HVM because he was a good listener, conversationalist, and seemed to really care about you. He did stand-up and hosted his own weekly stand-up show, and I think that charmed me into thinking that he was an upright, honest dude (because I felt like stand-up comedians have to be honest in their sets if they want to actually be funny). However, he did ghost me for one full month during July 2019 (probably when he started hanging out with Teresa), and he messaged me again in August. I took him back because I admittedly had a Pickmeisha mentality and didn't know about FDS at the time.
I don't have hard feelings toward Teresa because I feel like she must have been honest with him about polyamory and how it works. (I know FDS is anti-polyamory, but I'm not going to demonize polyamorists and say they're terrible people since I feel like some of them have to at least be relatively good communicators to make their situations work.) In ethical polyamory, all parties involved have to agree, consent, and respect the other parties' wishes. She was honest with him about her other paramours, he was honest with her but he wasn't with me. I don't think he had any poly experience in the past, so that's partly how he screwed up this situation up by omitting the truth from me and looking like a cheater.
I dumped Augustus last Wednesday with a harsh text message right after I found out because I was reacting to the situation at the time and didn't know how to handle it. I pointed out that he lied all this time until last week about seeing another girl and I wanted someone who was honest and upfront and actually cared about me. Weirdly, and I don't know if it's because of trauma bonding (where I'm empathizing with him), I feel like maybe he didn't want to tell me because he didn't want to hurt me. Also, possibly he was feeling a little embarrassed about the whole polyamorous situation where he is the sub and the female is more dominant than him. What are your thoughts on this? I feel so weirdly confused and I cut him off last week, but part of me wonders if maybe I should have talked to him to learn more about the situation.
Ironically I think Teresa applies FDS principles in their relationship because she isn't very emotionally involved with him and already has a female primary partner. (Part of me thinks that that's why he was very attracted to her in the first place.) She also seems like a HVW because she has her own start-up company, apartment, etc. while he does odd jobs here and there and moonlights primarily with stand-up. The vibe I get is that Teresa sees Augustus as a secondary paramour but likes his attention.
Some stuff that I'm wondering about:
- I feel like Teresa is the fem-dom in their relationship and he is the sub. She seems to have more "masculine," go-getter energy than him. What does FDS say about these type of relationships? As HVW with our own lives, what happens if we attract more submissive men?
- I don't hate him; in fact, I feel oddly sorry for him. Since he seems to be attracted to more dominant women and also wanted non-monogamy, I guess we weren't really very compatible. I just feel emotionally weird about it; I miss him a little bit, even though I know he's toxic for me and emotionally unavailable. I have started dating again and met some new people this weekend; but because I dated this guy for over a year, I still feel oddly emotionally connected.
- After my harsh break-up message, he messaged "I respect that. Take care." The situation has been on my mind all week though and I wonder if it's a really thick trauma bond that is emotionally tying me back to him. I feel emotionally unsettled about it and it's making me want to message him, even though I know with FDS that I should forget about him and delete all contact.
(I'm aware of FDS principles and am actively now not trying to be a Pickmeisha, although this post will probably make me look like one, aha.)
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2020.01.02 11:30 TrumpSupportersRisis A short list of Republicans that are convicted and accused of sexual assault and pedophilia.

No surprise a sub that loves to hate pedos downvoting based on partisan beliefs , #SAD!!!
Here is a SHORT list of Republicans accused and or convicted of sex crimes /domestic crimes against children and adults.
I encourage anyone out there to do their own list on democrats
Off the top of my head I can only think of Wiener
Lets dive into it with the head honcho himself
Donald Trump is accused of sexual assault by multiple women. His wife said he raped her before she decided to describe it differently [He is accused of raping a 13-year-old girl with Jeffrey Epstein](https://radaronline.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/04/jeffrey-epstein-lawsuit-docs-signed.pdf) and walking in on teens in the Miss Teen USA pageant. [He bragged of walking in on naked women at pageants](https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/donald-trump-former-miss-arizona-tasha-dixon-naked-undressed-backstage-howard-stern-a7357866.html) and of course, of grabbing women “by the pussy.” Judge Roy Moore is accused of sexual assault and dating underage women. Rep Jim Jordan is seeking to step into Speaker Ryan’s shoes even though he is accused of ignoring sexual assault of young men while a coach, dismissing it as locker room talk Former Republican Speaker of the House Dennis Hastert convicted of sex abuse Former Cobb County COP Chairman Joseph Russell Dendy - child molesting So-called "pro-life"/ antigay activist Howard Scott Heldreth was convicted of raping a child GOP Richland County Commissioner David F. Swartz convicted of sexually abusing a girl from age 6 upwards - released after only 8 years!!!! Republican judge Mark Pazuhanich pleaded no contest to molesting his 10-year-old daughter. Republican anti-abortion activist Nicholas Morency pleaded guilty to possessing child pornography on his computer and offering a bounty to anybody who murders an abortion doctor. Republican Speaker of the House in Puerto Rico Edison Misla Aldarondo was sentenced to 10 years in prison for raping his daughter between the ages of 9 and 17. Republican Mayor Philip Giordano is serving a 37-year sentence in federal prison for sexually abusing 8- and 10-year old girls. Republican campaign consultant Tom Shortridge was sentenced to three years probation for taking nude photographs of a 15-year old girl. Republican racist pedophile and United States Senator Strom Thurmond had sex with a 15-year old black girl which produced a child. She was underage. It was rape. Republican pastor Mike Hintz, whom George W. Bush commended during the 2004 presidential campaign, surrendered to police after admitting to a sexual affair with a female juvenile. Republican legislator Peter Dibble pleaded no contest to having an inappropriate relationship with a 13-year-old girl. Republican Congressman Donald "Buz" Lukens was found guilty of having sex with a female minor and sentenced to one month in jail. ONE MONTH!!!!! Republican fundraiser Richard A. Delgaudio was found guilty of child porn charges and paying two teenage girls to pose for sexual photos. Republican of the Year Mark A. Grethen convicted on six counts of sex crimes involving children. Keep reading, it’s half-way down the page. Republican state senator Ralph Shortey from Oklahoma admitted to being involved in sodomy with a 17 year old male prostitute and transporting child pornography. He was sentenced to 15 years. Republican activist Randal David Ankeney pleaded guilty to attempted sexual assault on a child. Republican Congressman Dan Crane had sex with a page. To be fair, Dem Congressman was Gerry Studds was also caught for the same thing. The Congressional Page scandal. Republican Congressman Mark Foley abruptly resigned from Congress after "sexually explicit" emails surfaced showing him flirting with a 16-year old boy. GOP Congressman Jim Kolbe - suspected of being too “close” to underage pages. Republican activist and Christian Coalition leader Beverly Russell admitted to an incestuous relationship with his stepdaughter. Republican congressman and anti-gay activist *Robert Bauman** was charged with having sex with a 16-year-old boy he picked up at a gay bar. 26 Republican Committee Chairman Jeffrey Patti was arrested for distributing a video clip of a 5-year-old girl being raped and notice, they agreed his record could be expunged in THREE YEARS! 27 Republican legislative aide *Howard L. Brooks** was charged with molesting a 12-year old boy and possession of child pornography. 28 Republican Senate candidate John Hathaway was accused of having sex with his 12-year old babysitter and withdrew his candidacy after the allegations were reported in the media. 29 Republican preacher *Stephen White**, who demanded a return to traditional values, was sentenced to jail after offering $20 to a 14-year-old boy for permission to perform oral sex on him. 30 Republican talk show host Jon Matthews pleaded guilty to exposing his genitals to an 11 year old girl. 31 Republican anti-gay activist Earl "Butch" Kimmerling was sentenced to 40 years in prison for molesting an 8-year old girl after he attempted to stop a gay couple from adopting her. 32 Republican Party leader Paul Ingram pleaded guilty to six counts of raping his daughters and served 14 years in federal prison. 33 Republican election board official Kevin Coan was sentenced to two years probation for soliciting sex over the internet from a 14-year old girl. 34 Republican politician *Andrew Buhr** was charged with two counts of first degree sodomy with a 13-year old boy. 35 Republican politician Keith Westmoreland was arrested on seven felony counts of lewd and lascivious exhibition to girls under the age of 16. He committed suicide 36 Republican anti-abortion activist John Allen Burt was charged with sexual misconduct involving a 15-year old girl. 37 Republican County Councilman *Keola Childs** pleaded guilty to molesting a male child. 38 Republican activist, McCain office manager Jeffrey Claude Bartleson, was arrested for molesting the child of a campaign volunteer. 39 NYC councilman, Republican-Queens, Dennis Gallagher - rape 40 Republican Mayoral Candidate and pastor - Rambler was accused of having sex with an underage boy and was convicted of soliciting explicit photos from a swingers' group & using the pics to extort money 41 Republican City Councilman Fred C. Smeltzer, Jr. pleaded no contest to raping a 15-year-old girl and served 6-months in prison. 42 Republican activist Parker J. Bena pleaded guilty to possession of child pornography on his home computer and was sentenced to 30 months in federal prison and fined $18,000. 43 GOP Sen aide Ryan Loskarn committed suicide after child porn arrest 44 Republican parole board officer and former Colorado state representative, Larry Jack Schwarz, was fired after child pornography was found in his possession. 45 Faith and Family Alliance director, Republican strategist, and lobbyist Robin Vanderwall was convicted in of five counts of soliciting sex from boys and girls over the internet. It's at the end or article, after all his illegal lobbying schemes https://t.co/gVbGFfAtZe 46 Republican businessman Jon Grunseth withdrew his candidacy for Minnesota governor after allegations surfaced that he went swimming in the nude with four underage girls, including his daughter 47 Republican director of the "Young Republican Federation" Nicholas Elizondo molested his 6-year old daughter and was sentenced to six years in prison 48 Republican benefactor of conservative Christian groups, Richard A. Dasen Sr. rape. Dasen has allegedly told police that over the past decade he paid more than $1 million to have sex with a large number of young women 49 Republican Judge and campaign official Tim Nolan for President Donald Trump indicted for human trafficking and forcing a minors (9) to engage in sexual activity 50 Republican County Board Candidate Brent Schepp was charged with molesting a 14-year old girl. 
51 Randall Casseday, HR Director for right-wing Washington Times - caught in an underage sex sting - "The Washington Times is the only newspaper where the moral issues of family and faith are proudly reported on the front page on a regular basis"
52 Republican chairman of the Oregon Christian Coalition Lou Beres confessed to molesting a 13-year old girl
53 Republican County Constable Larry Dale Floyd was arrested on suspicion of soliciting sex with an 8-year old girl. Authorities say Floyd also was interested in a 3-year-old girl and 16-month-old boy.
54 Republican Party leader Bobby Stumbo was arrested for having sex with a 5-year old boy, in other words, rape.
55 Republican petition drive manager Tom Randall pleaded guilty to molesting two girls under the age of 14, one of them the daughter of an associate in the petition business.
56 Republican County Chairman Armando Tebano was arrested for sexually molesting a 14-year-old girl.
57 Republican teacher and former city councilman John Collins pled guilty to sexually molesting 13 and 14-year-old girls.
58 Republican campaign worker Mark Seidensticker was found guilty of offering alcohol and cigarettes to a 14-year-old boy. Authorities accused him of having offered beer and cigarettes to a boy while driving a car with a trunk stocked with blankets, duct tape, rope, and a lubricant. Seidensticker worked on NH Republican state executive councilor Burton campaigns for more than a decade. Burton knew he was convicted of assault when he hired him.
59 Republican Mayor Tom Adams was arrested for distributing child pornography over the internet.
60 Republican Mayor John Gosek was arrested on charges of soliciting sex from two 15-year old girls.
61 Republican Committeeman John R. Curtin was charged with molesting a teenage boy and unlawful sexual contact with a minor
62 Republican zoning supervisor, Boy Scout leader, Lutheran church president, and BTK killer Dennis L. Rader pleaded guilty to performing a sexual act on an 11-year old girl he murdered.
63 GOP ad consultant Carey Lee Cramer who created an anti-Gore ad modeled on LBJ's "Daisy" ad convicted of sexual assault of 2 8-year-old girls, including his daughter who appeared in the ad.
64 Republican Lobbyist Craig Spence - running call-boy prostitution ring, killed himself. While I am not posting people arrested for soliciting a prostitute, someone who runs a prostitution ring is a whole different kettle of fish.
65 Republican Judge Ronald C. Kline was placed under house arrest for child molestation and possession of child pornography
66 GOP state Rep Jim Knoblach of St. Cloud, MN ended his re-election campaign Friday amid detailed accusations from his adult daughter of what she described as his inappropriate behavior toward her since childhood
67 Steve Aiken(82), campaign manager for a Republican candidate for Congress in Arizona, former Quakertown, PA, police officer, and self-proclaimed reverend, was convicted of having sex with two underage girls
68 Republican president of the New York City Housing Development Corp. Russell Harding pleaded guilty to possessing child pornography on his computer
69 Republican state representative Bob Allen charged with soliciting oral sex from a male undercover cop. Normally, I would ignore a gay man being arrested for being gay, but he claimed Fear of Black men made him do it
70 Republican prosecutor John David Roy Atchison arrested on charges of flying across the country to try and have sex with a five-year-old girl. Committed suicide.
71 Republican chairman & radio show host E Ozwald Balfour arrested on four counts of forcible sex abuse/groping
72 Clifton Bennett, 18, son of Arizona Republican state senator Ken Bennett plead guilty to assaulting 3 boys, aged 11-15 with broomsticks up their rectal areas. They sodomized 18 boys and were not charged with sexual assault
73 Republican preacher Hewart Lee Bennett arrested for soliciting sex from 16-year-old boys while claiming that he did so to gain their trust and then teach them the love of Jesus
74 Republican commission candidate Wilton Frederick Bland sentenced to 80 years in prison for various sex crimes including 45 counts of first-degree rape of an 11-year-old
75 Republican councilman John Bryan resigned from office and committed suicide several hours later, just a few minutes before police arrived at his home to question him about his alleged rape of his two adoptive daughters, ages 12 and 15
76 Garrett Ventry-Judiciary Committee communications aide coordinating GOP messaging on Christine Blasey Ford’s allegation forced to resign due to sexual harassment claims. He denies them 77 Republican staffer and long-term director of financial operations for Seattle Republicans Larry Corrigan pleaded guilty for attempted rape of a 13-year-old girl 78 Republican talk show host Scott Eller Cortelyou plead guilty on charges of using the Internet to try and lure a child into a sexual relationship with him 79 Republican constable Joshua Dickens sentenced to five years in prison for torture-related activities against a young woman. 80 Republican spokesman Brian Doyle arrested for trying to seduce a 14-year-old girl over the Internet. He was later sentenced to 5 years in prison 81 Republican campaign official and former Romney staffer Matthew Joseph Elliott convicted of sexual exploitation of a child Got a great deal, but really went astray, ending up murdering a child. 82 Republican party chair Donald Fleischman was charged with two counts of child enticement and one count of exposing himself to a child 83 Republican Michael Flory, former head of the Michigan Young American Foundation, raped a colleague at convention 84 Richard Gardner, a Nevada State Representative (R), admitted to molesting his two daughters and 34% of voters still voted for him. That 7 over the Keyes Constant! 85 George Roche III resigned as president of conservative Hillsdale College in Michigan after accusations of a quasi-incestuous relationship with his daughter-in-law, Lissa. This is an exception to my no adultery rule because yuck, his daughter-in-law. How could he do that to his son? 86 Bishop Paprocki is not a sexual predator, but he protects them. He protected and enabled pedophile priests. He engages in partisanship to order Democratic politicians be denied communion by all priests in his diocese, including Dick Durbin 87 Republican high-level Bush appointee Dr. David Hager sodomized his wife while she slept. She divorced him for it. 88 Republican sheriff Don Haidl used his office to try to smear the victim that was gang raped. The main perpetrator was Haidl’s son, who poisoned the victim. Sheriff Haidl claims that the girl deserved it because she was a "slut." The original story I linked is now 404, but here is another one. 89 Republican activist Neal Horsley admits to having had sex with a mule. Horsley also wants all homosexuals arrested and solicited murders of abortion providers on his Nuremberg files site. 90 Conservative Cardinal Bernard Law of Boston covered up thousands of instances of sexual molestation by fellow conservative members of the clergy. 91 Republican congressman Joseph McDade charged with exposing his genitalia to two women on a public beach 92 Republican delegate Robert McKee resigns after police seized two computers and videotapes from his home pertaining to child pornography 93 Republican blowhard TV personality Bill O’Reilly paid several million dollars to settle a sexual harassment suit with Andrea Mackris. 94 Republican mega-preacher Marshal Seymour arrested on charges of having sex with underage boys. Seymour had been jailed almost a decade earlier for similar charges in a different state 95 White supremacist National Vanguard leader Kevin Alfred Strom arrested and charged with child pornography 96 Daniel Dean Thompson founded a family-values film company that removed all the "bad parts" from films to make them family-friendly front for child porn, arrested for having sex with 14-year-old 97 Wharton prof & conservative consultant on media effects on children Lawrence Scott Ward had video of himself having sex with children. Sex tourist 98 Spokane Republican homophobic mayor Jim West recalled after evidence surfaced that he molested little boys 99 Focus on the Family's Steve Wilsey - molesting an 8-year-old boy 100 Republican Southern Baptist megachurch pastor Paul Williams faces charges of molesting his son 101 Chairman of the Young Republican National Federation, Glenn Murphy Jr., from Indiana was busted for assaulting another man. Not the first time it's happened. 102 Republican Township Supervisor Robert Holland pleaded guilty to sexually assaulting a 92-year-old nursing home resident in 2006. He was given a two-to-four-year sentence. 103 Antigay pastor Leonard Ray Owens told a woman who had miscarriage she was possessed by a sex spirit and lesbian demon so he raped her. 104 GOP State Rep & House Minority Leader Galen Fox convicted of molesting a woman who was a flight with him from Honolulu to Los Angeles 105 Albert Andre Zimmerman, a GOP-appointed spokesperson for the State of Florida Department of Children and Families, producing child porn. See also The Wrong Voice 106 The Republican Mayor of Collins Missouri, and Pastor of the Temple Lot Church in Collins, Allen D. Kauffman caught in internet sting by an adult pretending to be 13 107 Dana Rorabacher's aide Jeffrey Nielson, sex with underage boys 108 SD State GOP Rep Ted Klaudt: rape, sexual exploitation of a minor, witness tampering, stalking. Five victims, three foster children who lived with Klaudt. 109 Elyria Ohio city councilman, Republican Joseph Monteleone Jr. was found guilty of fondling underage girls 110 GOP County Commissioner Patrick Lee McGuire child molestation 111 Republican Mayor Jeffrey Kyle Randall was sentenced nine months in jail and six years on probation on charges that he molested two boys 112 Republican Judge Donald Thompson from Oklahoma, was found guilty on four counts of indecent exposure after using a penis pump while presiding over court cases. 113 Ohio GOP Caucus lawyer Stephen Linne - "Naked Photographer" a moniker suggesting his snapping pics of women in the nude was harmless. It was not 114 OP Sheriff candidate Eddie Frankum indicted for sexual harassment and illegally detaining women while police chief. 115 GOP campaign volunteer and national convention delegate Ted Bundy - kidnapping, rape, murder 116 Gun activist Cody Williams - child sexual assault 117 Christian Television Network entertainer Ronald William Brown convicted for child porn, the rest is just too disturbing to go into 118 GOP state Senate aide Alan Berlin - internet child sex. I don't care about him being a furry. I know a few furries who are lovely people, including one of my nephews. They are not pedophiles and the headline is offensive. 119 Trump White House aide Rob Porter - domestic violence 120 Roger Ailes, Republican propagandist, sexual harassment 121 Jason Miller, Trump campaign staffer and Trump advocate on CNN - poisoned ex with abortion pill It's not the sex, it's not the desire for abortion, it's the doing it against her will 122 GOP megadonor Steve Wynn - sexual harassment 123 Former Republican Michael Cohen used threats and money to silence women and reporters who could expose sexual predator 124 GOP Sen Patrick Meehan - sexual harassment 125 GOP Congressman Blake Farenthold - sexual harassment 
127 KY GOP state legislator Dan Johnson accused of sexual assault of 17-year-old. Killed himself
128 OR GOP state senator, Jeff Kruse, subjected two women senators to unwanted sexual touching
129 Pennsylvania Republican state rep Nick Miccarelli - domestic violence
130 Republican CO state senator Randy Baumgardner - sexual harassment,
131 OH state representative, Republican Wes Goodman — inappropriate behavior
He was also accused of fondling an underage boy
132 MN state rep Tony Cornish - sexual harassment
133 AZ state rep Don Shooter - sexual harassment
134 FL state senator Jack Latvala - sexual harassment, assault
135 KY state rep Jeff Hoover — sexual harassment
136 Idaho GOP state rep Brandon Hixon - child molestation, committed suicide
137 Republican Ohio state senator Cliff Hite — sexual harassment
138 Cumberland County Commissioner Bruce Barclay is not included because he hired male and female prostitutes every week. He’s included because he taped them without their knowledge.
139 GOP Congressional candidate Derek Walker - broke into ex’s house to tape her having sex
140 Franklin Graham, partisan religious leader, uses his family name & father’s credibility to protect child molesters and sexual predators, including Trump, Roy Moore, and Kavanaugh
141 Republican Judge Alex Kozinski, Brett Kavanaugh’s mentor: sexual harassment
142 Trump Deputy Chief of Staff for Communication Bill Shine - an expert at protecting and covering up sexual harassment and abuse.
143 How did I forget GOP Sen. Bob Packwood - serial sexual misconduct
144 Republican Columbus Mayor Dana Rinehart was never indicted for molesting 13-year-old babysitter, but years later it was discovered cop spied on her and family and worked to protect him from an indictment
145 Samuel Barstow Kent Republican Judge - sexual assault. By the way, he thinks prison is unfair
146 MO Gov Eric Greitens - consensual affair, BUT he took nude photos and threatened to publicize them. Yes, charges dropped, but only because the prosecutor was also a witness which is not allowed. Also, stealing from charity
147 Montgomery Co GOP Chair Robert Kerns - rape pled to indecent sexual assault
148 Edison Misla Aldarondo, Republican Speaker of the House in Puerto Rico, rape of 17-year-old girl, molesting stepdaughter, plus corruption
149 Supreme Court Justice Clarence Thomas - sexual harassment. He lied to the Senate. Senate Judiciary did not allow other accusers to testify.
150 GOP Candidate for ME House, James Tracey, Jr.
indicted for rape in Rhode Island, stayed in the race, won the primary, lost general, pled no contest and got probation. These were taken from Newsbank, a subscription service through my library so the links would not work for many. I took screenshots of the articles.
151 Alabama RW religious leader - Ralph Lee Aaron - child molesting 152 NV Governor Jim Gibbons - accused of assaulting a woman, settled a civil suit 153 PA GOP Congressman Don Sherwood - not for having an affair, but for assaulting and choking the woman he had an affair with 154 Republican Judge Mark Fuller - domestic violence 155 GOP Rep Trent Franks - harassment of his office staff - to serve as a surrogate for him and his wife, this makes me feel sad, actually 156 GOP Congressional aide Matthew Pennell - child molesting plea deal to 2 or 17 charges 157 GOP Presidential candidate Herman Cain - sexual harassment 158 Tennessee GOP state rep Scott DesJarlais - OK, these are consensual affairs, but with PATIENTS!!!! 159 GOP Rep John Schmitz - John Birch Society member had two families (one he did not support) - and obviously there was some sickness going on because one of his daughters is Mary Kay LeTourneau the child-raping teacher. 160 California GOP Rep Ernie Konnyu - sexual harassment 161 Styles Bridges - R-MA - This man was filth. He extorted Dem Sen Hunt of WY that he would reveal his son’s homosexuality unless Hunt resigned so the R’s could get his seat. Hunt refused, but then killed himself. This headline is from a citizen’s jury, not a real one 162 Joe McCarthy, R-WI, started the Lavender Scare, a purge of gays from government. Many other Republicans joined in. Technically not a crime, but surely an immoral act 163 Pastor Roy D. Bolden, Providence RI GOP Chair child molestation and sexual assault 164 Ron P Broussard, Jr of TRUMP UNIVERSITY - sex with 8-year-old 165 Republican state senate candidate Sherman Lee Criner - molesting a 6-year-old girl. Prosecutors used an unusual standard of enough evidence to convict rather than probable cause, possibly because he is a popular lawyer. NOT CLEARED, just not indicted 166 Wenatchee Republican Michael T McCourt molested children for 30 years behind a civic front as a utilities commissioner, political operative and community volunteer, Then asked judge for leniency because of all his community activism 167 Unsuccessful Republican candidate William C Mach - child molestation. Ironically, he ran on a campaign to fight child molestation and was endorsed by related organizations Dn61JpVUUAAh619.jpg-large.jpeg 168 Republican Sheriff Perry Grogan continued to campaign despite indictment for child molestation, probably because of disgraceful coverage like this in the screenshot. He was convicted. Dn65azvV4AEabLA.jpg-large.jpeg 169 Republican campaign consultant and Baptist pastor Kenneth Adkins - child molestation. By the way, he said Pulse victims got what they deserved. So should he. 170 GOP candidate for OH legislature James E. Dutschke = child molestation, also investigated for ricin letters to Obama 171 Brian O'Toole, Republican Sunnyvale mayor convicted of child molestation. See screenshot as the newspaper is on NewsBank, accessible with some library cards, but not for everyone. Dn69oLGUwAEfpET.jpg 172 Last month Indianapolis Republican City Councilman Jeff Miller resigned/plea deal for child molestion 173 While Douglas Marks was a teacher, he was probably able to abuse two generations of children because of his wealthy Republican family. His brother was Speaker of the House. 174 Vermont Republican state senator Norman McAllister who's one of the Legislature's most outspoken conservatives charged with sexual assault, human trafficking, and prohibited acts. Made a plea deal 
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2019.12.19 22:05 subreddit_stats Subreddit Stats: GenderCritical posts from 2019-11-21 to 2019-12-18 19:18 PDT

Period: 27.77 days
Submissions Comments
Total 961 38400
Rate (per day) 34.60 1332.59
Unique Redditors 579 3673
Combined Score 133418 654529

Top Submitters' Top Submissions

  1. 7234 points, 47 submissions: RosiesCity
    1. Transgender Activist Facing 50 Years In Prison For Raping 4 Year Old Girl On Video (631 points, 133 comments)
    2. The Transgender Movement’s Message For Girls: Your Privacy Concerns Are Bigotry. (405 points, 84 comments)
    3. Women hospital patients who complain about having a biological male in the next bed 'risk being kicked off wards under new NHS transgender guidelines'. (385 points, 193 comments)
    4. This is Tragic: A TiF's Protest Sign About Her Failed Surgery Outside A London Clinic. (328 points, 175 comments)
    5. Patient Branded Transphobic After Asking For Female Medic. (304 points, 82 comments)
    6. Stop saying ‘self-love’ when you really mean ‘pay attention to me’ Meghan Murphy (284 points, 85 comments)
    7. In Australia, sex workers can now be sued for 'incomplete service' - we can't let Britain go the same way. (277 points, 66 comments)
    8. In India, Thousands Of Low-Caste Women Have Banded Together To Become Vigilantes. They’re Doing What The Courts And Police Can’t: Holding Men Accountable. (264 points, 9 comments)
    9. The Trans Ideology Is A Threat To Womanhood. Denying Biological Sex Undermines The Very Foundation Of Feminism. Meghan Murphy (249 points, 17 comments)
    10. Women make up the majority of U.S. medical students for the first time. There’s some evidence women fare better when seen by female doctors. (234 points, 25 comments)
  2. 4956 points, 38 submissions: womenopausal
    1. UK Labour's manifesto pledges to enforce same-sex spaces (650 points, 108 comments)
    2. UK: NHS 'over-diagnosing' children having transgender treatment, former staff warn (542 points, 101 comments)
    3. More than a third of UK women under the age of 40 have experienced unwanted slapping, choking, gagging or spitting during consensual sex (513 points, 251 comments)
    4. Pet a llama (435 points, 39 comments)
    5. Harper's Bazaar describe Stormé Delarverie as 'they/he/him' (335 points, 95 comments)
    6. Nothing to see here. (Sex offender replaces toilets sign with unisex sticker to trick women) Never happened, couldn't happen. (247 points, 54 comments)
    7. Trevor Phillips: Trans extremists are putting equality at risk (220 points, 17 comments)
    8. ‘Rough sex’ as a defense for violence against women has roots in toxic misogynist forums online (153 points, 13 comments)
    9. Graham Linehan: The Emperor Has No Clothes and You Should Mention It (144 points, 12 comments)
    10. UK Election 2019: Twenty one candidates seeking election call women 'terfs' (125 points, 18 comments)
  3. 1731 points, 3 submissions: BasieSkanks
    1. The Guardian set up a blind date between a TIM and a lesbian. Lesbian was not informed that her date was male beforehand (828 points, 309 comments)
    2. I was volunteering in a church this afternoon and they had a memorial tree. Even though Mags was a atheist, I felt compelled to leave a note for her. Godspeed, sister. You are loved and missed every single day. (721 points, 31 comments)
    3. I’m a 37-Year-Old Mom & I Spent Seven Days Online as an 11-Year-Old Girl. Here’s What I Learned. (182 points, 71 comments)
  4. 1554 points, 3 submissions: cailleach-
    1. A conversation with my hairstylist got me thinking (1244 points, 193 comments)
    2. Couple found guilty of female genital mutilation of their 1-year-old daughter (166 points, 16 comments)
    3. Couple accused of genital mutilation of their 21-month-old daughter claim she “fell on a toy” (144 points, 24 comments)
  5. 1499 points, 7 submissions: Far-Air
    1. The statistics of male crime (re: "Women are just as baaaaad!") (476 points, 146 comments)
    2. 53% of mothers of boys with Gender Identity Disorder have Borderline Personality Disorder--compared to only 6% of mothers of children without gender issues. (362 points, 152 comments)
    3. For TIMs, "girlmoding" is exhibitionism. They write about their sexual thrill from going out in 'girl'clothes, people addressing them as 'Ma'am', etc. Why does society have to put up with it? (185 points, 25 comments)
    4. "Sex and gender are not the same thing." Great! Except the law treats them as if they are (182 points, 44 comments)
    5. Imagine calling yourself a 'lesbian' but really meaning "I'm exclusively attracted to a gender stereotype". Haha wtf (152 points, 29 comments)
    6. Soooo, why is racism in p**n allowed? And it seems the main consumers are wokebro neckbeards... (99 points, 35 comments)
    7. I hate how porn sites are set up to entice the viewer to keep clicking further and further down the rabbit hole (43 points, 51 comments)
  6. 1474 points, 1 submission: Sensirr
    1. BOOM. (1474 points, 144 comments)
  7. 1234 points, 9 submissions: exnbthrowaway
    1. No, Jo from Little Woman was not queer just because she was gender defiant. (355 points, 87 comments)
    2. it is depressing as hell how many people buy into this shit that stripping or being an escort is empowering. (201 points, 73 comments)
    3. Do TIFs ever feel guilty for reinforcing gender roles? (166 points, 71 comments)
    4. It is so depressing how prevalent the "I am not like other girls" and the all my friends are guys attitude is amongst women. (150 points, 63 comments)
    5. Women engineers, astronaunts, scientists, filmmakers, ect ect are just exceptions! (90 points, 25 comments)
    6. Yes, it is shitty to make historical woman men round 50000 (88 points, 13 comments)
    7. Indiewire article that talks about Mulan being reclaimed as a trans narrative. (68 points, 42 comments)
    8. Men built and invented everything (63 points, 30 comments)
    9. According to the Washington post being a tomboy doesn't just mean your a tomboy. (53 points, 33 comments)
  8. 1203 points, 4 submissions: astropuddles
    1. Being a gay man and not fitting in with other men does not give you the right to try and invade female spaces (662 points, 84 comments)
    2. "Saying 'all men' is very harmful to trans men!" So basically, you are acknowledging that trans men aren't men? (287 points, 48 comments)
    3. A difference I noticed between TIMs and TIFs is how TIMs love to be accommodated (163 points, 26 comments)
    4. Facial "feminization" surgery has got to be the most insulting scam ever created by TIMs. (91 points, 19 comments)
  9. 1201 points, 2 submissions: skankyferret
    1. I said that calling women vagina havers was dehumanizing on sex (1153 points, 186 comments)
    2. I need gender critical friends in my life (48 points, 25 comments)
  10. 1169 points, 1 submission: CleanItUpJannie
    1. Before undergoing surgery or hormones, trans patients should prove they have been 6 months free of anime (1169 points, 270 comments)
  11. 1139 points, 8 submissions: DrippingWetPeach
    1. Her husband chopped off her hands. Now she’s Russia’s voice against abuse (323 points, 46 comments)
    2. Woman fatally shoots man who violated protective order (171 points, 50 comments)
    3. Australian women win landmark vaginal mesh class action against Johnson & Johnson (164 points, 7 comments)
    4. Sudan repeals law that restricted women's dress and behaviour (135 points, 4 comments)
    5. Ohio bill orders doctors to ‘reimplant ectopic pregnancy’ or face 'abortion murder' charges (111 points, 54 comments)
    6. AP Exclusive: 629 Pakistani girls sold as brides to China (106 points, 17 comments)
    7. 'Big Sisters' ride to rescue of Nepali child brides (65 points, 3 comments)
    8. NASA announces the Artemis program to put the first female astronaut on the Moon by 2024! (64 points, 31 comments)
  12. 1133 points, 2 submissions: cvindati
    1. TRANS WOMEN LOOK LIKE MEN (790 points, 250 comments)
    2. Anyone else hate the idea of ‘hate fucking’? (343 points, 195 comments)
  13. 1132 points, 3 submissions: RadFriends
    1. I despise how anything aesthetically pleasing is called “___ porn”. (530 points, 57 comments)
    2. Men caring more about their perceived feeling of discrimination from jobs that involve working with children than the safety and well-being of said children is exactly why they shouldn't be working with them. (316 points, 74 comments)
    3. Just because it isn’t pedophilia doesn’t mean it isn’t predatory. (286 points, 79 comments)
  14. 1105 points, 16 submissions: mkwrites
    1. New website launch for rad fem writing! 4W.pub (152 points, 17 comments)
    2. Three Lies Mainstream Feminism is Telling Women (132 points, 25 comments)
    3. Opinion: Women Are Getting Tired of Ignoring Leftist Misogyny (124 points, 34 comments)
    4. Pennsylvania Republicans Want You To Get a Death Certificate For Your Period (94 points, 43 comments)
    5. We've Known for Two Decades the Harms of Prostitution (90 points, 5 comments)
    6. Women Need to Believe Women, Too (87 points, 7 comments)
    7. My Feminism is for the Women Who Hate Me Most (64 points, 21 comments)
    8. What is Killing K-Pop’s Stars? (62 points, 12 comments)
    9. F-Droid Bans Feminist Social Media Site, Spinster, Then Bans Female Dev for Asking Questions (60 points, 10 comments)
    10. Graham Linehan launches Twitter alternative glindr.org (54 points, 21 comments)
  15. 1052 points, 2 submissions: RadicalNoel
    1. Sticker to call out "gender neutral" bathrooms. Full of necessary info to inform people (1043 points, 114 comments)
    2. What is skincare? (9 points, 45 comments)
  16. 1019 points, 2 submissions: okziyal
    1. Got Banished From My Lesbian Community Over Refusal to Participate in the Pronoun Circle. (816 points, 147 comments)
    2. Ousted from my lesbian craft circle, Pt II: The Inqueersition (203 points, 139 comments)
  17. 986 points, 4 submissions: boopdewoop5
    1. The Fact that you "Feel like a Woman" shows you aren't One. (677 points, 128 comments)
    2. There is no such thing as safe prostitution. (140 points, 11 comments)
    3. What are the names of the other sexes? (108 points, 59 comments)
    4. What's the dumbest excuse you've heard for male behavior? (61 points, 60 comments)
  18. 950 points, 1 submission: lordbimbo
    1. A man came to my miscarriage support meeting today (950 points, 195 comments)
  19. 926 points, 1 submission: hugzboson
    1. Thoughts? - Not like other girls (926 points, 123 comments)
  20. 924 points, 1 submission: designdebatedebug
    1. Feminine, the new bad word. (924 points, 84 comments)
  21. 888 points, 1 submission: Jalan_atthirari
    1. Hot post in pics praising his 15 year old daughter for "stepping up" to cook Thanksgiving dinner for him, her brother and his dad after his mom passed away (888 points, 182 comments)
  22. 883 points, 1 submission: buffers88
    1. Saw this on hmm ... actually laughed out loud. (883 points, 31 comments)
  23. 880 points, 3 submissions: whitelilyflower
    1. PCOS can no longer be called a “female condition” (662 points, 122 comments)
    2. I often feel embarrassed to be same-sex attracted because of the TQ+ nonsense (123 points, 20 comments)
    3. Is there a link between autism and transgenderism? (95 points, 62 comments)
  24. 857 points, 1 submission: JimmyNeon
    1. This horrible, racist analogy again (857 points, 183 comments)
  25. 818 points, 5 submissions: Starchildsuperfunk
    1. Have you ever been punched in the face by a man? (383 points, 205 comments)
    2. "A woman wouldn't do that to me." And the safety of female only environments. (250 points, 19 comments)
    3. How to decondition oneself from being sexually aroused by physical force/violence? (69 points, 17 comments)
    4. The wachowski brothers/ "sisters" (68 points, 39 comments)
    5. Why is being a SWERF even bad? Why is SWERF put along with TERF? (48 points, 26 comments)

Top Commenters

  1. OmnibusToken (9951 points, 300 comments)
  2. Nibbana0 (6563 points, 332 comments)
  3. womenopausal (5130 points, 262 comments)
  4. boopdewoop5 (4980 points, 265 comments)
  5. ForsakenProfession (4733 points, 299 comments)
  6. drudev (4446 points, 254 comments)
  7. PollyannaPenny (4199 points, 170 comments)
  8. kasurimethi (4193 points, 34 comments)
  9. itsnotaboutewe (4111 points, 106 comments)
  10. Cocksmasher69 (4035 points, 106 comments)
  11. CruelEnnui (4005 points, 68 comments)
  12. secretsandbis (3860 points, 144 comments)
  13. rosegarland (3830 points, 211 comments)
  14. cailleach- (3674 points, 66 comments)
  15. daughter_of_bilitis (3450 points, 92 comments)
  16. Feminazcabooby (3427 points, 161 comments)
  17. TryingforMighty (3302 points, 153 comments)
  18. dixiechick547 (3284 points, 120 comments)
  19. Novemberinthechair (3213 points, 240 comments)
  20. peregrine_throw (3162 points, 206 comments)
  21. TwatchWaffle (3124 points, 183 comments)
  22. hugzboson (3121 points, 129 comments)
  23. Thatstealthygal (3067 points, 191 comments)
  24. CricketNiche (3014 points, 235 comments)
  25. newRoad5 (3008 points, 147 comments)

Top Submissions

  1. BOOM. by Sensirr (1474 points, 144 comments)
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2019.11.26 04:46 Avalon2458 Entitled Brother tries to Rape me, claiming I am his property, then plays it off as if I assaulted him (which in a way I did..........)

Ok, so a little context. My family is kind of broken. My dad is always busy, my mother is home a lot but is always out of it, wether she be sick or dazed. I lived as an only child since my older brother (EB) moved out when he turned 18. it has been peaceful, but also kinda lonely since I liked having company, even if my EB didn't like me all that much. My parents spoiled him to death, so when he moved out he thought that life was just a walk in the park.
Thankfully, I knew better, and was more wary of the poeple I talked to. Also important, this was a very dark time of my life, since I had asked a girl out on a date at my school, and the word quickly spread I was Lesbian. I started getting jumped, teased, pegged with paperballs, made the fool, while the teachers looked on save a few who actually thought of me as a human. Also important, I have a passion for fighting and martial arts, being especially familiar with a style called Southpaw. So let's just say I am easily set off.
Last thing to note, my brother is a drug addict and has an addiction for heroine, which my parents found out only recently, though I had known for a while and kept my mouth shut out of fear he would do something nasty.
In any case, onto the story.
Here's our cast: Dad(D) Mom(M) Entitled Brother(EB) me/Asha(A)
My brother had come over for the weekend roughly a year ago, as we had this tradition every month where we would meet up as the entire family and have, you guessed it, the most uncomfortable dinner in history. No, seriously, you could feel the tension. I had not seen my brother in between the time he moved out and the time he arrived, and his arrival was uncomfortable. It went like this:
knock knock knock
(My dad answers the door, to see my EB.)
D: oh.........hello. I didn't expect you to come.
EB: why? You think I wouldn't come for a family reunion?
(All of us knowing he was here for free food just sighed collectively and let him in.)
Later that night we had a feast to behold, with Turkey, Shrimp, Salad, and of course, cake! After the dinner, our other relatives left, and M and D told us they were going to get some things for the store, and said we should try and reconnect. They left, leaving me and him in the room alone.
COMFORT.EXE HAS STOPPED WORKING
SAFETY.EXE HAS STOPPED WORKING
I asked if he was still hungry, and he said yes, so while I went to get another player of leftovers in the kitchen, the room over from the living room, I heard him talk, and we had a conversation like this while i got his plate:
EB: you know, i would love to reconnect with you, since I haven't seen you in a few months.
Me/A: really? As far as I'm concerned, we're strangers. You never really like me all that much.
EB: nonsense. Your my sister! How about while we eat, we can play that game your always into, Fire Emblem.
Me, a little weirded out by the kindness: um ....ok. as long as you don't pick Lunatic mode and rage over it afterwards. I warn you, it's hard.
EB: that's fine. Come on, let's do it!
I went to get my game, then came back with our plates and my game system.
Me: ok, so what difficulty? I can try and run-
I was cut off by him throwing his food off the plate and bashing me in the side of the head, and I fell to the floor in a daze. It took me a moment to realize what happened, and my head burned, and I felt something gooey on my scalp. He wasted no time approaching and dancing in front of me like some weirdo, and I yelled indiscriminately considering my pain.
He pulled out a needle with a metal canister, and I was very afraid of what was in there, but he didn't try to stab me. Instead, he started acting like he was going to give it to himself, and I grabbed his leg to try and find a way out, considering I had trouble crawling. He hit the floor and I landed a few dazed blows on his abdomen, and I guess he gave me the shot in self defense, since he stabbed me in the shoulder with it.
After that, I was dozing in and out of consciousness, in a blur of pain and numbness, but when I was once again fully conscious, my EB looked like he was checking me out, lifting my shirt and poking my thighs like a lump of meat. His intent seemed clear, so I lashed out randomly hoping to hit, and he pinned down my weakened body and started trying to feel me through my clothes, so in desperation I grabbed one of the dish fragments and whacked him with it, too stupefied to stab correctly. Wanting not to go all the way to Sweet Home Alabama( I live in Pennsylvania) I hit him in the forehead, direct shot, and he was out cold.
I kept slipping in and out of consciousness, until finally my parents got home and we were sent to the hospital. The rest is not as bad. When we recovered, I told the cops what had happened and he was arrested on the spot, for many charges. When I went to visit him in prison, I sat through a screaming rant of how I didn't deserve his.........rod, and I should have just behaved and let it happen. He went into a rant about how I belonged to him in the end, and I should listen to my masters.
I simply flipped him the bird and walked out, satisfied with myself.
However, it wasn't over.
A week later, I had talk to the cops and show them video evidence from a camera that he had attacked first, as he had pressed charges for assualt( ever since my school life went to h**l, we kinda needed them. Yeah, I mean inside the house). Thankfully, these things were cleared up and I was safe to go!
May my EB rot in Jail, though he still awaits a sentence .
Thanks for reading, but one thing.
I don't blame you if you think this isn't real, this is a screwed up and honestly outlandish story. If you don't believe me, I don't blame you. Have a good day.
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2019.08.16 10:16 nips927 Not sure if I was abused, considering my ex was the one that told people I abused her.

As far as I remember I never said anything abusive towards her. I never hit her. I never called her name's. I never cheated on her.
But according to her I abused her, but after reading other people's post. It seems like it's the other way around. We dated just shy of 2 years, while we were together she told me she was bi. Then one day she tells me about this girl from mar she started talking to(not even the least bit worried). She also tells me how in college she was attracted to our now male roommate. Not worried but odd she'd even say anything. A couple weeks of her talking to her friend from Pennsylvania I walk into the bedroom to her Skyping the lesbian from mars and mars telling my ex that she should leave me and how she could treat her better and blah.
Mars said this because me and ex had an argument about how I had to work on vday and how we don't spend any time (we worked opposite schedules, and we had one day aweek together, vday was on my normal scheduled day). I asked ex to stop talking to mars because mars was saying shit about me and trying to break us up. She agreed or so I thought, my ex had a ton of friends including guy friends that I had no issues with. Because I trusted her, I really did trust never questioned or even thought she'd cheat on me.
Ex would very rarely let me hangout or even let me talk to my friends. I'm a gamer and anytime I wanted to spend a couple hours to myself it wasn't allowed, if I wanted to go out with friends, she guilt trip me into staying home. While at work she'd randomly show up at my work and have lunch or would even call my supervisor to make I was there. When I worked nights shed sleep in the backseat of the car because she couldn't sleep by herself in our bed. She'd try buy my love, she had a small inheritance of $200k, she wanted to buy me a brand new motorcycle and truck(both I declined).
We eventually got a dog which I was against getting. Mostly because I didn't want to take care of it mainly. Which I did, even tho I worked 2nd shift and went to bed late, I was the one getting up early to take her for walks or outside. My ex just fed and played with her. Our last fight we had was about the dog, she was going to her mom's for her sister's 1st homecoming to take pictures. Thursday night I couldn't remember what day she was leaving, so I simply asked hey when are you leaving to your moms? Her: tonight after work. Me:what about dog. Her:mom doesn't want me to bring her. Me:well dog is gonna be in her crate for 12hrs both Friday and Saturday while I'm at work, that's not fair to a puppy that's not even 5 months old. Her: well I wanna spend time with my family. Me: we are your family can't you leave after I leave for work on Friday. She eventually takes dog with her. When I called to find out what time she'd be coming home so I can watch for her I got nothing, no replies. When she did answer she'd said she wasn't coming home, said I didn't love her, started telling me how guys at her work were flirting with her. Her mom was whispering in her ear while I was on my way to try and talk things out. Her mom was saying I was pos of shit and I would never amount to anything, I was loser, I was failure. Couple days later I found pics and messages to another guy. She told him and others I was abusive. When I called her to ask what the other guy was about she told me it was my fault because I didn't love her enough. She told me because i didn't call her before work I didn't love her.
She deleted and blocked me and everyone on my family. A couple weeks go by and she asked me to watch her dog the weekend, because her mom didn't want to. I honestly didn't mine because I liked the dog and coming home to someone was nice. The weeks and nights leading up to that weekend she'd call me telling me she loved me and missed. When she dropped dog off we had sex, afterwards she told me depending on that weekend we could talk more Sunday night. I thought she was going to work for the weekend until she told me she started talking to mars again and was gonna spend the weekend with her. She txt me to ask how dog was doing, and she told me how happy she was to have mars. She came Monday to pick dog up and when I woke up that morning I found she was now dating mars and that were in a relationship together(after one weekend together and 2 week removed from me). The next couple of weeks she'd call and tell me the i love and miss you. She'd want to FaceTime and Skype, when u asked her to come work things out she wouldn't. She'd tell me things like she can't forgive me. Shed rub in my face how happy she was with mars and how they went in vacation here and there. How their sex was amazing. How all around amazing lisa was compared to me When she found out I went on dates she'd blow up my phone, I actually had to shut my phone off a couple of times because she wouldn't stop calling and texting me. She drove me to the point where the best option was slicing both my wrist. She got mad when I worked extra days, we were broken remind you.
She eventually gave me the dog because she didn't want to take care of it( I still have the dog). When I finally realized I was just some back burner option I cut contact. She'd try over the course of the next couple of months to talk to me. When I didn't she'd find out if I was talking to someone and message them telling them I'm a shitty person and I was abusive. I found out she never stopped talking to mars, I found screenshots of txt(Google play backed it up from her phone to my phone when we were together, I didn't even know it existed til about 6 months ago) calling mars wife and girlfriend while we together. When I last talked to ex roommate he told me about picture my ex sent him of her boobs after we broke up. He out of nowhere said nothing ever happened between them while we all lived together and while me and her were together. I doubt that, just by how he said it. He blocked me after he told me. I'm scared to date anyone because I'm worried shell say something to whomever I'm dating, I don't even bother anymore, and accepted on being alone with dog. I feel worthless and like 2yrs of my life was a lie. I've literally done everything for her taught her how to drive, open a bank account, file taxes, pay bills, you name it. I hate this feeling of never being enough. I hate the idea that I let someone in and this what I get.
Ig the question I have is who was really the abused one? She's still in her relationship with mars. She actually moved to mars. I'm still single going on 2yrs. I'm crying while typing this because I'm reliving every detail. I have nightmares that she comes back for the dog, when the dog is all I have. I cry myself to sleep some nights still.
Post edit: had to change not real names to even more fake names. Mars is the stand in for the girl my ex was talking to, who was from another state.
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2019.06.25 06:19 Jay___Lock "Stop being depressed and queer to spite us or we'll send you away to military camp", I was suicidal.

First ever post. Whoo boy where do I even start.
Well, at 18 I've been carrying a lot of baggage. I have my absolute best friend in the world, who I met years ago (almost 10 years now I think?) Who I'll call C. And she's been my... Life, at this point. I think it's safe to say I owe who I am today to this friend. If it weren't for her support and her pointing out what isn't "okay behaviour" on my parents' part I would not be who I am.
Some points to unpack first: - I'm bisexual & I'm trans (born biologically female but known ever since I was concious of my existence that I'm a boy- but don't like to talk about it or really call myself trans because I just am a guy and don't like to be perceived any other way because, well, I think you'll figure out why) - my (almost) entire family on my mom's side is absolutely fcked up and dysfunctional, entitled prats - don't get me started on my dad's side. Uses religion to back up *their beliefs and claims their horrible behaviour is in "God's name", yeah, you know the type. - I've only recently started to accept that fact that my situation is bad and only in the last year found the strength to really do anything about it.
And if I don't deserve it, then please don't take my side. Tell me if I was/am in the wrong. I want to acknowledge both sides of this situation.
This will be a long post
Oof where does this even start? Forgive me if there's inconsistencies, I'm trying to recall 18 years' worth of events. I might remember a few things wrong so I apologise in advance.
And fair warning: this gets intense. Bit of a
⚠️trigger warning⚠️
as it talks about suicide and extreme homophobia. It gets deep. I won't spare details if I think they're important.
Here we go, deep breath...
I think, originally, something I can remember is my mom never being too nurturing. She's the type to want a baby cause they're "so cute" but then isn't exactly cut out to be a mother because she doesn't want the "not fun" parts that come with it. So I was a lot closer to my dad as a little kid. It makes me gag to say it because (and I hate even being reminded about it but it is, after all, pertinent) I'm trans, but I was his... "Little girl". And as far as when I was a kid, he was a great dad, fantastic, and not even I will try to take that from him. I don't want to take that from him. Never did I doubt I was loved. He gave me so much attention. Picked up the slack my mom left as a parent. He clearly and genuinely loved having this kid (me) in his life, I've heard from family and friends how radically he chaged when I came around.
It's just that... I'm figuring out lately as I become an adult, get more independent, have my own thoughts and opinions. As I get less careful with expressing my gender (in the form of clothing, not wearing makeup. Cutting my hair. Dressing more masculine. All things I do just because I can't stand the dysphoria anymore). He gets more and more .. awful. I find it more obvious that his love is conditional, he says worse and worse homophobic slurs, and with it racist/sexist comments. He's the kind to say "SHOW ME RESPECT BECAUSE IM YOUR PARENT". Yeah, because respect ain't earned based on character, no, it's inherent because you f*cked someone once, right?
He makes me recite that since he's the adult and I'm the kid, I owe him everything and he owes me nothing.
Here's something thats good context to know: my parents met online as young people. My mom (to the best of her memory) was maybe 19/20 and my dad is about 11 years older than her... Oof(?)
Before they were married, they f*cked, and boom I was in the picture. (pertinent because my dad is a holier than thou type when he himself is not at all holy)
Other examples of my dad being this way are: he directly disrespected and still disrespects his own parents, he smoked, got a piercing, listened to metal music, and other things against his parents wishes. Based on small contextual pieces I've heard from him and family in the form of: - When the subject of homsexuality comes up, (which he is explosively homophobic. I mean, he has to restrain himself from getting in a fight with queer couples we see in public and wants them all to actually die.... Is that repression? Idk.) he will say "I've done things I massively regret" or "I strayed so far from God I don't think I'll ever get into heaven" and my aunt dropping a hint that, based on these things I think he, in his hair metal days (you know. Dudes with long hair. Tight leather. Guys starting to wear makeup ((such as Twisted Sister, Motley Crue, etc bands just straight up lookin like chicks)) He might've been involved with guys?
Anyway, I think all that condones to him absolutely mentally manipulating with me in terms of me being queer. Saying if I'M gay then HE'LL go to hell since she would've "done a bad job".
But, like I said, when I was a kid he really was the best in my eyes. When I was 7 or so, I decided I could talk to him about feeling like a boy.
I mean, like i said, he was a good/loving dad to little-kid me, he was my Superman and nothing was better than him. Surely he could help? Surely he was the one to tell?
I'll tell you what he told me when I was done trying to explain how I felt. I'll tell you what tormented me, put me through suicidal depression from the ages 11-15 (when I was going through pubery and dysphoria was at it's height).. I'll tell you his words. His exact words. "Well, I'm sorry, but you're stuck this way and you'll just have to deal with it."
Stuck this way
Can I even tell you? Can I tell you how many times when travelling around (after 3rd grade started homeschooling- my parents started a job in nuclear power that has us travelling the US to power plants to this day) how many times being in the back seat of a car, I stared out the window. And just daydreamed of a genie coming to make me a boy. How many times I got lost in fantasies of being older and being a man. Living vicariously through adult me being a male. How many times I woke up from dreams at night where I was a boy. All these things- and being blissful in my own little world- and being crushed. Disappointed. As I thought "but you're stuck this way. You just have to deal with it"
Stuck this way
It was around 14-15 that I told my friend how I was feeling when it came to always feeling like a boy for as long as I could remember. What I was going through. then did I learn about being transgender and being able to do something about it
The world opened up to me! No genies! No magic spells! No more endless praying to wake up as a boy one day!! No more.
No more stuck this way
Of course, nothing is ever as good as it seems.
I went through a while there where I felt like I owed my dad because of that little mantra he makes me say. And it took/still sometimes takes me a long time to get over that mental block.
Now I knew what the dysphoria was, and I knew I could do something about it-- but at the moment, living with my parents, I couldn't do something about it. And then came the issues with my dad, nights spent locked in the bathroom angry-crying and having wars with God over why he would make me this way. How badly can you f_ck up? And now I have to deal with my dad over it? And most likely lose him? That's not fair! How dare God put me in this situation. Only recently did I put it aside and came to a conclusion that God was like a father-figure and friend to me, and just like any parent he can make mistakes. I decided on this because I realised that every time I start to feel lost and alone and start to panic over what's gonna happen with my dad when I finally come out, I usually end up meeting someone (always online cause of the constant travel and not really socialising IRL) who becomes a friend and since we want to video chat i have to come out to them, and they're always someone supportive. Always, every time I start going through the motions again I get a new friend and supporter, and I think that's his way of saying "I know I f*cked up, I'm so sorry. Here's something to help, you're on the right track" and it helps me to think of it that way.
Anyway, so somewhere before there when 12/13 years old rolls around: Cue teenager me. of course at first I had the attitude thing, I tried standing up for myself in some ways, I don't remember specifically what but fights ensued and I was verbally beat into being complaisant. It got to a point of where if I just really wanted to avoid their wrath I would dress up all girly depsite how disgusted I felt doing it, just to please them and get them off my back .
Resentment. Soon, around the second half of teenagerness (between ages 12 and 16) I was just, resigned. Depressed, eating issues (over eating or not at all) resolve crumbling until I started cutting, suicidal as f*ck. I would so much more rather be dead than having to make the choice between: living a life where I don't change my body to help my dysphoria and am forever living a depressing lie, or living my truth and being cut off from the man I once considered superman and still have love for.
What a horrible decision to have to make. I'd rather be dead. So I was always quiet
...so quiet.
I learned my place quickly. Head down. Don't speak your mind or you'll be shunned for it.
Get out of people's way.
My mom saying to my uncle " she's (cringe) so miserable all the time. Makes me SO glad I had a kid" "I didn't even want you" "Be cheerful" (God. To this DAY I'm told it's a CHOICE to be cheerful, and if I'm not cheerful then I'm a bitch) "If you really hate us this much we'll send you away to a military camp" Yes. That was really said to me.
Not "are you okay"
Not "maybe it's depression"
Not "maybe we need a therapist"
Not "can I/we help?"
No, I got "this is annoying to us to have to deal with so stop it"
Just got more sh*t blamed on me.
And I adopted that mentality.
I got a little voice in my head telling me how useless I was. How in the way I was. How I wasn't wanted. What a burden I am. How I was going to be sent away. That it was better if I just wasn't here at all
Lowest moments in my life.
Once when I was 16 I stayed with my uncle. I stayed with him because my parents had to go work and thought it would be good for me to stay with my uncle instead of alone in the camper we stay in when going to a different state than our homstate for an outage
Explanation on parents' job
An outage is a couple months spent in a different state for them to work at a power plant as Radiation Protection Technicians, which is a position above Decon (short for decontamination which basically is just a janitor, it's where an RP (radiation protection) tells you there's too much radiation in a spot and you clean it) and an RP is someone who is on the lookout for if there's too much radiation(measured in Millirems, a very small amount) and they never let it get to be too much. Basically their job is work at a control unit and make sure everything is safe, nothing gets out into the world. It sounds exciting. It's actually quite boring, and depending on the situation workers regardless of position will have to do some heavy lifting work. Thanks to this I know how safe and protected Power Plants really are. It makes me sad how uneducated people can be on them
🛑 End explanation
ANYWAY sorry- back to me being at my uncle's.
It was mainly so neither of them had to take night shift so one could be there all the time with me. They happened to be working in Virginia while my uncle was in Pennsylvania. So a quick stop to drop me off. Like I said, my parents always fight. I mean always, and at this particular time it was at a point where you couldn't even breathe without someone else going off like a bomb. I'm an only child so I was caught in the middle as a casualty all the time.
So take a normal teenager, raging with hormones and issues of the like, stressful school (still stressful when homeschooling because it was just an online program through a school that was a building too, so I still had teachers and deadlines and a curriculum. The works. Just online). All that, plus dysphoria, internalised homphobia from my dad, suicidal tendencies w/ parents who didn't show concern about it. Yeah. I was in a dark place.
Sidenote: This was at a height of my parents fighting. They only stayed together because I was around. I was 3 when they got married and still remember bits and pieces of said wedding. Just before they got married, my mom took me and practically ran with me to a different house and started dating this nerd guy, who I can remember. Curly dirty blonde hair and glasses. Geek cliche. I didn't like him. Apparently in that time I went into therapy but I don't remember it.
But yeah. They were fighting, and I mean scream-till-youre-red-in-the-face fighting when they dropped me off. I was depressed beyond hope and practically silent. The only word I ever really said was a muttered "sorry" any time I was in the same room with someone because I was used to that tripping some bomb that set whatever parent in the room with me off. It's a note to say that I got a lot of comments from other people we knew if we visited them or went out to dinner with work friends, I got a lot of them mainly about my completion. I got asked if I was sick a lot. Cause, you know, depression takes a hell of a toll. Eye bags, sickly pale, and greasy hairaggy hoodies because I just couldn't give a f*ck if I lived anymore so why would I care about hygiene at that point?
So not long after my parents left. I'd say about an hour of obligatory, alwardly silent, milling around upstairs with my aunt, uncle, and their baby-- my uncle looks me in the eyes and asked
"Hey, are you okay?"
I... I was shocked
Then I felt like, weak, buckling. I almost cried right then. Just because of one simple question.
A question I hadn't been asked face to face when I needed it the most.
Sure, C had texted me asking if I was okay a lot. But we hadn't met face to face in our whole friendship because of my travelling (until about a week ago I took a train to finally go see her and her family. It was incredible)
But not by a person physically around me. Not an actual verbal version. Not in nearly a year. And I was not okay, I was barely holding on. But I just kinda nodded and he left it alone, but he knew. And I knew he knew. I was not okay.
A few times my uncle had me go with him to run errands (just "sit in the car while I get it" kind of stuff) so I'd get at least a little interaction.
Once we went to Hershey Park (he lives in Hershey Pennsylvania. I'm actually here visiting the family here right now as I type this) and I remember I kept walking out of the way of people by lining up behind my uncle the whole time. And finally he stopped walking and said to me "You need to just stand your ground, don't let people push you aside". A nice thing to try to give me confidence, but it barely worked. I try to not be passive anymore though.
Every time I did one of those "sorry"s or got immediately defensive over anything asked of me (remember, constant family fighting. I was always on the defense) he would tell me "I'm not your mom, you don't have to do that"
I just kinda hid in the basement for the month or so I was there. The basement was my uncle's man cave so it was pretty sick. I just watched YouTube the whole time cause it was summer vacation. I only ever came up to eat around midnight when no one was there.
And during this time I was treated like another human being. My privacy was respected. I started to speak up confidently during something as simple as a conversation without fear of being snapped at. Speaking in a casual conversation I wouldnt even dare do with my parents at that time. I was told not to be walked all over. I had fun. I laughed. I was happy when I hadn't been in so long. I stopped cutting during that time. My aunt's friend, K, was so nice. She noticed how broken and complaisant I was and she became a best friend type. Talking to me a lot, encouraging me to let it out to her. She even gave me some driving lessons since all the ones with my mom ended in her yelling at me and not helping at all.
Thanks K.
I made the choice to stop hiding in the basement cause I actually liked being around these people.
And just when I was getting built up...
My aunt one day let me know my parents would be back that night. She got some blankets washed for the air mattress and handed them to me so I could take them downstairs and make up the sectional couch/air mattress in the basement for them.
Each step down, I knew it was coming. Every step was a new thought about how I wasn't going to be happy anymore, and my parents would be fighting, and the hate toward me for my own depression would be back, and I would deal with my dad's homophobia and my mom's general hate of my existence again.
I got to the bottom of the steps and I fell to my knees. That's not an exaggeration, I literally dropped down on my knees, buried my face in the blankets I was carrying, and sobbed
I was so devastated that this good mindset I had finally built up was going to come crashing down, I just knew thats what was going to happen. And it tore me up inside
(Jesus I'm tearing up again remembering this. It was so bad, guys.)
I was so done. I cried. I cried and cried. Books always say "hot tears" and now I felt it for real, I felt it in my very core. Until there was nothing left. And then I dry cried until I was too exhausted to do anything else. My nose was totally stuffed and my eyes were almost swollen shut, red.
That's the most poignant memory I have of how my parents made me feel- complete despair, the mental state they put me in, and that was the first time I really realised how unhealthy it was for me to be near them. And I made the decision that I was going to move out.
Now that I'm an adult adult at 18 my mom doesn't treat me like that anymore. She still talks about me behind my back to family but hey, at least it's not direct crossfire anymore, I'll take it. I actually stand up for myself a little more. A lot of times I either completely ignore or won't give in to reciting my dad's mantra of "I owe you everything. You owe me nothing". You can tell it pisses him off lately that I'm not so complaisant, he'll often claim that when I do something to make myself happy that I'm just doing it to "spite him", and it's fair to note he said this even when I was super compliant and would just not wear makeup. Sure Jeff. Think what you want to think.
My dad still acts like I'm 6,
he doesn't want swearing around me, I can't watch R rated movies. When I cut my hair he told me I wasnt allowed to do things that make me happy if they make him upset because it's "selfish" of me
He tells me that if I turn out as a liberal, Democrat, a "f_ggot", or anything else he doesn't like then he'll "pay for it at the pearly gates". Trying to pin that on me and make me feel bad. He knows I'm trans, but he hasn't said anything yet (directly), only about 3 times so far has he gotten me alone in a room and... Oh man. Scariest. Sh_t. Of. My. LIFE.
He'll interrogate me like I murdered someone. Calls my friend "Satan spawn" since she supports me. Tries to get me to admit to being queer, screaming and honestly terrifying me. Acting like he's about to hit me but never does, as if verbal and emotional abuse isn't real and if he doesn't physically abuse me then he was "always doing his best" and I won't have an argument against him. A couple times I've been caught being with girls and I thought I was going to die. I did. I called my friend C when I was safe at my friend's (a different friend from C that I'll call M)'s house for the night after a particular event (had my arm around M at the theatre, surprisingly for once it wasn't in a romantic way, but M was crying during the movie so I was comforting her. My dad walked in to get us and practically ripped my arm away. Luckily I had plans to stay at M's house for the night so he stayed quiet about it.) When I was at M's house I worked myself into a panic. Sure I was gonna be beaten when I got home. I called C sobbing like a bitch. My God, she's the best, she finally told her mom about me being Trans and had her mom talk to me, tried to find me recourses. It helped. And luckily when I got home my dad was too busy to bring it up.
There's so much emotionally abusive stuff, and I didn't want to believe it was abuse but then my friend pointed it out to me. Directed me to things that explain abuse and I realised that's exactly what I'm going through. I'm still coming to terms with that.
It wasn't until my friend C put it into perspective for me like this: (using exclusively examples of things my dad has done) "Okay so imagine that I had a boyfriend who forced me to wear makeup because he liked it. Who tried to make me wear certain clothes because he liked it." And that can spill into examples such as: "Who ridiculed me for how I do my hair because he likes it a certain way. Who tells me that I owe him everything and he owes me nothing. Who belittles my feelings all the time, and when I try to speak my mind he won't let me and tells me I'm not allowed to do that. Who told me I'm not allowed to do stuff I like or even need to do to raise my own mental state because he doesn't like it. What if I was in a relationship with someone who tells me who I can and cannot be, who says he loves me but then turns around and says 'but if you do any of these things that you can't help being (such as being bisexual or trans) then I won't love you anymore. But you're my world! I would do anything for you, conditionally though. And if you do anything you like I'll see it as a personal attack on me and belittle you even more for it'."
Putting it into perspective as a manipulative romantic relationship helped me see it wasn't okay for my parent to do that either.
Anyway. There's a lot more stories woven in here and there between all this. Such gems as:
I decided to text my friend C for more examples of these and she summed it up:
Me: Hey so for this "raised by narcissists" thing can you remind me of any stories I've told you that I can't think of?
C: Well your mom forces you to put on makeup, paint your nails, etc when she KNOWS it makes you uncomfortable. She has called you a bitch before if memory serves. She has regularly accused you of making her miserable and implying that you make yourself unhappy on purpose. She has dismissed your sexuality and who you are as a person entirely. Your dad has grabbed you, shoved you, made violent comments about lgbt people, screamed at you for looking too masculine, told you you "look terrible," called you selfish for getting a /haircut/ he didn't like, has over all implied unless you bend over backwards and only do what he wants that you're a bad person who is trying to spite him, insinuated that I was demonic for no reason, uses religion as a threat on a regular basis...
Also your parents both regularly imply (and outright state) that you are unable to take care of yourself, that you will be miserable and lead a terrible life if they aren't constantly controlling every aspect of it, and that you somehow "owe" them something constantly. The main narcissism trait though is their need for everything to be about them. Any time something happens it is automatically about them. It's a direct attack on them, it's to spite them, it's to be mean to them, etc. Even when it makes zero sense
[She means that when I do something for myself instead of doing what they want they immediately turn it about them and how I'm horrible to them. When I got my haircut is a prime example. My dad said "you got that haircut because you knew I wouldn't like it and that's why you didn't want to tell me about it right away. And that's how lesbians find other lesbians blah blah blah you're doing this to make me mad! If you don't do things that make ME happy then you're selfish! Total lack of maturity (even thought I waited to be 18 to do it.) Reminder: This is over a freaking haircut]
Oh also over half your own relatives think your parents are pricks and feel bad for you for being their kid
[They do. I'm told often to "hang in there" when it comes to them]
Oh also your dad's obsession with living vicariously through you. He thinks if you're whatever version of "successful" he wants, that makes him successful. If you don't do exactly what he wants, it makes him a failure.
So yeah. That's me so far. Right now my aunt has offered me a place to live while I finish college. I'm out to a good enough chunk of family to be supported and not be afraid anymore. I still have a lot of anxiety over how things are gonna go with my dad but I guess we'll see in the future.
I wish none of this was the case. I wish my brian developed female or my body developed male. I wish my parents weren't like this, my dad especially, he used to be so perfect. I wish I didn't have to ask my aunt if I could use her as an escape tactic. I wish I never had to get to a point where I attempted suicide. But that's how it is.
If this gets enough attention I'll add other stories of this saga like the ones listed above. In the meantime, thanks for reading this monster of a post and letting me get this off my chest. (If there's typos or anything let me know)
I hope you have a good day :)
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2019.06.21 03:32 Lezbelle666 13 years legally fucking female, as a transgender woman how much longer do I have to listen to "he, him, his" and every other wrong pronoun, before I take my fucking life in quest of sheer happiness???

Having been pepper spray maced to the fucking face by some cisgender woman about as dumb as a dead Live oak stump submerged for 10 years in a Florida swamp, need I ask how much more I've got to put up with? I already know that I don't fit the definition of the traditional woman. I don't fucking want to; in fact, I can't stand the soccer mommy types and other kinds of breeders. I don't even give a flying fuck for my own niece, a breeder married to some cop in Oregon for something like 15 motherfucking years. Honestly, I have no interest in family. To me it is fucking boring to the max.
And so I told my mother when she asked me the following question when I first came out back inl 2006; " I still don't know what made you want to change like you did? I am convinced it has something to do with some banging your head around when they go salted you, and nearly killed you in that pot deal gone bad. The one where the southbury police framed you as the bad person instead of going after that bunch of young thugs." ( You could use that word again. Now that I remember they were members of ICP or Insane Clown Posse, xenophobic white wannabe gangstas into "white power" and shit like that. Like the obviously corrupt southbury Popo, they simply saw me this some sort of "faggot in the closet" or something like that.)
My mother had a point, I haven't lived with her most of my life I never really grew up and became this boring adult type person. You know, the job, the marriage, all the fucking bullshit, and yes, the little brats running around the yard. Not that I really give a flying fuck because , as " It", that was never, ever going to happen. I simply didn't have any "gold" to offer some gold digging heterosexual bitch; that said there was never any fucking God damn man thing. All there was was a piece of motherfucking DOGSHIT; something I tried to kill off but probably chickened out at the last minute back in 1996. The time when, working some stupid Goodwill job that almost made me lose my fucking Social Security I've been getting since 1989-for a WORTHLESS SHIT JOB that ain't even worth getting up in the morning for, I ran across Interstate 4 freeway just south of Orlando, Florida and just for the hopes of going to the land of promises!!!
The assault occurring years later after I first moved to upstate New York, to a place called East Meredith (in hopes of going to college at State University of New York Delhi College), and then back to southbury, Connecticut where my mom had moved, it made me finally realize that I never was going to be that male monkey thing I was expected to be. something based upon a WORTHLESS " part" attached to my body and nothing fucking else in life, mind you.
The answer I gave my mother? " I wanted to outfits the bitches, hos, and CUNTS. All the corporate soccer mommy's crazy looking pretty for the same old rooster still find them appealing after five thousand years of marriage!!!"
Actually right about that time I began reading a transsexuals diary online is some transgender site called tuxwerx. She being from San Jose, California I identified with many of the same feelings. The only difference being that unlike me, she grew up as the m thing kind of went to college, became a software engineer at Siemens, and yes, got married and had four children. the other thing different Dean that she went into the air Force during the Vietnam war to hopefully "masculinize herself"; something with your friend of mine, Warren, from West Hartford Connecticut had a bisexual man, also did back in the 70s. He instead becoming a nurse after they decided that he was mentally unfit for combat. ( Need I say that it was in the US Navy that he began to realize, more and more to himself oh, so he was more gay than straight?? As he said to me many times, " if you're looking for semen enlist in the US Navy. You'll find 20 of them there!!!" )
Nevertheless, I'm not fucking " GAY"; HAD THAT BEEN THE CASE I WOULD HAVE KNOWN THIS 35 CHRONOLOGICAL FUCKING YEARS AGO!!! A time when, sting bicurious and dating some gay man, I used to stay over his house, only to watch porno videos of women peeing in the toilet. videos that were obviously taken without their consent, mind you, I bought a couple of films while up in New York City and brought them back to Florida where I live with my parents, as it, at the time. This being right around 1986 when I used to go to a lot of AA meetings and other 12-step groups.
right now, the only thing I give a fuck about is getting back to California, and yes, getting what the fuck I need. #MEDICAREGRS and #MediCalGRS. I've been working with the gender Health Center in Sacramento, California the last three years, almost, homeless and living in Chico until I finally left after getting my purse stolen along with several identity documents including us total valid till November 2020 New Mexico driver's license I was about to exchange for the California driver's license.
Something which, without my knowledge obviously ended up online and used to traduce destroy my chances of getting what the fuck I need to have a reason to stay alive, mind you. there was a reason I burned every one of those fucking baby pictures, as well as every childhood picture when my mother asked me if I wanted them; at which time I replied, " YEAH. I'M GOING TO TAKE THEM AND BURN THEM JUST LIKE I DID THAT BIRTH CERTIFICATE AFTER I GOT THE NEW ONE WITH MY LEGAL NAME ON IT, I'M GOING TO BURN THEM IN THE TOILET BOWL AND THEN FLUSH THEM DOWN SO I'LL NEVER HAVE TO REMEMBER BEING THAT WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT ANYTIME BEFORE THE THE DAY I DIE AND 3 DAYS LATER WHEN I AM RESURRECTED!!!"
And that is the way I wanted it. Not to be profiled as some gay puto, sex worker, or whatever the fuck out these morons who stole my ID, a boost more likely than not initiated by a certain redneck pile of white supremacist shit in the chico homeless community named Christy " Dee Dee" Hughes. Her redneck piece of shit husband as well.
all because they interfered with my life, and got all upset when they overheard me voice to texting, as I am doing right now, into my cell phone and posting something on Facebook about how much I hated my fucking sister, Linda Hayduk; a Republican corporate bitch who later became a right wing, Repugnant wing of the American Republican party Fox News enthusiast. That and the fact that I also posted about how annoying I sound it when somebody says Merry Christmas to you, and yes, the fact that I am honest enough to reply " thank you but I don't celebrate the holiday anymore. I don't believe in Jesus Christ, but you have a wonderful holiday yourself!!"
Christian redneck is the word to describe these fucking cretins!!! The problem is this. I'm too smart to believe in slang tooth fairies in the sky as the answer to all of life's problems. I figured out the meaningless and that many years ago, thank you very much. Doing so stock around age 12, shortly after that stupid confirmation my mother made me go to just to please my Aunt Rita. My so-called "godmother" in the fucking Catholic religion I was raised in, but never really forced to adhere to. sometime around age 18 after listening to that iron maiden song, 666 the number of the Beast, I became interested in atheistic and agnostic satanism. having moved to Florida with my parents so I couldn't afford to support myself, as "It"-a name I now use to describe my former life, because I don't even want to remember that old fucking name for the simple reason that it never fucking represented me another was going to represent me until long after I was fucking finally dead, I could not even hold a full-time job.
Not only that, but as the years went by, myself being attracted to women in a sexual sense, but not really in many other ways related to the bar sex gender I was raised in- in other words, the date paying door holding fucking idiot women expected me to be, what you felt not only stupid, but completely unnatural to the max, I knew by the chronological age of 27 at things were never going to work out in that department. Something I have called the "Eva syndrome"; this after a woman I met at a fucking emotions Anonymous meeting who wants to change my whole life and make me into what she was expecting me to be. you got it, that Don Juan and special Prince Charles door holding, date paying fucking idiot that gives up living their own life to do what pleases somebody else on a stupid fucking date.
Sexually speaking I had sex with one woman, one time in my life. Actually four times in the same week. This fact and September of 1984. The first semester I ever spent in college; I was at Norwalk State technical college, now called Norwalk Community College in Norwalk, Connecticut. I'm at this married but legally separated woman who simply wanted sex and nothing else. I being the co-dependent relationship addict at the time oh, naturally, I wanted more. I was looking for somebody to make life worth living; however, every time that chance ever came, I would blow it!!
the gay thing? I never took to it. It just wasn't me. however, the first time I had sex in that one week, out of the four times with that married but separated woman, I was just interested in fucking her that I was in being able to pee just like she did. Since the age of 13 I had been secretly sitting down to pee as it was; also being the voi are, I would listen to the sound of women peeing through the bathroom door in both my house, and when waiting in line at the 12-step groups to use single-use, unisex restroom.
Something I thought was a ": fetish", but I later learned in 2002 at a Peace flag meeting I was attending in support of a gay man I knew from another emotions Anonymous meeting in West Hartford, Connecticut after moving back North, was actually called TRANSGENDER.
That's said, in May of 2005 I bought my first SKIRTS at Kmart IN SOUTHBURY, CONNECTICUT. MAY 28TH 2006, USING AN ONLINE PHARMACY FROM THAILAND, I BEGAN TAKING BOTH FEMALE ESTROGEN AND THE POWERFUL ANDROGEN BLOCKER BETTER KNOWN AS SPIRONOLACTONE. the latter being something that kills off former life sex drive in similar fashion to chemical castration of a cat, let's say, finally I was able to have respect for women.
Not that I did not in that former life. I was always attracted to butchy femme lesbians!!! Finally I was free to be the woman I was inside, legally changing my name August 22, 2006, and yes, the gender on my Connecticut driver's license October 4th, 2006; y'all going to callen Lorde in February of 2007 come on West 18th Street in New York, New York and getting my hormones legally, going to a gay and lesbian bar called a duplex, on 7th Avenue South and Sheridan Square, when the gay guys told me I should learn more how to sit like a lady and everything from the women downstairs, and then warned me " so most of them being lesbians, you're not going to really learn how to be a lady from them!!", I was like, lesbians? Downstairs? I always liked those kind of women anyway; women who didn't sacrifice themselves to be some princess Diana type lady creature or Westport, Connecticut Valley girl."
Having dated one man when I first came out, a man who had other transgender women as girlfriend's but consider themselves straight, I knew it wasn't right for me right then. This, despite the fact that he was a really nice Black man home everybody said, did not act like those in New York City typically act. From coatesville, Pennsylvania in the Amish country near Lancaster in Lancaster County he had southern-style manners. that and he was a writer, he wanted to go back to Germany to live with this trans woman who was a professional, had her own flat and a good job; I was definitely into women. Just like I was before I came out of the closet. The only difference being I could not relate to women on a woman to woman cases instead of trying to pretend to be some fake robotic creature as the goddamn M-thing I had existed as for 42 years!!!
No, I'm not going to kill myself quite yet. Rather, next month I plan on going back to fucking California because I could get my transgender health coverage there, including that fucking surgery I want!! I don't really give a flying fuck about housing right this very moment. I held off rushing into that and Chico, by the way, for the simple reason that I did not want to be around cretans like what I was dealing with with that bitch Christy Hughes. Her name, how can we put a sights on WHO this " Dee Dee" was, I learned from the Butte County crime victims advocacy. NOT from Chico Popo officer Ratto, who showed up at the scene, I only read ready to Railroad me in the more 5150 fucking worthless mental Health bulshit rather than doing this goddamn job that should have been expected!!
I mean what the hell did I do wrong? Hate my own sister on a fucking Facebook page? Which, naturally, was their excuse they used to attack me; " you can't be a woman because women don't hate their sisters with such vicious language like you said about your own sister. Women love their sisters."
basically a crock of white supremacist Christian redneck bulshit if I ever heard any, however, the mostly bigoted Chico police, both #blackphobic and #transphobic, the latter which was proven by the shooting of mentally ill twenty-five-year-old #DesmondPhillips on March 17th, 2017 what I first got to Chico come about a month later, need I even wonder after the fact that they sided with these SHITBIRDS??
To which I'm planning to possibly sue the chico police for this transphobic discrimination; I mean I didn't kill my fucking sister. Nor did I threaten her in any way. I unfriended the bitch something like 6 years ago on Facebook; back when I was still at New Mexico State University Dona Ana Community College branch and she told me that she didn't like all the swear words I used on Facebook. That she had other family members, to which I told her, learn Mexican Spanish the easy way, today's words being chinga tu madre, it means the same as vaffanculo in Italian!! Make that chinga tu madre muerte, what you mean FUCK YOU and YOUR DEAD MOTHER, LINDA!!"
no I don't give a flying fuck about my sister anymore. she having strange me three years ago, I did say some nasty things. Stuff like how I wouldn't give a shit if she got killed by a train after sliding off the platform on icy pavement and much more, including a healthy auto accident on the Interstate 495 Long Island freeway. This, and retaliation to her saying, I don't care. Call your niece Jamie in Oregon, maybe she cares?
and I don't. I knew the family was fucking dead once my mother died; I know, straight up I told my sister got our mother was dead. that I no longer believed in the Catholic fairytale that Mom was up in heaven some place looking down upon me and only proud of me when I accomplished something great. For example, that one time I was on the honor roll the very first semester I started at Dona Ana NMSU. Admitting that I no longer had any use for flying tooth fairies in the sky, that's the Easter Bunny actually made Easter interesting and still does for children to this day!!! Easter being one of the three most boring, meaningless holidays I have ever seen, should I say that I never saw the sense in celebrating some dead Jew the guard about 2,000 years ago??
guaranteed national minimum income, single-payer healthcare, free college education for all students both matriculating, and non matriculating, transgender healthcare including full coverage of the surgical procedures as is done in more advanced countries in the first world, Germany, the Netherlands, Sweden, Denmark, and France being just a few of those countries, that does more to help the homeless then believing in flying fairies in the sky or the ghosts of such flying fairies!!!
As I said already, I am an agnostic Satanist. Remember, at least online because there are no chapters in my area, of the satanic temple, after reading Anton szandor LaVey's most famous book, The Satanic Bible, back when I first moved to Florida and was sick and tired of all the born-again Christian idiots coming into the AA and NA meetings and preaching their Jesus as the only solution to "spirituality", more and more, I decided to dig deeper beyond that song by iron maiden. 666 the number of the Beast.
That said, I don't even know my family anymore. They all grew up, sold out, became a bunch of children raising BREEDERS and are busy living still lives list of families. The same old sit, stand, stand kneel Catholic bulshit being passed down from generation to generation; the same old lies that we, as teenagers, we're all rebelling against, they sold out and bought into.
Thus bringing me to this. I am glad I didn't become a sell-out. I'm glad I never grew up and became an adult, unlike the rest of my pathetic generation!! my psychologist at the Time, dr. Michael Scott Johnson was in office in Danbury, Connecticut having told me, right about the time he was working on the letter for a Connecticut DMV to do the gender change, Legally, must I say, he had told me the following. " I already knew that you were never going to have a successful male to female relationship as you desired. Simply because you were too angry at women to even be able to get along with any woman; now you seem different after starting the hormones."
He was right. That and the fact that I identified with women who were often femme-butch lesbians; I was seeking a woman who could climb up my castle walls and rescue ME from my "evil stepmother". Not the other way around. I was looking for a woman who could out swear our very own parakeet on her shoulder; "Polly the parrot says go fuck yourself!!! Totally, I am sure!!"
You get the idea now. What people don't understand is des. I am egocentric. I worry about myself first before devoting my time to other people. That's why I don't believe the whole Christian fairytale thing, Anton LaVey was right what he said none of it is natural to the human animal in his or her natural state.
That said, I'm pursuing the #vulvoplastyGRS, at which time I will make up for lost time, and believe me, go out and play the lesbian field as if there were no end to it. I'll probably end up going back to school too. After all, what else am I doing with my life? go back to school to learn to myself. Not for some stupid fucking job and some stupid fucking corporation that wants me to learn groupthink horseshit so I could be a better team fucking player which I never was oh, I never ever want to be!!!
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2019.04.29 10:11 SpaghettiCunt88 My life feels like hell.

I have no where else to turn to so I decided to come here.
My life so far has been an interesting ride since I could first remember. The best place to start is from the beginning, I'm 15, I'm from Pennsylvania I've been moving around from town to town pretty much my whole life so I cant really call anywhere my
When I was a kid (ages 3-8) I've been a happy kid everything in my life seemed fine. I didnt have any friends I mostly kept to myself and I was fine with that. I was able to occupy myself and have fun playing and doing whatever I was doing at my age.
When I grew up is when things started to take a nasty turn (around 3rd grade) I was a natural target for bullying being the weird kid who came in from nowhere. It wasnt anything targeted just general repulsion at my entire being. I being a pretty much socially underdeveloped kid thought my classmates were just messing with me and that's how friends interacted. 4th grade was when I met my pretty much only friend. His named was Bradley and we met after being forced to take recess of together. We discussed pretty much our love of video games and started talking on the regular. This lasted all the way up till elementary graduation.
Middleschool. The absolute tipping point into a dark hole of nothing but absolute shit. Went into 5th grade feeling pretty confident. I was hoping to make new friends and enjoy being a kid. The university it seems had other plans for me (it was at this point my home life as I had known it was going to get absolutely fucked but more on that later) I dont remember alot of I guess my brain tried to block most of it out but all I remember was being a constant outcast. I was always looked down upon and became a target of bullying and cheap laughs by everyone in that school. In that year though, I had managed to finally get a chance to talk to Bradley again and he introduced me to this little posse of friends that took him in. I wasnt generally accepted by anyone but Bradley but they atleast gave me a spot to sit at during lunch. Nothing really excited for that year except wake up, go to school, do work, get picked on, come home and repeat.
6th grade turned out to be a little different. I had learned I was a naturally quick thinker and could think of pretty good (although dark and offensive) that gave everyone a good laugh. I was still disliked by pretty much everyone in the entire school, but the group I had become a part of started liking me more. I started hanging out with this one kid Brogan and he was a pretty good friend even if we did dumb things together. At this point I was basically a catalyst for a quick laugh, people would ask me to do dumb things and I would happily oblige due to wanting to fit in. I repeatedly got into trouble and this of course came to bite me in the ass next year. Besides that life carried on like that for the rest of the year just having that small group of friends and being semi liked.
This is probably where I should intervene and describe my home life and the main source of my youthful depression and suicidal thoughts. (Sorry I'm not good at organizing). My mom is an open lesbian and had dated a girl when I was younger. But she met this one girl. Her name was jess and I absolutely hate her with all my heart. She came when I was in 4th grade and from the get go she made my life miserable. You see jess was a grade-A narcissist. She had no feelings, everything had to be about her and was overall a general awful human being. You see one common thing with narcissists and kids is they pick one to absolutely praise and spoil and one to essentially turn into a scapegoat. She had chosen my sister as the praised one and I turned out to be the scapegoat. Now since I was a kid I thought this source of punishment had to be my fault and I deserved it. It wasnt anything too bad just finding some dumb excuse to take my playstation. Around a year later however I guess jess picked up a little meth habit. It didnt change any of her personalities just amplified her already horrible demeanor. It had progressed from taking away my playstation to insulting my appearance and making snide comments about my lack of social life. I had told my mom about the little emotional abuse at home but she constantly worked and never believed me because the reasons I had always given her for my punishments although true sounded dumb because they were so she assumed I was lying. Halfway through my 6th grade my mom had gotten her shifts changed and was able to spend most of the day at home. This is where my mental health started to severely decline. Jess was never physically abusive to me but my mom on the other hand was a different story. Their fights had always been intense but were far a few and were verbal only. But around this point she had started to hit my mom and push her around. I regret to admit I had done nothing at this time to intervene as I was afraid I'd be hit next. This continued for a few months until it declined even farther. It turned around one day when I heard their bedroom door slam and thought "oh great theres going to be a fight" well lo and behold the screaming started immediately. This was a daily occurence so I did what I always did, earbuds in music up. Well around 5 minutes later I feel a loud thump and the house shook, I immediately flew to their door and threw it open what I saw absolutely horrified me. There was my mom on the floor with jess on top of her with her hands around my moms throat screaming "now you're gonna die!" "Now you're gonna die!". I guess my mom had saw me and screamed "go!". This distracted jess and allowed my mom to grab her and throw her off.
After that day the fights seemed to grow worse. Everyday they fought on a verbal and physical level. Each time resulting in my mom beaten and she did nothing about it. Actually scratch that she did, mom had picked up on meth herself and that's when she completely lost herself. This happened around my 7th year in school and was generally my best, most of the school thought I was funny and enjoyed being around me. Although none of the girls did they still insulted me and made me feel awful about myself. I find this ironic because what should've been the best year became my worst because of my home life. My mom had started both verbally and physically abusing me. Meth had destroyed her mentally and even now she doesnt remember any of it. It was worse from her because she knew me well and knew how to attack all of my insecurities (and speaking from having been on both sides emotional abuse for me was worse) she didnt need a reason to attack me everything in her sick mind was somehow justified. Everyday she would hit and somehow every new day it was in a more painful way. One situation that stands out the most went like this, I'm in a towel having just gotten out of the shower and my mom comes up to me. "Thanks for eating all the brownies last night fat ass" me having taken no brownies said "I didnt touch any of the brownies" the response I get was a sarcastic "mhm sure" out of snarky instinct i responded with "whatever" next thing i knew my mom had grabbed a fistful of my hair (having it being decently long) and slammed me into the wall and started smacking me in the face.
Back in school I somehow became a target of my teachers aswell due to my history of being rebellious and a troublemaker in 6th grade. The social studies teacher who was filling in for the vice principal since he was away due to a failing immune system hated me. It got to the point where he would just blame things I had no correlation with on me. If I was within 50 ft of an incident it was automatically my fault. Well all those punishments caught up with me and they kicked me out to a behavioral school. I must've been the only person to have 26 after school detentions, 8 Saturday detentions, 16 lunch detentions 45 days of in school suspension and 13 days of out of school detention.
Around this time is when I started regularly looking for ways to take my own life, I just couldn't take it anymore. The behavioral school wasnt bad there were 3 of us and we all worked on computers since they didnt have a 7th grade class until I came there so they threw one together quickly. I finish up the last 5 months of school and summer came around
This summer as I can say was the time of my life the abuse at home hadn't relented, in fact it got worse but I was able to get put of the house more. I'd stay out as long as I could I had a curfew at 11 but If didnt come home I'd be locked out, I didnt care I slept outside and had a blast. I started hanging out with this one guy Dylan every day and we would walk around town and talk and smoke. This lasted for about 3 weeks until shit hit the fan. Jess had become increasingly unstable till the point of even just hurting herself in her anger. My mom had become self aware and started seeing jess for who she was. One day the kitchen door closed and I thought "oh great another fight" now since this was going on for years I had a system of stay near the room, knife in one hand 911 on dial in the other, pop in after a few minutes and ask "did anyone else hear that long bang?" To let jess know that I was listening and I would intervene. Well I hear a loud bang and I kick open the door to see jess just punching my mom repeatedly i screamed something along the lines of "get the fuck off my mom!" And jess turns towards me and charges towards me and almost hit me before she could my mom grabbed her and pinned her against the wall and told me to go out find a phone and call the police (since my phone had been smashed a month prior) I ran out used a neighbors phone and they came. We got a pfa on jess and mom said she had one week to get her stuff and get out of her house. Everything seemed like they were going to get better until 3 days later. My sister knocked on my door and said "hey cops are here we have 30 mins to grab our stuff and leave because were getting evicted" I was shocked I grabbed what I could and I had no idea how jess was able to get us out of our own house that my mom paid for until a year later. Here jess had gone to a courthouse and said that we were her kids, everything in the hose was hers and mom wasnt letting her in the house. The fucking retarded judge without doing any sort of research goes "ok eviction time". We weren't even supposed to get 30 mins the cop just knew mom and allowed us to get our essentials. Mom ended up finding a hotel to rent and I opted to stay behind as I dont like hotels and I thought I could find a place to stay. I didnt and i ended up sleeping outside and i watched as jess her mom and one of her friends spent 2 days taking out all of our stuff and burning it. We lost everything sentimental all baby pictures of me and my sisters all of my baby stuff basically anything that was of emotional value.
After 2 days of that my mom comes back from the hotel in the car of her one friend. His name was tom and he offered us a place to stay. I get in go to his house and immediately hated it. It was this small trailer that was covered in black mold and just generally falling apart. This is when I started talking to my now ex girlfriend at the time. She was my saving grace if she hadn't been around I wouldn't have made it a month into that. (To be honest her and this one girl marissa had basically saved my life as before when I living with jess if I hadn't reached out I would've taken my own life). Things were pretty bad there too but in a different way. My mom had gotten clean and was recovering. We lived in a rural area about a 2 hour walk from the nearest town. Since jess had keyed and totaled her car and tom worked most hours and wouldn't let us use the car we were basically dirt poor. Any money we got was from my dads child support and it wasnt alot anout 180$ and even then wouldn't pay the full thing sometimes so any money we did have went straight to food which tom ate instantly. He would eat 100$ worth of food in 3 days leaving us with nothing. It got better once we got food stamps and it helped is out alot but we still just couldn't get enough money together for a house. This went on for almost 3 years. Around 3 months ago my ex was being distant always cancelling time to hang out (because I need a ride from her mom). I eventually had enough walked 3 hours to where she lived we hung out and that's when I found out she was texting another guy telling him how much she loved him. I was with her for 1 year and a half and I was head over heels for her. We weren't perfect but I should've known something was up when she would get mad if I questioned her guy friends but I wasnt allowed to have girl friends. But even still I listened and pretty much cut out the 2 people who actually were my friend. After I broke up with her I was devastated she was my everything. Tom had been gone for around 7 weeks we got an eviction notice due to the trailer being deemed unfit for living we managed to get a house but it feels like nothing has changed. No one in my age range lives around here so I still have no friends, we still have no car so I cant get driven anywhere, and were still dirt poor. I feel like I'm a hole that just keeps getting deeper I'm trying to reach out but it's hard everyone would rather spend time with their other friends who live closer. I haven't felt this awful since middleschool It honestly feels like being dead would be a better option, suicide crosses my mind everyday I feel trapped and I have no idea what to do.
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2019.02.21 08:36 why_am_i-here Every day I go to school, this guy sits next to me and flirts with me CONSTANTLY.

Well to start this off, I'm a tomboyish, in-the-closet tranny. I just say I'm a girl because I live in an overall unaccepting town. Like, people in my health class call James Charles a tumor on a daily basis, and say they wish they were in a time where being a fag was a disease. I either come off as scary or just unattractive to straight guys when it comes to the dating market.
2 weeks ago, after school, there were no seats left on my bus so some guy ended up getting squashed next to me. He seemed nice, poked me and said "hi", asking my name before greeting a few other people by name. I'm an awkward person but i managed to start small talk, and the conversation quickly went into a talk about how he knew this girl a few states over, and he had crush on her. I told him about a girl who asked me out the day before who lived in Pennsylvania, and he gave a loud "you're a lesbian?" and i kind of just nodded. Ill call him Andy.
The next day Andy sat next to me and just asked and double checked to make sure I was a lesbian, but it didn't seem to matter because he always poked me and waved at me when I put my head down to use my phone, taking my headphones out for me. I gave off disinterested vibes to him and he started talking about how his phone was taken away a week ago, how he wanted to kill himself constantly because he couldnt talk to his crush, that he had suicidal tendency's. I really felt bad for him, and i tried to tell him about how he seemed to have a potential with that girl, telling him about how i could relate. When he was out of the spotlight he just kind of stopped talking, no interest in having a conversation, silently shrugging like "i cant do anything about that".
He always sat next to me after that, demanding attention when he wasn't getting it from anyone else. The day before valentines day, another girl on my bus, who also gets off at my stop, walked up next to me and said, "Do you like Andy? Because I can tell he like-likes you." I told her no, and she said "Thats probably good because he used to flirt with me and brag about how he's fucked 3 girls without a condom - like - imagine bragging about trying to be a 16-year-old dad". I asked her about the girl who lived a few states away and she informed me that he used to like her older sister, then moved to her after getting nudes and shit, and the reason he doesn't have a phone is because of all of the nudes saved on it - his parents saw them. He apparently moved to every girl on the bus, and flirted with all of them, I guess I'm the oddball out because I like girls(Lucky me)? He still sits with me every day, and on valentines day, I've never seen someone repeat something so many times to me: "i bet no one will get me a valentines day gift, no one ever gives me things on valentines day, no one spends money on me eVER. No ones going to be my valentine because I'm unloveable and forever alone" like my dude said the same damn thing at least 7 times. I didnt even need my detective glasses to see that he was tryina send some subliminal ass messages.
Honestly, I don't have enough boy experience to know how to turn him down. I'm a pushover, but I'm really starting to miss the time on the bus that I could just listen to music and chill.
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Anyways I'm in a pretty closeted area (central Pennsylvania) with the nearest gay bar 1.5 hours away from me. Tinder is a joke with the DMs I get being from chicks who want a threesome with their boyfriend. I used to identify as pansexual but I've now realized that I dated males because they would do stuff for me (and wouldn't piss off my parents) but dated girls because I like girls (shitty I know, I'm 22 and dumb cut me some slack). So to cut off my rambling, how do I find lesbians for a nice meaningful relationship? I've had some success at hooking up with people at anime conventions but I'm looking for something more sustainable than that.

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